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  • Edge of Heaven – Epilogue: Paths

    When she woke, he was still asleep. The sun was just coming up. She carefully sat up and left the bed, not wanting to wake him. She thought he would remain asleep as she dressed, but he stirred, and his eyes fluttered open as she was pulling on her shoes.

    “Good morning,” he said.

    She timidly turned to him. “Good morning,” she said. “I didn’t want to wake you, you looked to be sleeping so well.”

    “Fair enough.” He pushed himself to a sitting position and leaned back against the headboard. “I’m glad I woke up. I would have hated it if I’d missed you. I probably wouldn’t have gotten the opportunity to say goodbye. And you would have left, and then I would have never seen you again, I suppose.”

    “I don’t know if you could say that,” she said. “We’re both in Starfleet. There’s a chance our paths could cross again.”

    He nodded. “Possibly.”

    “Possibly.” She sat on the bed beside him. “We happened to find each other this time,” she added.

    Chakotay stroked Kathryn Janeway’s face and kissed her one last time. She rose from the bed, gathered the last of her things and left him.

    xxx

    Thirteen years later, Evan Danielle Janeway met her father for the first time. She was sitting in her mother’s quarters aboard the USS Voyager and had already been attempting to come to terms with everything that had happened during the past week. On top of being stranded in the Delta Quadrant, 70,000 light years away from home, she’d just learned that Chakotay, a Maquis rebel leader, was her father. At least she would have plenty of time to get to know him.

    xxx

    Kyle Hicks turned away from the large timeline display and looked at Daniels. “So this is they way it was supposed to be for her?” he asked. “It seems like her childhood was so much happier in the other line.”

    Daniels nodded. “Maybe,” he said, “but it was never supposed to happen that way. The other line was completely wrong: Chakotay was never supposed to start out as Kathryn Janeway’s first officer. Dani wasn’t supposed to have a romantic relationship with Will Riker and definitely not with Marac Dukat, gods no.”

    Daniels stepped up to Kyle’s side. “You’re going to have to separate yourself from what you’ve come to think of as your reality,” he said. “Working for the Temporal Police is hard, even more for you since you’re not from this century. Your life as you lived it didn’t happen. Neither did your friendship with Dani.”

    Kyle nodded. It would be difficult, be he would need to begin this separation process if he wanted to succeed.

    “Do you want to see what happened in her life for the correct timeline?” Daniels asked.

    Kyle looked at Daniels, his interest rising, and Daniels gestured to another large timeline panel next to them.

  • Edge of Heaven – Chapter 17. We’ll Always Have Risa (or Will We?)

    Archer and Dani emerged from his ready room.

    “I’ve taken the liberty of asking Commander Tucker to join us,” Reed said.

    “What’s the problem?” Archer asked, walking over to Reed’s station.

    “We’re having trouble balancing the warp field,” Reed said.

    Archer studied Reed’s computer monitor. “Looks fine to me.”

    “It’s odd,” Reed said. “It’ll be stable one moment, and then, for no reason, it’ll go slightly out of alignment.”

    “What are you guys doing to my engines?” Tucker asked, stepping from the turbolift onto the bridge.

    “The auto-stabilizers aren’t functioning properly,” T’Pol said.

    “The computer ran its last diagnostic on them less than 10 minutes ago,” Tucker said. “They look fine.”

    “Well they’re not,” Reed said. “We’ve had to realign the field a dozen times over the last hour.”

    “Load torpedoes, and stand by all weapons,” Archer said, alarm rising in his voice. “Deploy the beacons, Travis. Modify the viewscreen, and aim the beacons aft.”

    The viewscreen displayed six green blobs in formation just beyond the nacelles.

    “Swing them down slowly,” Archer instructed. Another six blobs came into view on the screen.

    “It looks like we’re in a swarm of cloaked bees,” Trip observed.

    “Charge the phase cannons,” Archer said.

    “We’re being hailed,” Hoshi announced.

    “Put it through,” Archer said.

    Silik’s bumpy face appeared on the viewscreen. “I wouldn’t advise using your weapons, Jonathan,” Silik warned. “Perhaps if we decloak, you’ll understand why.” Silik cut the transmission from his end. The image that replaced him was a view of Enterprise’s hull surrounded by dozens of pods.

    On Archer’s order, Hoshi suspended the transmission with Silik. Archer turned to Reed. “Malcolm?” he said, seeking confirmation.

    “They’re all armed with high-yield particle weapons, sir,” Reed reported.

    “How many could you take out?” Archer asked.

    “Before they could open fire?” Malcolm asked. “Not enough sir.”

