Tag: Dani Janeway

  • Edge of Heaven – Chapter 2. The Fire

    In preparation for the mission that had been assigned to her earlier in the day, Dani sat in her quarters, on her sofa, thinking about what she would be facing in only a few days.  She’d started preparing for it almost from the moment her mother had briefed her and rest of the team.  The mission instructions had assigned each team member a specific role in the mission:  Chakotay would be the mission pilot; Dr. Bashir would be there to essentially begin studying samples of the virus and to oversee the destruction of the remaining virus samples;  both would remain on the runabout for the duration of the mission.  Sisko, Dani, and Will would comprise the team on the ground.  Tuvok, who had been the strategic force behind the mission, would not join the team on the actual away mission.

    Dani had been devouring everything she could find concerning the Suliban.  Her readings led her to the first mission of the U.S.S Enterprise NX-01.  That mission had initially been just a transport to Kronos but had evolved into something much more complicated.  During this mission, Captain Jonathan Archer, Enterprise’s CO, made the first documented contact with the Suliban race in what could easily be termed a hostile encounter.  Using their amazing stealth abilities, Suliban agents had sneaked onboard Archer’s ship to retrieve a Klingon the Enterprise was transporting to Kronos.

    Dani was about to start reading about the outcome of that mission when her door chimed.  “Come in,” she called, reluctantly looking up from the PADD in her hands.  The door slid open, and Will Riker entered.  “Hi,” Dani greeted.

    “Hey,” Will said, approaching the coffee table.  He would’ve sat down beside Dani on the sofa, but the space was currently being occupied by about a dozen PADDs.  Instead, he opted for the chair next to the sofa.  “I just came to see how you were feeling,” he said.

    “Oh, I’m fine,” Dani said.  “I’m just doing a little research on our friends, the Suliban.”  She handed Will one of the PADDs that had been occupying what would have been his seat.

    He skimmed it briefly and then studied Dani.  “Are you nervous?” he asked.

    “Yes, but this has to be done,” Dani replied.  “Our whole existence probably depends on it.  And for reasons I still don’t fully understand, Admiral Nechayev feels that I am the best candidate for this mission.”

    “You won’t be alone, you know.”

    “I know.  Do you think I’d be sane right now if I didn’t know you were coming with me?”

    “Everything’s going to work out for the best,” Will said. “You’ll see.”

    Dani wanted to believe Will, but in her mind, she didn’t exactly have the best track record when it came to missions of this nature.  There were so many things that could go wrong, but that was true of all missions.  The difference this time was the gravity of the consequences if they failed.

    Will sensed that his words of encouragement made little difference for her, and he understood why, considering her history.  “I know that going on another mission like this is one of the last things in the universe that you want to do, but this is a completely different situation than last time.  It’s a whole new mission.  You’ve got to keep that in mind.”

    “I know,” Dani said.  “It’s kind of silly that I’m still not completely over that.  It’s been over a year.”

    “There’s no time limit on how long it takes people to get over something like that,” Will said. “It was a traumatic experience for you.  If you think this new mission will be too much for you, I don’t think anyone would object if you decided you want to sit this one out.”

    “That’s taking the easy way out,” Dani said. “I won’t do that.  I’ve got to prove that I can do this.”

    “Dani, you don’t have to prove anything to anyone.”

    “Yes, I do.  To myself, if not to anyone else.”

    “I think you may be putting a little too much pressure on yourself.”

    “It’s possible, but I don’t want people to treat me with kid gloves for the rest of my career.  That’s not why I went to the Academy.  Can you understand that?”

    Will nodded.  “Yeah,” he said. “I can.”  He understood why she felt the way that she did, but he still didn’t think it was the best attitude for her to have, especially at this stage in her life, coming off of an exceedingly difficult experience.  True, it had been a year since Dani had returned from Cardassia, but Will wasn’t convinced that she’d completely recovered from it, not enough to embark on another difficult covert mission.

    xxx

    The team was a day into its mission and still a day away from its destination.  Thus far, Dani had been successful at keeping her nerves calm.  She didn’t know if she would still feel that way in 24 hours.  Sitting alone at the table in the runabout’s living quarters, she’d tried to do it by keeping her mind occupied with the mission logs of the Enterprise NX-01.  But her mind kept wandering. Despite having had one file open for at least an hour, Dani hadn’t scrolled past the first two paragraphs.  She was preoccupied not with the catastrophic what-ifs of her current mission but with the memories of one night and two lifetimes:  the night that Q2 had surprised her by showing up in her bedroom at her parents’ house in Indiana.

