Tag: Dani

  • Graduation – Chapter 5. Summertime

    Standing on the Academy’s athletic field, Dani smiled inwardly. She would have smiled outwardly, had she not been in the middle of a graduation ceremony. Her eyes darted over to Adm. Cambden. He was still droning on about the Academy and Starfleet in general.

    Dani, in the meantime, drifted back to the summer after her freshman year at the Academy. She had ended up going to the Enterprise with Will that year. It had turned out that her field training assignment had, in fact, led her there, not without a little help from her parents, Will, and others, Dani suspected.

    xxx

    When Dani materialized on the transporter pad in one of the Enterprise’s transporter rooms, Will was waiting for her.

    “Permission to come aboard, sir,” Dani said, keeping with protocol.

    “Get off that transporter pad and come over here,” Will ordered with a smile.

    A smile formed on Dani’s own face as she stepped off the pad and walked over to Will. She wrapped her free arm around his neck and gave him a kiss and a hug, which earned an amused look from the transporter technician.

    Dani hesitated to show any additional affection. Will picked up on her discomfort and asked the tech to give him and the cadet a moment. The tech complied and promptly left the transporter room.

    “Does anyone know I’m supposed to be coming here?” Dani asked, regarding her stay on the Enterprise.

    “Everyone knows,” Will replied.

    “The captain?”

    “He was the first,” Will said. “Come on; I’ll show you to your quarters.”

    Will and Dani left the transporter room. The transporter tech who had beamed Dani aboard was waiting dutifully outside the door. Riker nodded to him, giving him permission to re-enter, as he and Dani left.

    Dani and Will continued with the conversation they had been having in the transporter room.

    “You can’t possibly believe that Captain Picard initially agreed to this,” Dani said.

    “Why wouldn’t he?” Will asked. “You’re currently ranked #1 in your class. You’ve got oodles of experience. And you’re going to make someone, hopefully him, an excellent officer in a few years.”

    “And the fact that you wanted me onboard with you had absolutely nothing to do with it?”

    “Just what are you implying, Cadet?” Will asked in a mock command tone.

    “Nothing,” Dani responded. “Nothing at all.” She and Will rounded a corner and stepped into a waiting turbolift.

    xxx

    “Welcome to your home for the next three months,” Will said, presenting Dani’s quarters to her. She stepped in. The room was considerably larger than her room back at the Academy. It was one large room with areas sectioned off for the beds, dining table, and sitting area.

    Beds. Bunked beds. That meant she’d be sharing the room with someone.

    When Will saw Dani’s eyes wander over the beds, he knew that she’d figured out that she’d have a roommate, so he answered the question that he knew was going to come out of her mouth next.

    “Emma Shale,” Will said.

    “What?!” Dani shrieked, turning to face Will. “She’s my roommate?” Will merely nodded. Dani shook her head. “No. Not in a million years.”

    “Dani-“

    “You know the hell I’ve been through with her. Why in the world are we being assigned to the same quarters?”

    “Well-“

    “Why is she even here?”

    “She’s second in your class. If we take number one, we’re obligated to take number two as well. And you are the one who said you didn’t want special treatment. This is standard procedure.”

    “Well, is it also ‘standard procedure’ that we room together?”

    “Actually, yes – it is.”

    “That’s it. I didn’t think it was possible, but I see now that it’s destined to happen.”

    “What?”

    “The next three months of my life are actually going to be more hellish than at the Academy.”

    Will was about to offer some words of solace (or at least try to) when his comm badge chirped. “Transporter room to Commander Riker.”

    Will tapped the badge. “Riker here.”

    “Sir, Cadet Shale is ready for transport, sir.” Dani only offered Will a look of desperation. “I’m on my way. Riker out.” He looked at Dani. “It won’t be that bad, Dani.”

    “Yes, it will. You don’t understand, Will. You’ve never met this girl. She’s made it her life goal to bring me down.”

    “You said that about Nimembeh, too. Are you sure that this isn’t her way of trying to make sure that you make it?” Will asked in a feeble attempt to make light of the situation.

    “I’m serious. She has it out for me. You watch her.”

    “I will.” He kissed her. “I’ll see you at dinner tonight.”

    xxx

    That night, Dani and Emma met with Will, the captain, and most of the senior bridge crew members for dinner in the Captain’s Mess. Dani ended up sitting between Will and Emma.

    Dani had already met these people before. When she was younger, she’d been a familiar face on the EnterpriseD. The Enterprise had often served as her shuttle from one place to another, where one or both of her parents were waiting for her. As she looked around the table, she noted the absence of two notables, Worf and Wesley. Worf was now an officer on Deep Space Nine, and Wesley – well, no one quite knew the exact whereabouts of the former Ensign Crusher. He had joined a man known as The Traveler on his exploration of time, space, and reality.

    “So,” Captain Picard began, “How would you rate your tenures at the Academy, so far?” He looked from one cadet to the other.

    Dani looked at Will. She didn’t know what to say. She didn’t want to lie to the captain, and tell him everything had been peachy keen, but she didn’t want to lay everything all out on the table in front of everyone.

    “Well-” she began, but before the entire word had even left her mouth, Emma was already talking.

    “Well, Captain Picard, I think I speak for the both of us when I say that our experiences so far have been quite interesting and unique.”

    “Really? Wonderful!” Picard said, smiling at the cadets. “I remember my time at the Academy as a time of wonder and excitement. Absolutely exhilarating. I think that most of my colleagues here would agree. Number One?”

    “Absolutely, sir,” Will said. “Some of the best years of my life were at the Academy.”

    “Wesley seemed to be gain so much from his experiences when he was there,” Beverly said. “I wish he had stayed and finished.”

    “Wesley’s out exploring realms that human beings rarely get the opportunity to see,” Captain Picard input. He looked at Dani. “You remember Ensign Crusher, don’t you, Dani?”

    “Of course, sir,” Dani replied. “It’s quite difficult to forget an individual such as he.” She smiled at Dr. Crusher, who smiled back.

    “How were your classes last year?” Deanna Troi asked.

    “They weren’t really all that difficult,” Emma said.

    “51.295 of first-year cadets would tend to agree with you,” Data said. “As would I.”

    Dani still couldn’t get used to the reality of Data having emotions. Right now, he was smiling genuinely at her and Emma.

    “What kinds of classes are you taking?” Geordi LaForge asked. Emma replied first. “Engineering.”

    “Looks like you could have a future engineer on you hands, Geordi,” Captain Picard said.

    “And what about you, Dani,” Counselor Troi asked.

    “My field will be science,” Dani replied.