    Archer nodded at Hoshi, who resumed the transmission with Silik.

    “One of my ships is approaching your starboard docking port,” Silik said. “I’d like Danielle Janeway to board it immediately.”

    Archer and Dani looked at each other before turning back to the viewscreen. Of all the things they’d anticipated coming out of Silik’s mouth, that hadn’t been one of them. “What do you want with her?” Archer demanded.

    Silik ignored Archer’s question. “You have five minutes,” he said. “If you don’t comply, I have permission to destroy Enterprise.”

    “How do I know you won’t destroy Enterprise either way?” Archer asked.

    “You have my word, Captain,” Silik said. “And you also have four and a half minutes left.” He ended the transmission.

    Dani looked at Archer briefly before turning and walking toward the turbo lift. She hadn’t said a word, but Archer, knowing the kind of person she was, already knew what she had in mind.

    “Dani—where are you going?” he asked, following her.

    “You heard what he said,” Dani said. “If I don’t go over there, he destroys Enterprise.”

    “So it’s as simple as that?” Archer asked. “You’re just going to go over there, and everything will be made perfect.”

    “That’s the plan,” Dani said. The lift doors opened , and she stepped in. Archer was right behind her.

    “You don’t know what he wants with you,” Archer said as the turbolift doors closed behind him.

    “I have an idea,” Dani said.

    “He could kill you,” Archer said.

    “I’m not supposed to be here anyway, Jon,” Dani said. “If I die, it’s not going to make a difference.”

    “Damn it, it’ll make a difference to me!” Archer said. “I can’t just let you go over there and commit what basically amounts to suicide.”

    “Jon, it’s imperative that your mission continue,” Dani said. “I can’t tell you why – one day, it’ll make sense. But you can’t die, and Enterprise can’t be destroyed without serious ramifications to the future of Starfleet. Everything makes so much sense now.” Her eyes welled with tears. “It was never going to be my time to go back home.”

    Archer shook his head. “Don’t say that.”

    “It’s my destiny, Jon.”

    “No!”

    The turbolift came to a halt, and the doors opened. “What if you go over there, and he kills us anyway?” Archer asked. “Have you thought of that? Then you will have sacrificed yourself for nothing.”

    Dani paused to consider Archer’s point, but only briefly. “If I don’t go over, then it’s certain death for you, Enterprise, and everything I’ve ever known,” she said. “If that happens, I won’t have anything to go back to anyway.”

    Dani stepped out of the turbo lift and into the corridor. Archer stepped out with her.

    “There’s another way,” Archer insisted. “There has to be.”

    “Tell Kyle to tell my parents what happened,” Dani said.

    “I will.” It was Kyle who spoke. Archer and Dani turned to see him rushing toward them. “Trip commed me and told me what was happening.”

    “Don’t try to talk me out of this, Kyle,” Dani said. “It feels like it’s something I have to do.”

    “I know,” Kyle said. “When Trip told me Silik wanted you, I figured it had to have something to do with your original mission from the 24th Century. And it makes sense to try to do whatever you can to save Enterprise.”

    After a brief pause, he said, “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Dani…for Dukat.”

    “No, Kyle, don’t apologize,” Dani said. “You had no way of knowing. You were trying to protect me.”

    She pulled him to her and hugged him. “Good luck,” he told her as he let her go.

    When Dani turned to Archer, he quickly pulled her into his arms and crushed his lips against hers.

    “We’ll always have Risa,” Dani whispered to him before turning and walking toward the airlock. It took every ounce of will that she could muster to raise her hand to the panel on the wall and open the door leading to the airlock. It was like opening the door to her own casket, intending to climb in.

    The door opened, and Dani resisted the urge to look back at Archer and Kyle before stepping through. Once she was inside the airlock chamber, she could see the Suliban pod that had been sent for her just beyond the outer airlock doors. She hesitated momentarily as she contemplated what she was about to do. Then, she shut off her thoughts, opened the outer airlock, and stepped into her destiny, waiting for her in the form of the Suliban pod.

    In the Suliban pod, Dani found that the vehicle was unmanned and pre-programmed to fly to Silik’s ship. The controls had been locked down, but Dani had had time to study Suliban technology after she’d first arrived on Enterprise. That knowledge she’d gleaned, combined with what information she knew from studying them in the 24th Century, enabled her to hack into the computer.

    Once she actually had access to the computer, it didn’t take her long to see that the system wasn’t very sophisticated at all. She had access to weapons, communications, engines…she was faced with three courses of action.

    She could try to run, but then Enterprise would be left to deal with the Suliban, and they would likely be destroyed.