    Will ventured to the runabout’s living quarters and found Dani alone, staring blankly at the table.  “Dani?” he said.

    “Hey, Will,” Dani said, looking up at him from the spot on the table.

    “I just came to check on you, see how you’re doing,” he said.  “You’ve been back here by yourself for nearly the entire trip.”

    “I’ve had a lot on my mind.”

    “About the mission?”

    “Some,” Dani said.  “But I’ve mostly been thinking about something that happened after I came back from Cardassia.”

    Will joined Dani at the table, taking the seat to her right.  “Was it something serious?”

    “Yes,” Dani said.  A small nervous laugh escaped her lips.  “Um, Q showed up at my parents’ house in Indiana while I was staying there.”  When Dani saw Will roll his eyes, she quickly added, “It was Q’s son, and it wasn’t what you think.  He didn’t cause any trouble while he was there.  He actually helped me out – a lot.”

    “Q?” Will asked skeptically.

    “Yeah.  I haven’t told this to anyone, except Counselor Troi, but after Cardassia, I was considering leaving Starfleet.”

    “You’re serious?”

    “It seemed like my career was getting off to an unusually bumpy start, and I was doubting whether this whole thing was for me.  I thought that maybe some of the decisions I’d made were wrong, that I was supposed to go right instead of left at some points.  Q showed me how wrong I was.”

    “You’re talking about us?”

    “Partially,” Dani said with a shrug.

    “You said he showed you.  How?”

    “He gave me a chance to experience what life would have been like for me if things had been different for us, if we’d stayed together.”

    “What was the result?”

    “Not good.  Painful, actually, on several levels.”

    “I get the feeling it’s not something I want to hear about.”

    “Trust me, it isn’t.  Just believe me when I say that I don’t think it was meant to be between us.”

    Will nodded.  Then, a thought occurred to him.  “How do you know Q was showing you the truth, and not just some warped version of reality?  He could have been showing you what you he wanted you to see.”

    “I thought about that possibility, but I can’t figure out a good explanation for why he would want to do that.  What would be the point?  I like to think that he was sincere in what he was showing me…He also showed me what my life would have been like if Dukat had lived.”

    “Was it any better than what happened with us?”

    Dani shook her head. “No.”

    “So, he allows you to experience two different scenarios, both devastating.  How does that convince you to remain in Starfleet?”

    “By showing me that even though things don’t always work out like we want, they happen because they’re supposed to, and any other way wouldn’t be right.  That doesn’t mean that you’re doing anything wrong, necessarily.  It’s just the way things are supposed to be.  He also told me that I can’t leave yet because I’m going to be part of something important that will have a bearing on the survival of the Federation.  Of course, he couldn’t tell me what that something was, but the prospect was intriguing.  And the way he said it – there was something about it that I can’t explain.  He was dead serious, and I knew I couldn’t leave, that I had to stay.”

    Dani sighed.  “I’m tired of talking about me, though,” she said. “How’s the wedding planning coming along?”

    “Well, I have to say this is one time I’m glad that Lwaxana is the kind of person who loves to take charge of things,” Will said.  “It’s been a lot less stressful than when you and I were planning our wedding.  I think she’s practicing for her next wedding.”

    xxx

    Traveling at warp 4, it had taken the team a total of two days to reach Tandar Prime.  Landing on the surface would be too risky, so the runabout was to remain in orbit, hidden behind one of the planet’s two satellite moons.

    “I know I don’t have to tell you to be careful down there,” Chakotay said, “but I will anyway.  And watch your back.”

    “You know I will,” Dani said.