    “Cadet Janeway’s being modest,” Will said. “She’s on her way to command school.” This earned impressed looks from everyone around the table except, of course, Emma.

    “Really?” Geordi said.

    “Of course,” Will said. “It is, after all, in her blood.” He smiled at Dani, who was blushing noticeably. She was grateful that her shoulder – length hair was covering her ears because she was sure that they were beet red.

    “I do have plans to attend command school,” Dani confirmed.

    “Hopes of taking your own command one day, Dani?” Picard asked.

    “Yes, sir,” Dani replied.

    “She’s going to beat Jim Kirk’s record,” Will bragged.

    “You could have beaten that record, Number one,” Picard said.

    “Not if it meant giving up the Enterprise.”

    “They say that command school is very difficult to complete,” Emma said.

    “Take it from me,” Picard began, “It is.” He looked from Emma to Dani. “However, I believe that Cadet Janeway is more than well-equipped to successfully complete the rigorous course work required to graduate from command school.”

    “Thank you, Captain,” Dani said casting a triumphant look at Emma.

    xxx

    “Did I or did I not tell you that she was out to get me?” Dani said to Will, as they returned to their respective quarters after dinner.

    “Dani, how?” Will asked.

    “You didn’t hear her talk about command school?”

    “All she said was that command school could be difficult.”

    “All while implying that I wouldn’t make it. You can’t tell me you didn’t hear it in her voice.”

    “Okay. Yes. I admit that she did sound a bit vindictive when she was speaking.”

    “See?”

    “But that doesn’t automatically mean that she has it in for you.” They stopped walking right outside Dani’s quarters. Will placed his hands on Dani’s arms. “Look, just try to make this work, okay?”

    “I am. She’s the one-“

    “Dani – try. For me?” Dani nodded. Will gave her a kiss.

    “Maybe I should just spend the night with you,” Dani suggested.

    “No, you stay here with Emma tonight.” Will took Dani’s hands into his. Dani wanted to protest, but it would do no good, she knew. Will kissed her hands. “I’m glad you’re here with me.”

    “I would say I’m happy to be here, but it’s not entirely true. You know why.” Dani walked into her quarters.

    She entered and saw that Emma had made herself quite at home. Emma had nicely dumped Dani’s belongings onto the floor. The bed that the things had once occupied was now occupied by Emma’s belongings – and Emma.

    “I guess this means I’m supposed to sleep on the top bunk,” Dani said, moving to the bunked beds and preparing to climb to the top bunk.

    “No, it means you can’t have either,” Emma said.

    Dani ignored Emma and moved to access the top bunk. Emma, who moved faster than Dani had expected, barred her from accessing the bed.

    Dani sighed. “Look, I know we’ve had a, how did you put it, ‘quite interesting and unique’ history at the Academy so far, but we’re not at the Academy right now. So, please – let’s just try to civil about this.” She tried to move around Emma again, but again, her path was blocked. “Emma!”

    “Where are your brass connections, now?” Emma asked.

    “Down the corridor. Now move!”

    “You shouldn’t be here, Dani. You don’t deserve it.”

    “I worked for what I’ve got.”

    “Everything you have was given to you on a silver platter, while the rest of us have worked our asses off.”

    “You haven’t worked anything, except my temper. And if I’m not mistaken, you were the one who, at move-in, was so set on convincing me that because we do happen to have ‘Fleet connections, we deserve special treatment. I have no idea where your sudden change in attitude came from, but I think I like that other Emma better.” Dani reached down and began picking up various belongings of hers and continued. “I’ve worked just as hard as anyone has,” Dani argued. “Maybe even more. You think I’m privileged because of who I know? I have to work twice as hard as anyone to prove myself. If someone happens to give me a break once in a blue moon, oh no, it’s got to be because of who my mother or who my father is, or damn it , because of who I am. So, don’t you tell me about work, because I’ve done more than my fair share of it. Now, move!”

    Emma reluctantly stepped out of Dani’s path, and Dani climbed up to the top bunk.

    xxx

    Dani often found it amusing that she’d somehow found herself in the field of science, a subject she distinctly remembered hating while on Voyager. Maybe she hadn’t been interested in science back then because her personality had clashed with Seven’s. Or maybe her interests had simply changed as she’d grown older. But sometime between Voyager’s return and the beginning of her second semester at the Academy, her interest in medicine had waned while she’d turned her attention to other types of scientific study.

    Because Dani’s future field was science, she would be spending a large amount of her time aboard the Enterprise with Data, which was cool with her. She always enjoyed spending time with Data. It was just that he was so…different now, but so…the same.

    On day two of the cadets’ stay onboard the Enterprise, after Data’s shift on the bridge, he and Dani had lunch together. Dani could do little more than stare at him in wonderment as he reacted to everything with emotion.

    “Dani, you are not contributing to the conversation significantly,” Data said. “Am I boring you?”

    “No,” Dani said. “Quite the opposite, actually. I’m not used to seeing you with emotions.”

    “Sometimes, I, myself, do not believe that it is real, however…it is,” Data said with a little smile. This caused Dani to smile, too.

    “It’s really amazing,” she said. “I guess you finally got your wish, huh?”

    “Yes. I am more human now than I have ever been in the past.”

    “I’m happy for you,” Dani said.

    If Data had emotions, that included all emotions. There had been something that Dani had been wondering about since she’d found out that Data had acquired the emotion chip.

    “So, have you found anyone special, yet?” Dani asked.

    “By special, you mean a lover?” Data clarified.

    Dani had tried to be kind of discreet, and Data’s bluntness had surprised her a little. That was one thing that had not changed because of the chip. She nodded. “Yeah.”

    “Not exactly,” Data said.

    “What do you mean?” Dani asked. That kind of vague language wasn’t what she was used to hearing from Data.

    Data leaned forward and lowered his voice. “I have not spoken of this with anyone before now, so I would greatly appreciate it if-“

    “-If we just kept this between us?” Dani said, finishing his statement.

    “Yes.”

    “Of course I will. Now – what’s up?”

    “There is a young woman in Engineering,” Data began. “I do not know how to best describe the feeling I have for her. She is friendly, intelligent, and has a good sense of humor. And she is attractive. I find myself strangely drawn to her.”

    “Data!” Dani said. “You’re in love!”

    “I am? Is this what love feels like?”

    “No. I didn’t say that you loved her; I said that you were in love. There’s a difference.”

    Data furrowed his golden brows in that most familiar way. “I do not understand.”