    She could also try fighting the Suliban herself. It wasn’t a particularly attractive notion, but it certainly sounded better than delivering herself into certain death at the hands of the Suliban. Her sacrifice would ultimately be in vain, though. After she was dead, Suliban would surely destroy Enterprise in this scenario, too.

    Trying to communicate with the Suliban likely wouldn’t get her far, so that left her with one viable and effective option. Dani worked quickly as the pod continued to pilot itself towards Silik’s ship.On Enterprise, Kyle and Archer returned to the bridge.

    “Travis,” Archer began, “what’s the status of the Suliban shuttle?”

    “Still on course for Silik’s ship, Captain,” Travis reported.

    Archer desperately scoured his brain for something – anything – that he could do to stop this. But his mind couldn’t produce a solution.

    Kyle stepped up beside Archer. “It’s okay, Captain,” he began. “There’s nothing that any of us can do. There’s nothing we’re supposed to do. This is supposed to happen.”

    Archer turned to Kyle. “How can you say that?” he asked. “Right now, your friend is marching to her death.”

    “Captain, Silik is hailing us,” Hoshi announced.

    “Onscreen,” Archer immediately responded.

    Silik’s face instantly filled the viewscreen at the front of the bridge. Something seemed…off about him.

    “Just what do you think you’re trying to accomplish, Jonathan?” Silk demanded. He was not happy at all.

    Archer shook his head. “I don’t understand.”

    “I’m getting reports from all of our ships that their crews are suddenly becoming violently ill,” Silik seethed. “They’re dying!”

    “I assure you, I have no idea what you’re talking about,” Archer insisted. “We haven’t done anything other than what you’ve demanded.”

    “Captain, the Suliban ships are falling out of warp,” Reed reported.

    Archer, astonished at the incredible turn of luck, looked at Reed. Then he turned to Silik on the viewscreen. Archer didn’t know a whole lot about Suliban physiology, but Silik didn’t look well. The skin on his face looked like it was shriveling up.

    “Silik?” Archer asked.

    Silik looked as if he were about to respond, but instead, he keeled over and fell out of view. The comm line was disrupted, and the image of Silik’s empty seat was replaced by the starfield.

    Archer turned to Kyle, not believing what he’d just witnessed but beginning to comprehend what it all meant. “What happened?” Archer asked.

    “I can’t be totally certain,” Kyle began, “but if I had to guess, I’d say that this is Dani’s work. Maybe she triggered the release of some kind of toxic agent on the Suliban ships. She must’ve somehow sent a command to all the ships.”

    Archer looked to Hoshi. “Can you get her on the comm?”

    “I’ll try,” Hoshi responded.

    Archer turned back to Kyle only to find that he was no longer standing there. His brow knitted in confusion, and he looked around. “What happened to Lt. Hicks?” he asked.

    “Who, sir?” Malcolm asked.

    “Lt. Hicks,” Archer repeated. “Kyle Hicks. He was just standing right here.”

    The bridge crew, confused, looked at one another, wondering why the captain was acting so strangely.

    “Captain, we are the only individuals who have been on the bridge for the last 20 minutes,” T’Pol said. “A ‘Lt. Hicks’ has not entered nor left the bridge.”

    “You’re telling me that you didn’t just see Kyle Hicks standing here beside me not more than five minutes ago?” Archer asked skeptically.

    “Captain, I do not know anyone by the name of Kyle Hicks,” T’Pol said. “Further, I’m not aware of any member of this crew by that name.”

    Archer couldn’t conjure any words. He’d thought that he knew what was going on, but now it was very apparent that he didn’t. Unless…

    “You’re not losing your mind, Captain.”

    Archer whirled around. Daniels was standing behind him. Meanwhile, everyone else around him was frozen in place.

    “Daniels,” Archer said. “Why am I not more surprised to find you standing on my bridge?”

    “You know me too well by now, Captain,” Daniels said with a small grin.

    “What’s going on?” Archer asked. “What happened to Dani?”

    “Let’s just say she completed her mission?” Daniels said.

    “Completed her mission?” Archer repeated. “What the hell does that mean?” He didn’t have the patience for Daniels’s riddles today.

    “She’s safe.”

    Archer watched as Daniels approached. “She went back to her own time,” Archer guessed.

    “What she accomplished here has made a significant impact on your time and hers,” Daniels said. “She’s set the course of history straight.”

    “I’m never going to see her again, am I?” Archer asked.

    “No,” Daniels said, “but it’s not going to matter to you in a few minutes.”

    “Why is that?”

    “Because you won’t remember her.”