    Chakotay turned to Will and said, “Good luck.”  There was more behind those words than what had been spoken.  Of course the surface meaning was genuine, but Will knew that he had just been charged with ensuring that Chakotay’s daughter made it back from this mission.

    Will responded with a quick nod before turning and stepping onto the transporter pad.  Dani and her father shared a final look before she turned and joined Will.  Sisko stepped onto the pad with them, rounding out the group.

    “Energize,” Sisko said.  The trio dematerialized on the Rio Grande’s transporter pad and rematerialized inside the basement of the Suliban facility, just as planned.  They’d beamed in prepared for an immediate fight, so they were surprised to find that there was no one else in sight.

    The room was dim.  Each of the away team members had done their homework on the Suliban.  They were well aware of the race’s advanced stealth abilities and were wary that the Suliban might have been expecting a visit from Starfleet and were waiting in the shadows for the team.  They didn’t have time to dwell too much on it, though.  There was a mission to complete.  The three of them took out their modified tricorders and started scanning.  The clock had begun.

    Almost immediately, Will’s tricorder began beeping wildly.  “I think I’ve found it,” he said.

    “Where?” Sisko asked.

    “It’s directly above us,” Will said.

    “Above?” Dani asked. “I thought it was supposed to be in the basement?”

    “Either our intel was wrong, or they’ve moved it,” Will said. “Either way, up is where we need to go.”

    The three of them drew their phasers, as they prepared to leave the facility’s basement via a narrow staircase.  Everyone’s head was turning, and their phasers were drawn, as they emerged from the staircase and stepped into a corridor on the main floor of the building.  Dani, leading the way, was constantly scanning for Suliban biosignatures.  Of course, if they were cloaked, scanning would do no good.  This part of the mission was starting off on the wrong note, in her opinion.  Maybe the incorrect location really was a simple case of bad intel.  But what if it was more than that?  It could be that the Suliban knew of the plan to infiltrate the facility, and the away team was walking right into a trap.

    Once they cleared the top stair in the flight and approached the first of many intersections in the corridor, Dani’s tricorder indicated that they would need to turn right at the second intersection to get to the lab where the samples were housed.

    “It’s this way,” Dani said, her eyes on the schematic displayed on her tricorder.  “To the right.”

    Dani stopped short of rounding the corner.  “What is it?” Will asked.

    “Two Suliban,” Dani whispered.  “About 20 meters down this corridor.”

    “Where are we in relation to the samples?” Sisko asked.

    “According to this, it’s at the end of this corridor, in a room just past our two Suliban friends here,” Dani replied.

    “I’m willing to bet they have all kinds of sensors in this place.  We risk alerting everyone else here to our presence the moment we fire our first shot,” Will said.

    “They’re going to know we’re here anyway the moment we try to leave with those samples,” Sisko countered.  He crouched and peered around the corner, then took careful aim at one of the Suliban on the other end of the corridor.

    “Hold on,” Dani said quickly.  Sisko held his fire but didn’t take his eyes off his targets.  “There’s another way in,” she said.

    xxx

    Crawling through a ventilation conduit hadn’t been part of the plans, but when an opportunity presented itself as a solution to an immediate problem, you had to be prepared to take advantage. A scan had revealed that there was no one in the lab.  This fact, coupled with being able to access the room via an underground ventilation system, meant that they were extraordinarily lucky.  Or they were walking into a trap.  There was no way to tell which applied to their situation, and they didn’t have any option but to take the opportunities as they came, but that didn’t mean that Dani felt any more at ease with all of it.

    Will pushed up against a vent in the floor of the lab and poked his head through, quickly looking around the room.  Just as the tricorders had indicated, the lab was seemingly devoid of humanoid life.  He quickly pulled himself out of the environmental conduit he and the others had used to gain access to the laboratory.  Kneeling, he helped Dani pull herself out next.  Finally, Sisko emerged.

    Immediately, Dani started scanning for the samples.  She fought to focus, constantly blocking out thoughts of whether they were being watched by surveillance cameras, or whether they’d tripped a silent alarm, or whether there were cloaked Suliban in the room with them right now.