    “When someone says that he or she is in love with someone, that usually means that that person has romantic feelings toward the another person. When a person loves another person – well, that’s a bit more complicated and damn near impossible to explain.”

    “Do you love Commander Riker?” Data asked.

    “Yes, I do.”

    “Are you in love with him?”

    “Yes.”

    “So, it is possible to be in love with a person and love that person simultaneously?”

    “Very possible indeed.”

    “I hope I’m not interrupting anything,” Data and Dani looked to the new speaker, Will.

    “No. Of course not,” Dani said.

    Will pulled up a chair and straddled it backwards, joining Dani and Data at the table. “So,” he began, “how’s it going?”

    “Fine,” Dani said.

    “Everything alright with Emma?”

    “I should be leaving,” Data said, rising. “I have a shift in Engineering.”

    “Should I be there?” Dani asked, starting to rise as well.

    “No,” Data said. “Your presence there is not required at this time. Finish your lunch with Commander Riker.”

    “Thanks, Data.”

    Data nodded and smiled. “I will see you later.” He left the table and Ten- Forward.

    “I’ve been trying to get used to Data with emotions,” Dani said.

    “Yeah, I know,” Will said. “He still surprises me.”

    “About Emma – we didn’t exactly work things out last night. But I got my bed.”

    “Your bed?”

    xxx

    Dani and Data were in Engineering a few days later.

    “Data, give me the readings from that scan,” Dani said, studying her panel. When, after a few moments, she hadn’t received the information she looked at Data.

    Data hadn’t seemed to hear a word Dani had said. He was looking off into space it seemed. “Data?” Dani said. He didn’t answer. “Data,” Dani said a little more loudly and firmly. He looked at her. She walked over to him. “What’s the matter?” Data’s gaze returned to the previous object of his attention. Dani followed Data’s gaze to a young woman, a lieutenant, standing across the way.

    “Is that her?” Dani asked him.

    “Yes.”

    “She’s cute.” Dani looked at her. “Go talk to her.”

    “I cannot,” Data said.

    “Why not? She doesn’t appear to be outrageously busy.”

    “I…she…”

    “Data, are you…nervous?”

    “It would appear so.”

    “Data, you’re not going to get anywhere like this. How do you expect to build a relationship if you don’t even go talk to her?” Dani moved closer to him. “Nothing can happen if she doesn’t even know how you feel.” Data nodded. Dani gave Data a supportive pat on the back. He walked over to the lieutenant and successfully began a conversation.

    Will entered and approached Dani. He spotted Data with the lieutenant and looked quizzically at Dani. She took his arm and led him a little distance away to give Data and his ‘friend’ some privacy.

    “Data’s working on a…project,” Dani said, keeping her voice low.

    Will nodded. Keeping his voice low as well, he asked, “Will you be free for lunch?”

    “No,” Dani said regretfully. “We’re still working on these scans.”

    “Dinner?” Will asked hopefully.

    “Always. Your quarters?”

    Will smiled. “Always.”

    “I’ll be there at 2000 hours.”

    Will lowered his voice to a whisper. “Should I bring out the extra toothbrush for you?”

    “Keep it handy.”

    xxx

    When Will opened the door to let Dani in, he didn’t even get the chance to say hello before her lips were pressed firmly against his, and her hands were on his body pulling him closer to her.

    “Oh, no you don’t,” he said, managing to pry his lips and his body away from hers. “I actually cooked.”

    “Can’t that wait until afterwards?” Dani asked. Before he could answer, she was kissing Will again.

    “You’ve got it backwards,” he said. “Now, come on; let’s eat.”

    xxx

    Ten minutes later, Dani and Will were well into their meal.

    “It’s been wonderful having you onboard the Enterprise,” Will said. “I can’t wait until your post here becomes permanent.”

    “You don’t even know if I’ll be assigned here,” Dani said.

    “Well, generally, those that do well during their field training are usually offered permanent positions once they finish at the Academy.”

    “I know. I just keep thinking that everyone’s setting themselves up for this big disappointment. If I don’t turn out the results that everyone expects of me, I feel like I’ll be letting them down.”

    “Hey,” Will reached over and covered Dani’s hand with his. “No matter what happens, you’ll always have my love and support.”

    “Thanks. You have no idea how much I’m glad to hear that. Now, could we please move on to dessert?”

  • Graduation – Chapter 4. Encounter

    Dani stood in one of the Academy’s many shuttlebays, anxiously awaiting the arrival of Will’s transport. He was taking shore leave and was going to spend the entire week with Dani. They had planned it that way. Will would take his shore leave the same week as the Academy’s spring break.

    “Incoming transport,” a technician said. Dani looked at him and then at the portion of the sky visible through through the shuttlebay’s large doors. A shuttle transport was coming in for a landing.. She hoped this was Will’s. She looked around at the others waiting at the station. Obviously, they were thinking the same things, only about their own loved ones.

    The shuttle entered the bay and hovered above the ground for a few moments before finally settling. After a few more seconds, the doors rose and people began filing out of the transport. Immediately, people began to greet their loved ones. After about five minutes, Will stepped out. As soon as he was clear of the vehicle, Dani ran up to him jumped on him, wrapping her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist. The act attracted stares, but she didn’t care. She kissed him.

    “Hi,” she said.

    Will blinked a few times, surprised by her jumping him. He smiled. “Hello,” he said.

    xxx

    “So, where are we going?” Dani asked. She and Will were on their way to their spring break destination, but Dani didn’t know where they were going. Will had wanted to keep it a surprise.

    “You’ll see,” Will said.

    “Why can’t you just tell me now?” Dani begged. They’d only left the Academy’s shuttle bay 15 minutes before, but Dani just couldn’t wait. She just had to know where they were going. “I can act surprised when we get there.” She smiled at him hopefully. He looked at her. He wasn’t going to tell her where they were going. “Well, you could at least tell me how long it will take to get there,” Dani pried.

    “Not long at all,” Will said. “In fact, we’re there now.”

    “Already? But we just left the station.” Dani sat up and looked out the shuttle’s viewports. “We’re still on Earth.” She looked at Will. “Aren’t we?”

    “Yep.”

    Dani was thoroughly confused.

    “Dani – welcome to Alaska.”

    xxx

    Dani and Will entered the modest two-story ranch-style house in Valdez, Alaska.

    “I wish you had told me we were coming here,” Dani said as Will closed the door behind them. “I thought we were going to Risa.”

    “Whatever gave you that idea?” Will asked.

    “Well, you like Risa. It’s one of your favorite vacation spots.”

    “I also like Alaska. It’s my home.”

    “I didn’t even bring any warm clothes.”