    Before Archer could say another word, Daniels disappeared. Archer stood for a moment staring at the the blank space in front of him. Had someone just been standing there? It seemed like someone had been standing there, but there was no one now, and he couldn’t think of anyone who would’ve been standing there or any reason why they would’ve been.

    “Captain?” T’Pol asked, walking towards him. His strange behavior was beginning to concern her. Archer turned to her. “Are you well?”

    Archer nodded cautiously. “I believe so,” he answered. “It’s just that…I could have sworn someone was just standing here.”

    “You just mentioned that you believed a Lt. Hicks was standing beside you moments ago,” T’Pol said.

    “Lt. Hicks?” Archer repeated. “The name sounds familiar, but I don’t believe I know anyone by that name.”

    “Perhaps you were mistaken,” T’Pol offered.

    Archer thought for a moment, then nodded. “I-I guess so.” He walked over to Reed’s work station. “Any sign of any Suliban ships, Mr. Reed?” he asked. They had any encounters with the Suliban in weeks, but Archer couldn’t shake the uneasy feeling he had about them at the moment, like he was expecting them to randomly pop up on their scanners.

    “No, sir,” Reed answered.

    Archer lingered at Malcolm’s station a few moments longer before he was finally satisfied to some degree that they weren’t about to be ambushed by Silik and his troops. He nodded at Reed and returned to the center of his bridge, near his chair. T’Pol continued to watch him closely.

    “Travis, maintain heading and speed…” Archer ordered. Reluctantly, he lowered himself into his chair. His uneasiness was receding, but he still wanted to know what had caused it in the first place. Maybe he would never know. Sometimes, feelings could out of no where for no reason.

  • Edge of Heaven – Chapter 16. She’s All Yours, Captain

    “Reed to Shuttlepod Two,” Reed commed from the bridge.

    Archer here,” said the captain, who was inside Shuttlepod 2 with Dani and Kyle.

    “She’s all yours, Captain,” Reed said. “Good luck.”

    Archer handed phase pistols to Dani and Kyle. “If Daniels is right, there shouldn’t be more than 20 Suliban for us to deal with,” he said.

    “I’ve heard that one before,” Dani said.

    The shuttle pod launched from Enterprise and flew toward the Suliban cruiser to dock with it. Once the shuttle pod docked, Archer used his scanner to open the doors to the Suliban cruiser.

    “The stun grenade’s on a three-second delay,” Kyle said. He threw it through the opening and into the Suliban cruiser. Five Suliban fell from the corridor ceiling. Kyle, Archer, and Dani climbed out of the shuttle pod and headed down the corridors. It was a running firefight as the group made its way along the corridor. Kyle threw another stun grenade to stop anyone from following them as they entered a control room. Inside the room, the team was confronted with several control panels.

    “Which one?” Dani asked. This all seemed so familiar, yet she knew it wasn’t deja vu that was responsible. She’d been confronted with a similar situation during the mission that had initially landed her on Archer’s ship.

    Archer crossed the room and sat down in front of a set of panels. “Here,” he said. He opened one of the panels and removed the discs. “Go.”

    The team returned to the corridor and found Suliban moving along the floor and ceiling toward them.

    “They’re all around us,” Dani said.

    “Archer to Reed.”

    “Go ahead,” Reed said through the comm.

    “We need some help here,” Archer said.

    “I see them,” Reed said. “You’d better take cover.”

    Dani, Kyle, and Archer ducked behind a corner and braced themselves for whatever it was that Reed was about to throw at the Suliban cruiser. The cruiser rocked with the attack from Enterprise, and an resulting explosion momentarily knocked the Suliban out.

    “Go,” Archer ordered. The team scrambled and made it back inside the shuttle pod just as more Suliban got into the airlock.

    “What’s the problem?” Archer asked.

    “I can’t release the docking clamps,” Kyle said. Everyone looked up at the shuttle pod airlock door. On the other side,Suliban were trying to force their way in.

    “Ignite the thrusters,” Archer instructed. Kyle did as instructed. The shuttle pod trembled but still didn’t break free of the Suliban cruiser. “Go to full power,” Archer said. Kyle increased the thrusters to full power, and after a slight rumble, the shuttle pod finally ripped free.

    “Archer to Mayweather,” Archer said to the comm.

    “We see you, Captain,” Mayweather said over the comm.

    “Set a course backward to the Vulcan ship,” Archer said. “Go to warp four as soon as we’re aboard.”

    “Yes, sir,” Mayweather said.

    xxx

    “It was 10 months ago. He brought me back 10 months,” Archer said. He sat at the desk in his ready room, and T’Pol stood, listening to him convey his experience with Daniels. “But I knew everything I know now. How is that possible?”