    “Here it is,” she said, eyes on her tricorder.  A flashing indicator on the device represented its proximity to the samples.  That indicator was no longer blinking but was now a continuous light, which meant the tricorder was within ten feet of the samples.  Dani looked up from her tricorder. “It’s in this cabinet.”

    That cabinet was a freezer, and when Will walked over and tried to open it, he quickly found that it was locked.  He took a few steps back, leveled his phaser at the door of the freezer, and fired a quick burst.  The door flew open.

    Sisko, Will, and Dani stared at the open freezer and their mouths hung open.

    “I thought there were only supposed to be a few vials?” Will asked.

    “The intel must have been wrong, again,” Sisko said, scowling.

    In front of the away team was a freezer full of vials, each containing an identical amount of the same blue liquid.

    “There must be hundreds of vials in there,” Dani said.  She stepped up to the open freezer and passed her tricorder back and forth past the vials.  The signal never wavered.  According to the tricorder, all the vials contained a sample of the disease.  They wouldn’t be able to take all of them.  They hadn’t come prepared to take this many.  Even if they took as many as they could, the Suliban would still have plenty of samples that could be used to synthesize more of the disease.  Dani reached out and took one vial from each row in the freezer.  She wasn’t going to walk away from this mission empty-handed.  They might not be able to destroy the disease, but they could at least get some samples back to Starfleet so that they could analyze it.

    A phaser blast landed on the wall immediately beside Riker’s head.  Riker whipped around and returned fire, while Sisko and Dani ran across the room and took cover behind a counter.  Will took refuge behind a counter on the opposite side of the room.

    “Away team to Rio Grande!” Sisko shouted.  “We’re under fire!  Get us out of here!”

    Dani unholstered her phaser and began to shoot at the two Suliban who’d attacked.  Now that she was in a position of relative safety, she recognized them as the two Suliban they’d seen outside the lab earlier.

    “Standby, away team,” Chakotay said through the comm. “I’m bringing you up now.”

    The next thing Dani should have felt was the tingling sensation of the transporter.  Instead, she felt the heat of a phaser blast as it zipped past her head.

    “Rio Grande, what’s going on up there?” Sisko asked, understandably impatient.

    “There’s shielding around the room you’re in,” Chakotay responded.  “If you can’t disable the field, you’ll need to get clear before I can bring you up.”

    Sisko fired across the room at the Suliban before answering.  “Understood,” he said. “Riker, did you hear that?”

    “Loud and clear,” Will said, holding his own in the firefight with the Suliban.

    The Suliban guards were blocking the only two exits that the away team was already aware of, the door and the floor vent.  Dani sunk down behind the counter and pulled out her tricorder.  She pulled up the schematic of the facility, hoping to find another way out of the room.  According to the map she was looking at there should be a corridor behind the wall on the right side of her and Sisko.  She looked at it but didn’t see any sign of a door.  She set her phaser to the maximum setting, pointed it at the section of the wall where the tricorder indicated a door should be, and fired.  The wall shimmered before dissolving upon contact with the phaser beam.  The holographic wall had completely dematerialized, revealing the previously concealed access point.

    “Janeway to Riker,” Dani said.

    “Riker here.”

    “Did you see that?” Dani asked.

    “I sure did,” Riker said.  “Looks like we’ve found our way out.”

    “We’ll cover you,” Sisko told him.

    Sisko and Dani looked across the room at Will, who nodded his assent.  Dani and Sisko concentrated their fire on the guards, drawing their attention from Will.  Will sprinted across the room and slipped through the doors as they slid open for him.  The doors closed behind him momentarily before sliding open again.  Will stuck his hand out and started firing his phaser at the Suliban.  This gave Dani her opportunity to join Will in the corridor they’d just discovered.  Once she was outside, both she and Will continued firing at the Suliban as Sisko made it over to the door and temporary safety.  Sisko fired a few final shots at the Suliban before retreating with Dani and Will into the darkness of the corridor.  The door slid shut behind Sisko, and he promptly fired his phaser at the control panel, hopefully disabling it, even if only temporarily.

    Sisko tapped his comm badge.  “Sisko to Rio Grande.”