    “That’s alright,” Will said. “There are replicators here.”

    “That’s okay.” Dani let go of her bag and wrapped her arms around Will’s neck. “We probably won’t be going out that much, anyway.”

    Will looked as if she’d told him they were having grass for dinner.

    “What’s the matter?” Dani asked him.

    “I wanted to show you the area, do a little exploring,” Will told her. The last thing he wanted to do was sit around the house for the week. It’d been a while since he’d last been here. He wanted to get out and do things. Then he realized that Dani might have been having a rough semester, so he reconsidered. “But I understand if you just want to lay low for the week and relax.”

    “Relax?” Dani asked. She almost laughed aloud. “Of course I do. And I wanted to have fun, too. Just a different kind of fun than you’re talking about.”

    Will was confused. He looked into Dani’s eyes and saw a familiar gleam. But it wasn’t a look that he had ever seen in Dani’s dark eyes before. Realization dawned.

    “Are-” Will swallowed. “Are you sure? I mean, are you ready? Are you sure you’re ready?”

    Dani noted that he seemed a bit flustered. “Are you?” she asked him coolly. She’d caught him off-guard, a feat few could brag about. Good, she thought.

    “Um,” Will chuckled. “You know, once you do this, you won’t be able to take it back.”

    “Why are you stalling?”

    “I’m not stalling-“

    “Then kiss me.” And he did.

    Dani was a wild woman. Eager seemed to be an understatement. If it’d been left up to her, she would have had him right there by the front door.

    “The bedroom’s upstairs,” Will said between kisses.

    “Oh?” Dani said, also between kisses. “Really. And?”

    “Well, you don’t want to do this here, do you?” Will asked.

    “Any reason why I shouldn’t?” Dani asked looking up at him.

    Will couldn’t believe she was serious. Dani was ready and willing to lose her virginity on the floor in front of the front door. But Will wouldn’t have it. He wanted this to be special for Dani – not some passing encounter on a floor.

    Dani recognized Will’s look of hesitation and responded by hopping onto him, wrapping herself around his body and taking him, yet again, by surprise. She kissed him again. “I’m yours,” she whispered into his ear. He kissed her and proceeded up the stairs with her wrapped about him.

    xxx

    Later that night, Dani and Will cuddled with hot chocolate on the bedroom floor in front of the fireplace. Wrapped in blankets, she donned one of his pajama shirts, and he sported the pants.

    “How are classes this semester?” Will asked.

    Dani took a sip of the hot, dark liquid before answering. “They’re okay. Good.”

    “Good. Is Nimembeh still on your case?”

    “Yes.” Dani made a face of pure contempt. “And the thing is I don’t know why. I work my ass off, and it’s not good enough. I’m convinced he’s made it his personal goal to stay on my case.”

    “You should consider it an honor,” Will said before bringing his mug to his lips to blow small, cooling jets of air on the hot liquid. He honestly couldn’t figure out how Dani was managing to drink the stuff right away. It was still steaming hot.

    “An honor? Doing push-ups in the pouring rain?”

    “Nimembeh turns out some of the best officers the fleet has ever seen. He’s not doing it because he hates you; he’s doing it because he wants you to make it.”

    “Well he sure does have a funny way of showing it,” Dani said, instantly resenting the tough-love treatment she’d been receiving from Nimembeh.

    “It’s his way, and it seems to work. You’ll thank him later. Talk to your father, or to Harry Kim. Besides that, though, everything’s fine?”

    Dani nodded. “Pretty much.”

    “Is that Emma girl still giving you problems?” Will asked.

    “Yes. I’ve just learned to look at that as an annoyance, rather than a problem, though.”

    Will nodded and sipped on the hot chocolate for the first time. He winced internally as the liquid touched his tongue. It was still just a bit hot for his taste. “So, any boyfriends on the side?” he asked.

    “Too many,” Dani joked. “Enough talk about me, though. What’s been up with you?”

    “Nothing much. Nothing quite as exciting as what you’ve experienced at Starfleet Academy.”

    “That’s impossible,” Dani said. He was trying to make his time away seem uninteresting when she knew that wasn’t the case. “There’s never a boring moment on the Enterprise.”

    “That’s a lie.”

    “No, I don’t think so. It’s just that you all have become so used to emergency that it’s become routine, and therefore, boring.”

    “Oh, is that it?”

    “Yes.”

    Will nodded. He looked into Dani’s brown eyes and realized once again how immensely he had missed her. “Dani, how would you feel about coming back to the Enterprise with me for the summer?” he asked.

    “I’d love to,” Dani said. “You know that, but it’s not very likely.”

    “Why not? It’s never been any less likely to happen than any other thing before.” Will recalled the times when Dani was younger and had spent a few summers onboard the Enterprise.

    “Will, I’m a cadet,” Dani said, as if that would explain everything.

    “We’ve had cadets on the Enterprise before,” Will said. “They’re there all the time.”

    “This would be different. Those cadets are usually there getting their field training. They’re assigned there.”

    “I could pull a few strings-“

    “No – no favors,” Dani objected. “If that’s one thing I’ve learned from Nimembeh, it’s that. I shouldn’t get special privileges just because of my familial connections. I don’t want to be treated any differently than any other cadet.” People already thought she was at the Academy on a free ride. She didn’t need any more fuel for that fire.

    Will nodded. He completely understood that sentiment. “Fine, then-you can come as my guest,” he said.

    “Will, Captain Picard doesn’t like for his ship to be used as a hotel,” Dani reminded him.

    “Since when did housing families become a crime?”

    “I’m not family, remember? I’m not related to anyone onboard the Enterprise.”

    Will was silent. “Maybe we should do something to change that.” Dani looked at Will. A slow, bitter-sweet smile broke out across her face. She knew a marriage proposal when she heard one. She pulled a strand of brown hair behind her ear as she collected her thoughts.

    “I’m not ready, Will,” she said. “I just don’t want to jump into anything. Marriage is a big, huge thing. I don’t want to get married until after I graduate from the Academy, at the earliest.” Dani stroked Will’s face and kissed him. “We will get married, though, if you’ll still have me.”

    “You know I’ll wait for you,” Will said. Dani smiled as she moved in to kiss him again.

  • Graduation – Chapter 3. A Night In the Woods

    One semester down. Things were looking up for Dani. She’d made one enemy, but had more friends than she could count. Both her mother and Will had been right about the guy situation. She practically had to beat them away with sticks. She had Will, though, and he was all she wanted. She had the feeling she had aced (or at least come away with a B) in all her classes. So did her friends, which is why they all decided to take a celebratory camping trip the night of the final final.