    “As I’ve told you,” T’Pol began, “the Vulcan science directorate has concluded that time travel is impossible.”

    “Well good for the Vulcan Science Directorate,” Archer said, rising to his feet and take a few steps toward T’Pol. “Maybe they can tell me how I woke up yesterday knowing exactly where that Suliban ship was or how I suddenly had the ability to construct a quantum beacon to see through its cloak. And while they’re at it, they might as well tell me how I knew where to find those discs.”

    “All valid questions,” T’Pol conceded. “But to conclude that the only answer is that you acquired this information from a dead crewman who transported you back through time is illogical.”

    “Why don’t you give me another explanation?” Archer suggested.

    “I can’t,” T’Pol said.

    “Because there isn’t one. I got a call from Trip, something about inspection pods. It was the exact same call I got the day before they found Klaang. Word for word.”

    “Perhaps you were dreaming.”

    “Possibly, but it certainly is odd that Dani was in my dream and that she remembers experiencing exactly what I experienced without any variation,” Archer said. “Listen – I never thought this was possible, either, but I traveled through time, and I need you to believe me.”

    “Why?” T’Pol asked.

    “Because it’s hard enough trying to fathom all this without having my science officer, a colleague who I trust and rely on, accusing me of being an hallucinating mad man.”

    “I don’t remember accusing you of anything.”

    The chime to the ready room door sounded. “Come in,” Archer beckoned.

    The door slid open, revealing Dani on the other side.

    “I didn’t know you were in a meeting,” Dani said. “l’ll come back later.”

    “That won’t be necessary, Commander,” T’Pol said, making her way to the door. “I was just leaving.” She bid farewell to Archer as she left him alone with Dani, who took T’Pol’s place inside the room.

    As the doors closed behind T’Pol, Archer walked over to Dani.

    “You did it,” Dani said.

    We did it,” Archer corrected her.

    “I feel like I can’t enjoy it because I’m waiting for Daniels to show up at any moment and tell me it’s over for us.”

    “Don’t think like that,” Archer implored. He kissed her.

    “Bridge to Archer,” Reed commed.

    Archer reluctantly parted from Dani and took a few steps over to the comm panel on the wall. “Yes?”

    “We’re getting some strange readings, sir,” Reed reported. “It might not be a bad idea for you to come out here.”

  • Edge of Heaven – Chapter 15. These Dreams

    Dani didn’t remember going to sleep, but when she woke up, she was in her quarters onboard Enterprise again. Had what she’d just experienced in Archer’s bedroom – his bedroom in San Francisco – been real? Or had it only been a dream?

    Archer to Janeway.

    Dani rose from her bed and walked over to the comm unit on the wall. “I’m here, Jon,” she said.

    “This may sound a little strange,” Archer began.

    “I bet it won’t,” Dani said. “I just had a really strange dream, and you were in it…but I don’t think it was a dream.”

    “It wasn’t,” Archer said. “It really happened.”

    Dani looked at the chronometer on the desk. Any minute now, Kyle would be setting their plan in motion to steal the temporal transporter. But after her and Jon’s visit with Daniels, she knew that couldn’t happen. She must prevent Kyle from going through with the plan.

    “Jon, I’ve got to go,” Dani said. “I’ve got to stop Kyle from doing something.”

    “What?”

    “I don’t have time to explain right now. I’ll fill you in as soon as I can.”

    xxx

    “Don’t do it,” Dani said. She’d caught up with Kyle just as he was about to walk into Engineering.

    “Why not?” Kyle asked, turning around to face her. “You can’t tell me you don’t want to go home?”

    “You know I do,” Dani said. “But this isn’t the way to get there.” She stepped closer to him and lowered her voice. “There have been some developments that I think you should know about.”

    Archer had wasted no time summoning his senior officers to the bridge and setting his own plan into motion.

    “The circuitry in there isn’t compatible with our technology,” Archer said. “We’ll have to create an interface.”

    “What for?” Hoshi asked.

    “We’re going to be retrieving some Suliban data discs,” Archer said. “I have no doubt you’ll be able to handle the content, but before you can do that, we’ll have to find a way to access the data.”

    “And Daniels claims this is Suliban technology?” T’Pol asked.

    “Everything he’s told me has checked out so far,” Archer said. “I have no reason to doubt him about this.”

    “We’ll do our best, Captain,” Hoshi said. Archer began to head to the turbolift.

    “Captain,” T’Pol began, “the Vulcan ship we were headed for, it’s no doubt detected we’ve altered course.”

    Archer stopped walking and turned to Hoshi. “Have they tried to hail us?” he asked.