    The door that Sisko had just closed slid open following the muffled sound of a small explosion.  Three Suliban ran into the corridor, sending the away team on the run again.  Where they were running to, they had no idea.  For the moment, they only knew that they needed to get away from the Suliban chasing them.  They ran straight ahead, through a set of double doors and into a new room.  As soon as they’d entered, they’d expected to find the Suliban right on their heels.

    But they weren’t.  And there weren’t any waiting for them inside the room, either.

    xxx

    The Suliban stopped short of following the intruders into the room.  Only those with the highest level of clearance were allowed to enter that particular room.  It was off-limits to everyone else.  That it had even been unlocked in the first place came as a shock to them.  The three looked at each other, knowing that they should go after the intruders.  They also knew that if one valued his life, he didn’t dare enter without clearance.

    xxx

    Sisko refused to believe that the away team had escaped the Suliban that easily.

    “It couldn’t have been that easy,” Will said aloud, putting into words what everyone was feeling. “The door wasn’t even locked.”

    Sisko moved his hand to tap his comm badge.  “Sisko to Rio Grande,” he said.  When there was no response, he tried to raise them again.  “Sisko to Rio Grande,” he said. “Rio Grande come in.”

    Still, there was no response.  “There must be a field around this room, too,” Dani said. “Why didn’t they come in after us?”

    “I don’t know,” Will said. “But I’m sure as hell not complaining.  Right now, we’ve got to find a way to get you and that biomatter out of here.”  He looked around the room.  There were no windows or doors other than the one they’d used to get in.  There weren’t even any vents.

    The only thing in the room was some kind of giant archway in the center of the floor.  Dani opened her tricorder and began to scan the device, slowly circling it.  As she stepped closer to it, the indicators and panels on it lit up.  Dani froze, looking up from her tricorder at the device.

    “What happened?” Sisko asked.

    Dani referred to her tricorder.  “Whatever this is just powered up,” she responded.

    “Must be motion activated,” Will surmised.

    Cautiously, Dani stepped closer to the device to get a closer look at the control panels.  Will and Sisko, equally cautious, followed suit.

    “I can’t make out the language on any of these panels,” Will said.

    Dani studied her tricorder, attempting to analyze the language.  Under the circumstances, she surmised that it was a Suliban language, but it appeared to be a variety that the tricorder couldn’t translate.  “The tricorder can’t make heads or tails of it, either,” she said.  “But I am picking up strong temporal signals from the device.”

    “Temporal,” Will repeated.  He and the others knew that the Suliban Cabal had been using time-travel for at least a century.  The fact that the Suliban had the ability to travel through time wasn’t a surprise, but actually finding the device they used to accomplish it certainly was.  He looked at Sisko and Dani, and he knew that they’d each reached the same conclusion he had.

    “This is how they travel through time,” Sisko said.

    *Thump, thump, thump, thump*  Someone was running down the hall towards the room to join their Suliban comrades out in the corridor.

    Sisko looked at Dani.  “Get in,” he said.

    Dani looked at Sisko as if he were crazy.  “Sir?”

    “That’s an order, Commander,” Sisko said.

    Dani looked to Will, but he didn’t appear to disagree with the order that Sisko had given.

    “You have to get away with those samples,” Will said.  “If you don’t, this mission was a wasted cause.  If you get away with the samples, we can get them to back to Starfleet so that they can analyze them.  Getting in and going somewhere else is the only option right now.”

    “How will I get back?  We don’t even know where – or when – it’s set to.”

    A low-yield phaser blast hit Dani squarely in the chest, and she collapsed to the ground.  Will whipped around to see Sisko pointing a hand phaser directly at Dani.  “In a matter of seconds, who knows how many Suliban are going to come through that door, Commander,” he explained.  “We don’t have time for arguments.  Now, help me get her inside.”

    Will and Sisko picked up Dani and gently placed her on the floor of the chamber.  Will looked at the controls and, using what little he knew about Suliban control panel layouts, took his best guess.  He pressed a short sequence of buttons on the panel and watched Dani shimmer out of existence in a red haze.  As soon as the haze had completely disappeared, Sisko raised his rifle and aimed at the time travel device.