    “You guys have got to be kidding me,” Dani said. Sitting on a rock, she watched as her four companions passed around a bottle of Romulan ale. “Where’d you get that?”

    “Hey,” said Kyle Hicks, “I’ve got my resources.” Dani had met Kyle through Emery. Emery and Kyle had grown up together and were close friends.

    Dani watched Kyle’s blonde hair reflect the light of the fire. “That’s the real stuff?” Dani asked.

    Kyle looked at her with green eyes. “None other.”

    “Do you know how much trouble you could get into if you got caught with that?” Dani wasn’t scolding. Not this time. She’d developed a reputation as a mother hen, the one always warning others of hidden dangers and scolding others for wrong-doing. This time it was more of a warning.

    “That’s why we’re not going to get caught,” Kyle said removing the bottle’s top and taking a large swig.

    “We?” Dani said.

    “We,” Kyle said. He passed the ale to Svetlana Bidkana, who was sitting beside him. Svetlana was from the Ukraine. She was a classic East European beauty, at 5′ 9″ with short dark hair and dark eyes to match. “Don’t be shy with it, girls,” Kyle was saying. “There’s plenty more where that came from.” Kyle placed the bag he’d brought with him into plain view so that the contents were visible. Inside the bag were four more large bottles of Romulan ale, a bottle of kanaar, a bottle of Saurian brandy, and smaller bottles of whiskey.

    “Damn, Kyle,” Rane Skara said. “You think you brought enough?” Rane was Bajoran. She was part of the wave that had started joining Starfleet after Bajor had become a Federation member.

    Lura Lopez smiled. “It’s plenty.” Lura had grown up in Mexico. She and Rane were roommates. Like Kyle, she had a taste for alcohol.

    Kyle started to pass out the various liquors. He looked at Dani. “What’s your pleasure?”

    “Got any water?” Dani asked.

    “Water? How are you going to get drunk with that?”

    “Well, I know this may come as a total shock to some of you, but I’m not out here to get drunk.” The other four cadets looked at Dani as if she were crazy. “I just came out here to relax.”

    Kyle nodded. “Well,” he said. “In that case, I suggest you have the kanaar.” He handed the bottle of green liquid to Dani.”

    Dani looked at it for a few seconds. “Anybody got any glasses?”

    “Oh, come on Dani!” Kyle exclaimed.

    “Okay…what about cups?”

    “Just swig it, for Pete’s sake!”

    Dani looked down at the bottle of kanaar in her hands. She uncapped it and apprehensively placed the bottle’s opening to her lips, as her companions began to chant ‘Dani, Dani, Dani.’ Without another thought, she tilted the bottle and let a significant amount of the liquid flow into her mouth. She instantly regretted it. It was horrid.

    As soon as the stuff was down her throat, she said, “Oh my God, that’s horrible!”

    Kyle smiled. “It’s an acquired taste.”

    “Ugh, who would want to learn to like that?” Dani asked, trying her best to forget the taste of the kanaar.

    “Cardassians,” Kyle dead panned, as he received the bottle of kanaar from Dani. He took a drink from it and reached into the bag again. As he pulled out another bottle, he said, “Try this one.” He handed it to Dani and told her it was Saurian brandy. “You’ll probably find it more to your liking.”

    Dani uncapped it and took a sip. She found that it was remarkably better than the kanaar. “Thanks,” she said.

    “So, what’s in store for you for the winter break?” Kyle asked.

    “Nothing spectacular,” Dani revealed. “Going back to Indiana to spend Christmas and New Year’s with my parents.”

    “Are you going to see Will?” Svetlana inquired.

    “No. The Enterprise won’t be anywhere near this system.”

    “You can’t go see him?” Rane asked.

    “I don’t think so.”

    “You two seem really serious,” Lura said.

    “I guess we are,” Dani said. “So many people said it would never get this far.”

    “Are you getting married?” Svetlana asked.

    “No, we’re not that serious, yet.”

    “How long have you been dating?” Lura asked.

    “Five and a half months.”

    “That’s a long freakin’ time to be with one person,” Kyle said. “Especially for a guy like Commander Riker.”

    “I think you’ve had enough to drink, Kyle,” Rane said warningly.

    “He’s not like that,” Dani said in response to Kyle’s remark.

    “How do you know?” Kyle pressed.

    “I know.”

    “Are you with him 24/7?”

    “Kyle,” Rane said in a warning tone. She sounded like a teacher talking to a student.

    Kyle continued despite Rane’s tone. “You’re not even with him every week.”

    “Kyle!” Rane boomed. She looked at Dani apologetically. “Don’t pay any attention to him Dani. He’s obviously drunk already.”

    Dani acknowledged Rane, but took her statement to be untrue. Dani knew that Kyle wasn’t drunk, yet. He knew what he was saying.

    Xxx

    “You know, Kyle didn’t mean what he said tonight about Will,” Rane said quietly to Dani, who lay next to her in the tent they shared. Rane was worried that Dani’s feelings had been hurt, or that her ego had been bruised, by Kyle’s words. She fluffed her pillow a few times as she prepared for bed.

    “Yes he did,” Dani said, facing the wall of the tent with her back to Rane.

    “Dani, he was drunk.”

    “No. He wasn’t drunk. He wasn’t completely sober, but he knew what he was saying.”

    “Dani-“

    “He was just saying what everyone else was thinking.”

    Rane sat up on her elbow, and Dani continued. She finally rolled over to face Rane. “It isn’t as if I don’t trust him. I already know his history, and I’m well aware of his reputation,” Dani said.

    “Aren’t you afraid that he will cheat?”

    Dani sat all the way up and leaned back on the palms of her hands. “When we first got together, Will told me that he would never intentionally hurt me. I believed him. I still do.” She looked at Rane. “If we don’t have trust, Rane, it won’t work, regardless of how strongly we may feel for each other.”

    Rane laid back down in her sleeping bag. “Well, long-distance relationships are difficult, no matter who the couple is. No matter how much you trust or love each other, it’s a strain.”

    Dani laid back down, as well, taking in what Rane had just said. It was true. Long distance relationships were difficult to maintain. Though she had communicated with him via subspace, she hadn’t seen him in person in a little over four months. Despite the communications, she sensed a gap forming between her and Will that couldn’t be bridged by a subspace channel, and suddenly, she was the one who was having doubts about their relationship.

    xxx

    The next morning, the campers woke up with headaches all around. Even Dani’s head was humming just a little, even though she’d only had half a bottle of Saurian brandy. If that stuff did it for her, she could only imagine what her companions’ heads must feel like. The early morning sunlight must hurt, even.