    Hoshi shrugged with mock innocence. “I wouldn’t know, sir. Our comm is on the fritz.”

    Dani and Kyle followed Archer into the turbo lift. “I think Kyle and I should be the ones to retrieve the discs from the Suliban,” Dani proposed once the doors closed behind them. “We have experience with their ships – I do, at least. I can’t speak for Kyle.”

    Kyle nodded. “I’m more than qualified,” he confirmed. “We’ll leave it at that.”

    Dani looked at Archer. “We’re not even supposed to be here,” she said. “So it would be minimal risk.”

    “It would not be a minimal risk,” Archer countered.

    Dani’s brow knitted in confusion. “Sir?”

    The turbo lift came to a stop, and the doors slid open. Archer looked at Kyle. “Could you give us a moment, please?” he requested.

    Kyle nodded. “Of course,” he said. He stepped out of the lift, leaving Dani and Archer alone as the lift doors closed again.

    “I don’t understand,” Dani said. “What is it about my plan that doesn’t make sense? I honestly can’t see how this doesn’t mitigate the risk for you.”

    “I think there’s one hell of a risk to you,” Archer said. “These people are serious. If they catch you…there’s no telling what they’ll do to you.”

    “This isn’t my first mission like this,” Dani said.

    “I realize that,” Archer said. “I know that’s how you ended up here. But I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if anything happened to you, especially because of me.”

    “It wouldn’t be because of you,” Dani said. “I’m volunteering.”

    “Dani,” Archer said, “I don’t want anything to happen to you.”

    Dani leaned back against the turbolift wall. “Let’s say something happens to me,” she proposed. “Wouldn’t that make some of your problems go away? You wouldn’t have to worry about trying to send me back to my own time. And that would be one less thing to distract you from your duties.”

    Archer closed his eyes. “I was wrong,” he said. “I was upset, and I didn’t mean it. I regret saying it.” He stepped toward Dani. “What I don’t regret is any moment I’ve spent with you. I’ve cherished them.”

    Neither Dani nor Archer noticed that the turbolift had begun to move again after Kyle had gotten off, and they were surprised when the doors opened and someone almost stepped into the turbolift with them. Archer and Dani both flashed the young man a look that told him he’d better not step onto the turbolift. The man, a crewman, seemed to understand and nodded. He took a step back and let the turbolift doors close.

    Archer turned his attention back to Dani and stroked her face. “I may not get another chance to say this,” he said. “I love you, Dani.”

    “Don’t say that,” Dani said.

    “Why not?”

    “You’ve only known me for a few months. How could you possibly know that?”

    “When you know something, and you feel it, you don’t need a lot of time to figure it out,” Archer said. “You don’t feel the same way?”

    “I do. But it’s not fair because I’m going to have to leave you – one way or another,” Dani said. She pressed a button on the wall, halting the turbolift at the current level, and she stepped out.

  • Edge of Heaven – Chapter 10. Can’t Let Go

    “You know, ever since we met, I’ve noticed something about you,” Kyle said.  He lay on a lounger beside Dani on a white sand beach in a quiet, less touristy part of Risa.  There were a few others out enjoying the sand and sparkling water, but this particular beach wasn’t nearly as crowded as the more popular beaches located near the busier resorts.

    “What’s that?” Dani asked, responding to Kyle’s statement.

    “You’re attracted to men with power,” Kyle said.

    Dani’s head whipped around to Kyle, as she prepared to fire a defense at him, but she hesitated before the rebuttal could leave her mouth.  When she took a second to think about it, she realized that Kyle’s observation probably wasn’t that outrageous.

    “Let’s see, there was Commander Riker, Gul Dukat…and now Captain Archer,” Kyle continued.

    Instead of becoming defensive, Dani reflected on Kyle’s observation for a moment.  “You’re right,” she said.  “I never noticed it before because no one’s ever said it out loud to me.  But in my defense, I grew up surrounded by powerful people.  I’m accustomed to being around them.”  She shrugged.  “I guess it’s subconsciously affected what I find attractive in men.”

    Kyle propped himself up on his elbow and angled himself to face Dani.  “There’s something I’ve been dying to know for a while,” he said.

    “What is it?” Dani asked.

    “What exactly was the deal with Dukat?” Kyle asked. “I mean, how did you ever end up with him?”

    “I don’t want to talk about him,” Dani said calmly, staring out at the ocean.

    Kyle shook his head. “I’m sorry, I’m an idiot for even asking.  I…I can imagine that the whole ordeal must have been devastating for you.  I know you cared deeply for him.”