    “What the hell are you doing?” Will asked.

    Sisko didn’t bother providing an answer.  He trained the rifle at the control panel on the time portal and fired.  The instrument panel sparked and smoked until it exploded into bits just as a team of Suliban stormed into the room, weapons drawn.

  • Deliberation – Chapter 1. A Visit

    Story #7 in the “More Than a Lifetime” series

    Author’s Note: This story is the seventh in a series of stories that do not follow canon and should not be taken as such. The previous stories, in order, are: 1) Delta Wild, 2) Homecoming, 3) Graduation, 4) A Love Less Ordinary, 5) Return to Normal, and 6) Sweetest Sin. The events in these stories occur in an alternate universe in which Chakotay’s stint with the Maquis happened much earlier in his life. He is married to Kathryn Janeway, and they have a daughter. In this universe, Voyager did not combine with a crew from a Maquis ship, but instead reached the Delta Quadrant with a small loss of life and most of her crew in tact. The events of “First Contact” and “Insurrection” have already occurred in this timeline, but “Nemesis” has not. The Dominion War occurred, but with vastly different results. Many of the events of the final season of Deep Space Nine didn’t occur, which means the characters that died during the season are not dead in my stories. Please overlook any other inconsistencies or errors pertaining to the original Star Trek universe as the author’s ignorance.

    This story contains mature themes, language, and sexual situations.

    Disclaimer: All the characters, except Dani and other original characters who do not appear on screen or in print, belong to Paramount. I do not own them or claim to. This story was produced and is presented purely for the enjoyment of the readers. I don’t make any money from this, and this story may not be used for any such purpose. If you wish to use my story for purposes other than monetary gain, please do so, as long as my name and this disclaimer remain attached to it.

    1. A VISIT

    Life could be so simple. If she could just spend the rest of her days in the simplicity she was experiencing now, everything would be okay.

    But Dani Janeway was still a young woman with more days ahead than behind. Even though she wanted to, there was no way she could convince herself that she’d be happy just doing nothing. That was unreal.

    No. She had to make sure her time here on Earth, in Indiana, in her family’s house, was temporary. A vacation. Even if she didn’t end up going back to Starfleet.

    Dani’s first few years in Starfleet had definitely not gone as she’d expected. She’d known a life in the ‘Fleet would involve danger and risk, but she’d assumed that she would just experience her share, like everyone else, and go on with her life. But it seemed that things had been different for Janeway the moment she’d become an Ensign. She’d set foot on Deep Space Nine, and who was one of the first people she’d befriended? Tora Ziyal – Dukat’s daughter. What had happened next? She’d become romantically involved with Dukat.

    Things hadn’t gotten any better by the time she’d transferred to the Enterprise. She couldn’t just go to the Enterprise and lead a normal life. No … her first night, who shows up? Q – and his son. Throw in a couple of covert missions, the rescue of a Federation dignitary from a Cardassian prison, and a reunion with a not-so-dead Dukat, and it all equaled up to a very active beginning of a Starfleet career.

    Dani was tired. Burned out emotionally. She didn’t want to do it anymore. She’d experienced more pain in the last three years than she had in all of her life prior to that. And she didn’t have anything to show for it. Nothing at all.

    Was it worth it? Where would this kind of life lead for her? Where would she be in 20 years? She had no doubt that she would be able to move up the ranks and eventually take her own command one day, but what about her personal life? Family? Would she end up alone?

    Dani sighed. It was nearly 4:00 in the morning, and she was no closer to sleep than she had been at 10:00 the previous evening. Her eyes fluttered open when a flash of light appeared in her dark bedroom.

    “Cousin,” a shadowed voice said. “Did I wake you?”

    Instantly, Dani knew who was in her room. It was her ‘cousin’, Q.

    Dani sat up in her bed. “No, Q,” she said, replying to his question. “Actually, I hadn’t had the chance to doze off, yet.”