    As Dani and Rane packed away their tent and other belongings, Dani thought about the conversation she’d had with the Bajoran woman the night before, as they were drifting off to sleep. She watched as Kyle picked up the numerous empty liquor bottles that littered the campsite. They had done some serious drinking last night. The bottles were all empty. Someone had even finished up the Saurian brandy that Dani had been unable to finish off.

    Kyle approached Dani with an armful of empty bottles. “Dani? I just wanted to apologize for what I said last night,” he said. “I just-“

    Dani waved his apology off. “No. Don’t worry about it. You were well within your rights to say what you said, and the questions weren’t exactly unwarranted. You’re a good friend, Kyle. I know what you were trying to say.”

    Kyle nodded, glad that things hadn’t gone sour between him and Dani, and the group continued to pack.

    xxx

    Dani looked up into the bleachers. Will was looking right at her, it seemed, although there was no way she could see his face clearly from where she was standing. But she didn’t have to see him looking at her to know that he was. She could feel it. Dani’s heart ached, because she still loved him. She remembered that even though she hadn’t been able to see Will during the winter break, she had been able to see him during the spring break. And what a spring break it had been…

  • Graduation – Chapter 2. Prep

    As Dani stood on the Academy athletic field during the graduation ceremony, she was reminded that Emma Shale hadn’t been the only one who had given her a difficult time during her tenure at the Academy. There’d been a certain instructor that had given her hell…

    xxx

    “Way too slow, Cadet. Ten laps around the track.”

    That’s impossible, Dani thought. She had shaved seconds off the time it’d taken her to assemble her rifle.

    Dani looked up at her prep squad instructor, Commander Nimembeh.

    “When I give an order, you follow it immediately. That’s fifteen laps,” Nimembeh ordered.

    “In my uniform and boots?” Dani asked.

    “Make that twenty.”

    Dani stood. Nimembeh had been on her back since prep squad training had begun almost two weeks ago, and she wasn’t going to stand for it any longer. “No, sir,” she said defiantly.

    “What did you say, Cadet?”

    “I said no sir,” Dani repeated. “I will not comply.”

    “30,” Nimembeh said, increasing the number of laps Dani was supposed to run. But Dani didn’t move, so he increased them again. “40.”

    “Are you just going to stand there adding laps? If you are, then you’re wasting your breath.”

    Nimembeh stepped up to Dani and nearly placed his eyeballs on hers. But Dani didn’t even blink. The other cadets in the room watched on nervously. They all knew that their classmate was walking a thin line, openly defying an order, and it looked to them like she was about to fall off that line.

    “Is that so, Cadet?” Nimembeh asked Dani. “Meet me at the track at 2400 hours, Cadet.” Nimembeh stepped back and started to walk away. “If you value your prospective career in Starfleet, you’ll be there.”

    xxx

    At midnight, it was pouring down rain in San Francisco. Commander Nimembeh circled Dani like a hawk.

    “I’ve seen plenty of your kind in my time as a prep squad instructor, Cadet,” he began. “Starfleet brats flanked by the brass.”

    Dani stared straight ahead while Nimembeh continued. “Your mother may be a captain. Your father may be a commander. Your boyfriend may be a commander. But you know what? I don’t care. I don’t care who your parents are. To me, you’re just another cadet.” He stopped walking. He was boring a hole into the side of Dani’s face. She wanted to look at him. She wanted to push him away. But she just kept staring at the nothingness in front of her. Dani was going to have to give this up. She wasn’t going to win this one.

    “On the ground, on my mark,” Nimembeh ordered. “Since you don’t want to run laps, let’s see how pushups suit you. Mark!”

    Without hesitation, Dani fell to the ground. Nimembeh began counting as Dani began pushing herself up. “One, two, three…”

    xxx

    Dani trudged into her room, wet, tired, and sore. After she’d regained feeling in her upper body, her arms had taken on the characteristics of dead weights. She looked across the dark room and her roommate, sleeping soundly in her bed, and envied her. Dani pulled the soaked jacket she’d donned in a feeble attempt to deflect the rain. She realized just how feeble the attempt had been when she found that she was wet through and through despite the jacket. She tossed the jacket to the floor, pulled of her soggy boots and socks and fell into bed, soaked and all.

    xxx

    The next day at lunch, Dani could hardly keep her eyes open. She may have fallen into bed soaked, but she knew she couldn’t sleep in that state. She’d had to get up and change. By the time she’d actually fallen asleep, it had to have been well after 2:00 in the morning.

    Emery sat down across from Dani. They were seeing each other for the first time since the night before.

    “What time did you finally get in last night?” Emery asked.

    “This morning,” Dani corrected groggily. “I got in at about 1:30. I couldn’t get to sleep until after two.”

    “You didn’t get in until 1:30?” Emery asked. “What did he have you doing?”

    “Push-ups.”

    “The whole time?”

    Dani nodded. “Yep.”

    “Ouch.”

    “Yeah. Right now, my shoulders feel like they’re about to fall off.”

    As if the fact that Dani was sleepy and sore weren’t enough, Emma Shale and her little clique surrounded her and Emery at their table. “Damn it,” Dani muttered.

    Emma and Dani had had a short but colorful history during their prep squad training at the Academy. Almost from the very first day of training, Emma had found it her duty to make Dani’s life a living hell. It was now the last day of training, and apparently, Emma wasn’t showing any signs that she was going to let up any.

    “Hello, Dani,” Emma said, sweetly. As an afterthought, she added, “Emery.”

    Dani didn’t give Emma the satisfaction of an answer. She didn’t even want to look at her, but she did glance at her for a few moments before continuing her meal. Emma continued just the same.

    “I, uh, I heard that Commander Nimembeh worked you pretty hard last night,” Emma said. Dani continued to eat. Emery looked at Dani and then at Emma. She looked back down at her lunch and continued to eat also.

    “You just love those commanders, don’t you?” Emma continued. “Aren’t you the naughty one? And greedy, too. You’ve already got one all to yourself. Do you really need another?”

    At that last comment, Dani dropped her fork and looked at Emma. “Are you implying something, Cadet?” Dani asked with an air of authority.

    “No,” Emma said. “Not at all.”

    Dani picked up her fork again and was about to continue her lunch when Emma added, “Just stating the facts.”

    Dani stood, picked up her tray, and started to walk away from the table all in a single movement. Emery rose and followed. So did Emma. Dani slung her tray into the recycler in the wall. Emery followed suit. They turned around and found Emma.