    Dani looked at Kyle but didn’t say anything. “No doubt you heard about the condition I was in when they found me on Cardassia Prime,” she said.

    “Yeah.  They said it was Stockholm syndrome.  But I know better than that.”

    Dani released a small laugh.  “Oh, really?” she asked, somewhat skeptically and somewhat warily.  She was unsure of what Kyle was driving at here.

    Kyle sat up on his lounger and swung his legs over the side so that he was now fully facing Dani.  He buried his feet in the soft sand and leaned forward, resting his elbows on his thighs.  “Ever since we found each other again, I’ve been struggling with something,” he said.  “There’s something I’ve been debating whether or not to tell you.  At first, I thought it would be best to just let the past stay in the past, but the more time that passes, the more I feel like I’m keeping a big secret from you, and it’s making me feel like shit.”

    By this point, Dani had also sat up and turned to face Kyle.  “Kyle — what is it?”

    “Dani,” Kyle began, “I was there, that night on Cardassia Prime, when…when Dukat was killed.”

    Dani’s mouth hung open, unable to form any words.  She didn’t have to.  Kyle knew that the information came as a total shocker to her.

    He continued.  “You were sitting there, crying over Dukat’s body,” Kyle said.  “I told you that we had to leave because it wouldn’t be safe for you there without Dukat’s protection.  On the way to the transport, I told you not to look back.”

    Dani couldn’t believe she was hearing this.  “But I distinctly remember a pair of brown eyes looking at me when those words were spoken.  The face was covered by a mask, but I remember the eyes.  Your eyes have been blue for as long as I’ve known you.”

    “Everyone on that mission had their appearances altered slightly,” Kyle explained. “It’s a safety measure.  We all had brown eyes then.”

    Dani wanted to ask him why he’d never told her any of this, but she thought she knew the answer – that the mission had been classified.

    “I would have told you sooner,” Kyle said, “Only…only…”  He swallowed hard.  “The phaser blast that killed him came from my rifle.”

    Dani inhaled sharply.  For a moment, she felt like she was watching Marac get shot all over again, only now, instead of a faceless, masked figure, it was Kyle’s face she saw at the other end of the rifle.

    “I didn’t know how to tell you,” Kyle quickly added. “I thought I was protecting you.  At that time, I didn’t know the extent of your relationship with him.  I just knew what I’d been told by my superiors, which was that you were being held at his house as a political prisoner.  When he reached into his pocket, I had no way of knowing what he was going to bring out.  Training kicked in, and when you’re in a situation like that, you shoot first and ask questions later.”

    Dani rose from her lounger and began to walk away.

    “Dani?” Kyle said, standing. “Dani?” He moved to go after her, but she shook her head and held her hand out behind her.

    “I need to be by myself right now,” she said. “Please.  It’s…I just want to be alone for a while.”

    Kyle hung back. “Okay,” he said, nodding. “Okay.”  He watched Dani walk away from him toward some unknown destination.

    xxx

    Dani didn’t know where she was going. She didn’t really care. She only wanted to be alone, away from everyone. So she kept walking until she could no longer see Kyle.

    A nature path veered off from the beach, on Dani’s left.  She couldn’t recall ever having been on this path in any of her previous trips to Risa.  There was also the distinct possibility that this trail had ceased to exist by the 24th Century.

    The lush foliage created a canopy over parts of the trail, providing shade.  Beautiful slivers of sunlight shone through the trees, shimmering down onto the path below.

    The setting was gorgeous and peaceful – but it still wasn’t enough to distract Dani from the news she’d just learned from Kyle.  She knew he didn’t have a reason to lie, but she still couldn’t completely wrap her mind around the fact that he’d been there when Dukat had died – that he’d fired the blast that had killed him. It had been one of the most intimate and vulnerable moments of her life, and while part of her found comfort in the fact that it had been Kyle, rather than a stranger, who’d been there with her, another part of her was angry about that very same fact.  She and Kyle had been good friends – part of a group of best friends – at the Academy, yet he never bothered to tell her that he’d been there for that traumatic event in her life, even after they’d reunited with each other for this current mission.  It wasn’t fair for her to blame him for following orders, she knew, especially since she would have been obliged to do the same.  But it still angered her.

    I should at least give him credit for eventually speaking up, Dani thought.

    The path she was following had started to curve so sharply that it could nearly be considered a corner.  She didn’t see Jonathan Archer coming from the opposite direction until she’d already stumbled into him.

    Startled by the run-in and shaken from her thoughts, Dani apologized and said, “My mind was somewhere else completely, and I wasn’t paying attention to what was in front of me.”

    “It’s kind of a blind curve,” Archer said. “It’s a pleasant path when you aren’t having collisions, though.”