    Q stepped closer to the bed. “Computer – lights,” Dani called. She looked at Q. “You’ve changed your appearance.” His hair, which had been short and closely cropped the last time she’d seen him, was now longer and shaggier.

    “Yes,” Q concurred. “I’ve been experimenting with some new styles. What do you think?”

    Dani looked him over. For the first time since she’d first met him, he wasn’t wearing a Starfleet uniform. He was dressed simply, in a pair of jeans and a button-down shirt. She nodded. “It works for you.”

    “Better than a Starfleet uniform?” Q asked.

    Dani grinned. “Much.” Q smiled and nodded. “So, is something wrong, or is this just a visit?” Dani asked, getting out of bed. She padded over to the replicator and ordered a raktijino. “You want something?”

    Q shook his head. “No thanks. I never really got the hang of that whole eating thing.”

    Dani nodded, retrieving her drink from the replicator bay and walking over to a chair, in which she sat, curling her legs under her. Q sat on the bed. “So, is something wrong?” Dani repeated her question.

    “Actually, yes,” Q said.

    Dani took a sip from her mug. “What is it? I mean, I don’t know if I can help you or not, but I’ll do what I can.”

    “Well, first of all, the problem doesn’t have anything to do with me.”

    “Who does it involve, then?”

    “You.”

    Dani froze. “Me?” she asked, placing her mug on the table next to her. She searched Q’s features for any sign of playfulness, but she saw that he was lacking any manner of joviality. “You’re serious.”

    “Very,” Q confirmed. “Dani, I’ve been watching you for a while now.”

    “Q, I thought we agreed – no more spying!”

    “No, I wasn’t watching you like that. I mean that I was keeping an eye on you. Monitoring your situations, if you will.”

    “Since when?” Dani asked curiously.

    “Since you went to Cardassia,” Q revealed. “I was … worried.”

    “There wasn’t any need to be worried, Q,” Dani told him.

    “I know that now. But I was, nevertheless. And I still am. Only now, it’s for a different reason.”

    “What are you talking about?”

    “Dani, I know you’re thinking about leaving Starfleet.”

    “That’s right.”

    “You can’t”

    “What?”

    “You can’t leave Starfleet, Dani.”

    “Why the hell not?” Dani asked, her feathers obviously ruffled by Q’s statement. She didn’t like people telling her what she could and could not do, what decisions she had to make. Q knew that, she knew, so she didn’t understand why he was saying what he was saying.

    “Dani-” Q began, but thought better of it. “I can’t tell you.”

    Dani stood. “Look, I’m not cut out for this. I can’t deal with it anymore. Everything I do only ends up with these horrible results.”

    “That’s not true,” Q argued. “You helped me.”

    Dani shook her head dismissively. “You know you weren’t ever in any real danger, Q.”

    “I know, but you knew that, too,” Q reminded her. “The point is that you still risked your life to save me. I wouldn’t call that a horrible result.” Q stood, facing Dani. “Dani, you can’t leave Starfleet.”

    “Why?”

    “Because … ” Q was looking for the right words. He didn’t want to reveal specifics, but if he was going to convince Dani that her place was in Starfleet, he would have to give her something to latch onto. “Because you’re going to be part of something big. Something important.”

    Dani looked at him with questioning eyes. Q went on. “I can’t tell you what it is, but you’re going to be instrumental to the survival of humankind.”

    “What?” Dani asked, disbelieving. “Me?”

    “Just trust me, okay? I’m trying to do you a favor. You helped me; now I’m going to help you. You cannot leave Starfleet.”

    “Help me? By telling me I can’t leave Starfleet? That’s some big help, Q.”

    “No. I’m here to help you in another way.”

    Dani had turned her back on Q, but now she turned to face him again. Q continued. “I know you haven’t had it easy lately. I’ve come to realize, during my time among humans, that death is a difficult thing to deal with.”

    Dani saw where Q was going with this, and she made an attempt to cut it off. She shook her head. “I don’t want to talk about this, Q.” She walked over to the window.

    Q nodded. “I realize that, but we have to because that’s where the problem is.” Q walked over and joined her at the window. “You need to get your head together.”