    “Look, what do you want?” Dani asked. She was getting pretty fed up with this, and she didn’t exactly want to spend the next four years putting up with any of it.

    “You’re not going to make it, Dani,” Emma said. “People who get in on the merits of their families and…friends never do.”

    “I took the tests the same as everyone else here,” Dani said.

    “That doesn’t mean jack,” Emma insisted. “You’re going to fail, Dani, and I’m going to be here to watch when you do.”

    “If anyone here got in because of their family and is going to fail, it’s you. I think you’re the one who should be called into question here, Miss I-Should-Get-Special-Treatment-Because-My-Father’s -Brass. Now when you earn something on your own merit, then you step to me with a case. Until then…”

    Dani watched Emma and friends walk away from her and Emery.

    xxx

    The remainder of Dani’s first semester had gone by somewhat uneventfully. She had still suffered her occasional bouts with Emma, but nothing too serious had transpired.

    Thinking back, Dani realized that not everything that happened at the Academy had been bad. She remembered that at the end of the first semester, she and a group of friends had celebrated by going camping…

  • Homecoming – Chapter 7

    Deanna Troi, the Enterprise’s resident counselor, sat in a chair in the temporary office provided to her by Starfleet. “I must say, I was thoroughly surprised when I saw your name in my appointment log,” she said. “You know you don’t need an appointment to talk to me.”

    Will Riker sat on the sofa across from the counselor. “I know,” he said. “I just…” his voice trailed. As Deanna observed him, she saw that he was fidgeting, rubbing his hands together and such. Deanna also noticed how he was leaning forward, sitting on the edge of the sofa.

    “Well, what seems to be bothering you, Will?” Deanna asked.

    “I..I think I’m in love, Deanna,” Will said.

    Deanna’s face lit up. “Will – that’s wonderful!”

    “Is it?” Will asked cynically.

    “Of course it is. Who’s the lucky woman?”

    Will looked Deanna squarely in the eye. “It’s Dani.”

    Deanna’s smile didn’t exactly fall, but no one would say that she was beaming exactly. “Dani? Dani Janeway?”

    Will nodded. “Yeah.”

    “Will, I get the feeling that you don’t think that’s a good thing.”

    “Well, yes and no.” Will stood and began to pace the area beside the sofa.

    “What do you mean, ‘yes and no’?”

    “I don’t know what I mean. I don’t know what any of this means. I just know what I’ve been feeling since Voyager returned from the Delta Quadrant.”

    “And what’s that?”

    Will reclaimed his seat on the couch. “I don’t know how to explain it. I guess part of it was seeing her after so long. And I definitely did not expect her to look the way she does. Another part of it is that my hormones kicked in. But that wasn’t all. I don’t know. I’ve always felt that she was special. But I always felt more like a friend or a close uncle, maybe. Then she came back, and everything was different.”

    “You saw her as a woman, and you were attracted to her,” Deanna surmised.

    “Yes. That’s it. That’s it exactly. But I think it might be more than just attraction. That’s why it scares me.”

    “Why would it scare you?”

    “Because it seems wrong somehow.”

    “How? Tell me why it would be wrong for you to be in love with Dani.”

    “It’s just that she’s so young, and-“

    “And? You’re telling me that something so insignificant as an age difference is a good reason not to pursue a relationship?”

    “It could be.” Will knew that wasn’t true. “It wouldn’t be right.”

    “Why?” Will didn’t have an answer for Deanna. “It sounds to me as if you’re trying to convince yourself that any kind of romantic relationship with Dani would be wrong,” Deanna said. “I don’t think you’re buying it.”

    “You’re right; I’m not.”

    “Why are you fighting this?”

    “I don’t know,” Will said with a sigh.

    “How do you feel?”

    “What?”

    “When you look at Dani, when you spend time with her, how do you feel?”

    Will sat back for the first time in his meeting with Deanna. “I love being with her. When I’m with Dani, I feel like I don’t ever want our time together to end.”

    “That’s a very strong sentiment,” Deanna said. “How does she feel?”

    “I don’t know,” Will admitted. “That’s a problem, as well. I kissed her the other night at the party.”

    “You mean on the cheek.”

    “No. I mean on the lips. The funny thing is I didn’t even plan it. It just happened.”

    “What was her reaction?”

    “I don’t know. We were both kind of shocked. And before either one of us could say anything, Tom Paris called her back into the party.”

    “Unless she makes it absolutely clear that she doesn’t want a relationship with you-“

    “Like you did when we first met?” Will asked, smiling for the first time that afternoon.

    “Like I did when we first met,” Deanna agreed, remembering when she’d first met the young lieutenant named Will Riker on Betazed all those years ago.

    “We couldn’t have been very much older than Dani is now,” Will reminisced.

    An idea suddenly presented itself as a possible reason for Will’s reluctance to enter into a relationship with Dani. “Will, your reasons for not becoming involved with Dani wouldn’t happen to stem from the fact that we’re Imzadi, would they?”

    “I won’t lie to you, I have thought about it. I’m not going to say that us being Imzadi would ever keep me from pursuing a serious relationship, but I don’t think I’ll ever enter into a relationship without thinking about what we had.”

    “That’s true for me also. We’re Imzadi, Will. We’ll always share a special connection. What I’ve come to learn over the years is that I’m capable of loving people besides you. Do you believe that you are? That’s the question you’ve got to answer before you enter into this relationship or any other.”

    xxx

    Dani sat in her bedroom working her way through the last of her missed magazines. It had been nearly a week since she finished her final entrance exam and interview, and she needed something to take her mind off the Academy exams she’d just completed. ‘And also off of Will Riker,’ she thought.

    The door chimed. “Just a minute,” Dani called. She left her desk and walked into the living room to answer the door. When it slid open, Will was standing in the hallway. “Hi,” he said.

    “Hey,” Dani said. The atmosphere was somehow tempted to become awkward, but Dani wouldn’t let it. “Come in.”

    Will stepped into the apartment, and the doors closed behind him. “I think we’re overdue for a talk,” he said.

    “Me, too,” Dani agreed. She walked into her room, and Will followed. “We’ve…got to talk.” She reclaimed her seat at her desk.

    “Yes.” Will remained standing. “We would’ve talked sooner, but I knew that you had the exam, and I didn’t want you to be distracted. But that’s over, so now we have to talk about what happened that night at your party.”