    Dani managed a small grin.  She was glad for the distraction, even if it was Archer, another complicated facet of her life.

    “Have you been down this path before?” Archer asked her.

    “No, surprisingly,” Dani replied.  “For some reason, I never came across it in my time.”  She shrugged.  “Maybe it doesn’t exist anymore by then.  Some resort could be sitting on top of it for all I know.”

    “It’s a shame because it really is a beautiful walk,” Archer said.  He and Dani began to walk together.

    “Where does it lead?” Dani asked.

    “I don’t know,” Archer said.  “I guess we’ll find out.”

    They walked in silence for a few moments.  While Archer wasn’t at the top of her list of people she wanted to spend time with right now, he was here.  And Dani needed to talk to someone.  Since Archer was here, he would do.

    Dani asked, “Have you ever had one of those moments where you find out something that makes you question something you used to think was unshakeable?”

    “I think everyone has those moments,” Archer said. “Have you had one recently?”

    Dani nodded, then launched into her story. “I was involved with a guy a while ago, and it was a complicated situation,” she began.  “He wasn’t…a lot of people thought was a despicable person.  And yeah, he did some reprehensible stuff in his past, a lot of it, actually.  But somehow, I still managed to fall in love with this person.  He died in my arms after being shot.  I just found out that the man who shot him is a good friend of mine from the Academy.”

    Archer studied her for a moment. “Kyle?”

    Dani gave a small nod. “He was part of a covert team that was sent to rescue me,” she said.  “It was, hands down, the worst day of my life, and I just found out that one of my best friends was responsible for it.”

    “Are you sure it was him?” Archer asked.

    “He just told me,” Dani said. “Not more than half an hour ago.  It’s not like I can really fault him for it.  He was performing his duty.  And he didn’t know what my relationship with Marac was.  But that doesn’t make the reality of it any better.

    They stopped walking near a stone bench. “Are you okay?” Archer asked.

    Dani walked over to the bench and sat down.  “Honestly, I’m not sure,” she said.  “I don’t know how I can ever look at Kyle again and not have all those memories come up.  I’m glad he told me, but at the same time, I hate it because it feels like our relationship might never be the same now.  I’m not really sure what to think now.  Or what to say to him.”

    Archer sat down beside her.  “Maybe you shouldn’t try to think about saying the perfect thing right now,” he said.  “Just say whatever comes naturally.  Or say nothing at all for now.  There’s no reason why you have to talk to him about it right away.  What’s the rush?  There are times that call for diplomacy and other times that call for simplicity.  I think this is one of those situations where you need to rely on the latter.”

    “Even if that mans not being able to be around Kyle right now?” Dani asked.

    Archer nodded.  “Yeah, I think so. I know that’s not an attractive prospect right now in your position, but if it’s something that you think is going to be a huge issue, something that you don’t want to have to deal with on top of everything else, doing nothing may be the best course of action right now.”

    Dani sighed heavily. “This is not how I thought I’d be spending shore leave,” she said. “Reliving the one memory I wish I could forget forever.”

    “You may not be able to avoid it forever, but you don’t have to think about it right now,” Archer said. “You don’t have I come up with a solution right this minute. Do you?”

    Dani shook her head. “Have any suggestions for appropriate distractions?” she asked.

    xxx

    Archer ran through the sand right up to the shore line, then kept running, splashing water around him until he was finally far enough out to dive, full-body, into the surf. He went under for a few seconds before his head and torso broke through the surface again as he stood, now chest-deep in the water. He wiped water away from his eyes and face, and waved at Dani, beckoning her to join him.

    Archer had brought Dani to a secluded bay just off the main trail where they’d first run into each other earlier in the day. At the moment, no one else was there, but it was literally off the beaten path, and wasn’t likely to become popular with most tourists.

    Dani hesitated only a moment before ripping her sarong away and running into the water toward Archer. To her, it symbolized running away from everything that had been troubling he, from  the problems that had arisen with Kyle to the issue of being stuck 200 years in the past. Though, being stuck in this particular time was proving not to be such a bad thing, she thought, especially since Jon Archer was turning out to be such a good ally.

    As if to prove her point, a large wave crashed into Dani just as she approached Archer, and he caught her in his arms so that it didn’t knock her down.  But even after the wave had receded, Archer didn’t let Dani go.

    “Sorry,” Archer said. “I just can’t seem to let go of you.”

    “That’s okay,” Dani said. “I don’t want you to.”

    Archer took that as his cue.  He leaned forward and kissed Dani, this time with much more confidence than he’d had the previous day in the caves.