    “I know,” Dani said. Will may not have wanted to distract her before the Academy exam, but that’s sure what happened. During the actual testing, she was able to concentrate on the material, but during the lunch break, Dani’s mind had drifted to thoughts of Will. “It’s been on my mind quite a bit.” Will was standing in front of Dani. “What were you thinking?” It sounded more like an admonishment than a genuine question. Will wasn’t expecting that kind of reaction from her. He sat down on the nearest thing that would have him, which happened to be Dani’s bed.

    Dani stood. “I mean, you said you didn’t want to distract me before the test. Well what the hell did you think kissing me would accomplish?”

    “I don’t know,” Will replied. He felt like a little like a child being scolded by his mother. “It was just a spontaneous thing.”

    “So, what did it mean?” Dani asked.

    “I don’t know.”

    Dani sat down beside Will on the bed. “Will, what is going on?”

    Will looked into Dani’s big brown eyes. “I’m falling in love with you,” he said quietly.

    Dani just stared at Will blankly. She wasn’t sure if she’d heard him correctly. When she didn’t respond for a few moments, Will became concerned. “Dani?”

    “I’m sorry,” Dani apologized. “It sounded like you said you were falling in love with me. Did you?”

    “Yes.”

    Dani nodded. “Oh. I see.”

    “How do you feel?” Will asked.

    “It’s funny you ask that,” Dani said. She told him earnestly, “I don’t even know. I’ve been trying to sort out my feelings for you since before we arrived on Earth. And I still don’t know.”

    “I understand,” Will began. “I don’t-” He was interrupted by the soft lips that were suddenly brushing against his.

    Neither Will nor Dani heard the apartment doors slide open, nor did they hear Chakotay as he called out for Dani. They didn’t even hear when Dani’s bedroom door opened, and Chakotay entered.

    “What the hell?” Chakotay exclaimed. That got Dani and Will’s attention. They immediately parted and stood. “Dani – what is going on here?”

    Dani honestly didn’t know what to say because she honestly didn’t know what was going on. Will had come over to talk, and Dani had ended up kissing him – on her bed. She looked at Will. “We’ll finish our talk later, Will,” she told him.

    Will nodded to her. He and Chakotay stared each other down as Will made his way to the door.

    After Will was gone, Dani braced herself. She knew one rough discussion with her father was in store.

    xxx

    “Kathryn, she was kissing him –

    on her bed!” Chakotay exclaimed. He and Kathryn were in their bedroom discussing what had taken place that day in their daughter’s bedroom. Kathryn was sitting on the bed, and Chakotay was pacing heatedly in front of her.

    “She’s an adult, Chakotay,” Kathryn said. “She has the right to kiss whomever she wants, sleep with whomever she wants, date, marry, whatever. She can do it.”

    At the utterance of the word ‘sleep’, Chakotay had stared at Kathryn in disbelief. “Not in my house,” he said.

    “Pardon, but this isn’t even your house,” Kathryn reminded him. “As far as Starfleet is concerned, this apartment belongs to them.”

    “Well, not in my house in Indiana, at least,” Chakotay said.

    “May I also remind you that we co-own that house,” Kathryn said.

    “You know what I mean,” Chakotay shot.

    Kathryn stood. “Chakotay, she’s just exploring her options.”

    Meanwhile, Dani, who’d been listening to her parents discuss the issue at hand, had been trying, unsuccessfully, to raise Will via the comm system. When she got the automated message that relayed for the third time in an hour that Will wasn’t home, decided that a trip over to his place might be in order.

    xxx

    Dani pressed Will’s door chime. A few moments later, the apartment doors slid open, and Will appeared in the doorway. Dani’s presence had obviously taken Will by surprise.

    “Dani?” he said. It came out as a question.

    “Hi,” Dani said. “Can I come in?”

    “Sure,” Will said. He stood to the side, allowing Dani access to the apartment. Dani stepped in, and the doors slid shut behind her. “What are you doing here? Your father-“

    “I don’t care what my father wants,” Dani said. “I know he thinks that this is a really bad idea. He’s all but forbidden me from seeing you anymore.”

    “I can’t say I blame him,” Will said. “I probably wouldn’t want my daughter seeing me, either. How’d you get away?”

    “He and my mother were in their bedroom talking.”

    “About us, no doubt,” Will surmised.

    Dani nodded. “They probably don’t even know I’m gone, yet. I just walked out.” Will nodded. Dani continued. “Will, I think we should try this. I mean, I really, really like you; and I think I’d regret it if I passed this up.”

    “Dani, I don’t want to create a rift between you and your parents. I grew up without a mother and without a father, in essence. We weren’t very close. Are you sure this is really what you want to do?”

    “My parents love me, and if they respect me, then they’ll respect my first real decision as an adult.”

    “It doesn’t always work out that way, Dani.”

    “I can’t let them dictate my life.”

    Will looked down at Dani and realized that she was right. She’d never get anything out of life if she lived only to fulfill her parents’ wishes.

    xxx

    When Dani and Will entered the Janeways’ apartment, they found that Kathryn and Chakotay had abandoned their bedroom for the living room. They stood immediately when Dani and Will entered.

    “What the hell is he going here?” Chakotay asked. He looked at Will.

    “I brought him here so we could all talk,” Dani said.

    “There’s nothing to talk about,” Chakotay insisted.

    “There’s plenty,” Kathryn said. Chakotay looked at her.

    “Thanks, Mom,” Dani said. “Now, everyone, please have a seat.” She looked at Will, indicating that he should sit, as well. He walked over and took the chair beside the couch that Kathryn and Chakotay were occupying. Dani remained standing in front of the three of them. “Now,” she began. “There seems to be some kind of question as to my decision-making capacity around here.”

    “Dani – why would you think that?” Chakotay asked.

    “It seems that way to me,” Dani replied. “Every decision that I make about my future is questioned by everyone. It’s like you don’t think I know what I’m doing.”

    “Dani-” Chakotay began, but didn’t finish.

    “-I’m not finished, yet,” Dani said, demanding the attention of the others in the room. “I know that you all are trying to look out for my best interests, but, damn it, I’ve got to live my own life. If that means I want to go to the Academy -” She looked at Kathryn before continuing. “-or that I want to date Will -” She looked at Chakotay, “-then so be it. You guys don’t want me to make any mistakes, but I will, no matter what you do or what you say. Just let me make them and learn from them. Like you did.”

    Will, Chakotay, and Kathryn all looked at each other, as what Dani was saying finally sunk in. Dani’s birthday had been days ago, but it was tonight that these individuals, especially Chakotay, were seeing just how much Dani had grown. He felt like an idiot for not having more faith in his daughter. He looked up at his daughter, 20 years old, standing there, all grown up. He looked at her for the first time, not as the little girl she had once been, but as the adult she had become.