    Dani whirled around to Q. “Get my head together? I just watched the man I love die! He died in my arms!”

    “I know that. I saw the whole thing.” Dani calmed visibly, and Q spoke again. “You’re torturing yourself, Dani, dwelling on what might’ve been with Dukat. I know you loved him. But please believe me when I tell you that it wasn’t meant to be for you and him.”

    “Marac and I were so good together. The age, the species, the politics – none of that mattered. We were connected. How could we not be meant to be together?”

    “You really think your life would be better if Dukat were still alive?” Q asked.

    “How could it not be?” Dani replied. “We would probably be married by now. I’d be happy.”

    “I guess this is when the help session begins, then, Cousin,” Q said with snap of his fingers. In a flash of light, Dani’s bedroom in Indiana was replaced by the bedroom she’d shared with Dukat at his house.

  • Sweetest Sin – Chapter 9. Scratch

    When Dani materialized in the Enterprise’s transporter room, familiar faces awaited her. Captain Picard, Will Riker, Counselor Troi, Kathryn Janeway and Chakotay all watched on eagerly as Dani’s form solidified. She had hardly taken one step off the transporter pad when her parents engulfed her. It was as if they were in too much of a hurry to even take turns. Both of them embraced her at the same time.

    “Welcome home,” Chakotay said, a huge grin on his face.

    “You don’t know how relieved we are to have you back,” Kathryn beamed.

    “It’s good to be back, “Dani said, with a little smile. It was the truth. It was nice to be back in a place where the majority of the population didn’t hate you. She’d had two days to grieve for Dukat and look at the situation more objectively while being transported to Federation space. While she knew it would be a long while before she would be over Dukat, she was no longer in the state of shock she’d been in the night her life had changed – again.

    Dani looked from her parents to Captain Picard, Will and Deanna. “Captain,” she greeted.

    “Lieutenant,” Picard said. “I told you we would find a way to get you home.”

    “I know,” Dani said. She silently wished that they wouldn’t have been successful. Living among Cardassians hadn’t exactly been the highest point in her life, but she would gladly return if it meant she could have Dukat back. How ironic that the decision she had dreaded making months ago was now crystal clear. She looked up at Picard, trying her best to look happy, but feeling somehow that she was failing. “I never doubted that you or anyone else here would keep trying.”

    Picard smiled gently. “Welcome home, Lieutenant.”

    “Thank you, sir,” Dani said.

    Deanna had watched the interaction between Dani and her parents and now watched the exchange between the woman and the captain. What she found odd about the entire ordeal was that she didn’t pick up any sense of elation or joy from Dani. On the contrary, there was an overall sadness about the lieutenant that seemed out of place for someone who was returning home from captivity.

    Picard continued. “We’ll be on a course to Earth within the hour,” he informed Dani. “Starfleet wants to debrief you as soon as possible.”

    Dani nodded. She’d expected that. In fact, she’d been preparing for it and would continue to prepare for it until the Enterprise arrived at Earth.

    “Right now, I suspect that you want to see your quarters again,” Picard surmised.

    “Yes, sir,” Dani said.

    “Very well. I’ll let Will escort you.”

    Dani nodded and turned to her parents. “Let’s have dinner later on, okay?” she suggested.

    “Whatever you want to do,” Kathryn said.

    Dani smiled and turned to Will next. “After you,” he said, gesturing to the door. Dani led the way out of the transporter room.

    “How was your trip?” Will asked once they’d left the others.

    “It was fine – considering … ” Dani said. Her trip from Cardassia had been uneventful, even peaceful, providing her much time for reflection. The others on the little ship left her to herself in her little cabin, which was the way she’d wanted it.

    “Dani,” Will began, “what happened was not supposed to happen.” He felt the need to speak on the matter, even though he expected it would still be a touchy subject for her. “Killing Dukat was never part of the plan.” Will, along with Captain Picard and Admiral Necheyev, had received a report on what had transpired on Cardassia’s surface. Will, who had held a crucial role in the planning of the rescue attempt, had never called for Dukat’s murder. He knew that doing so would have crushed Dani. But somehow, it had happened anyway, and it was obvious, at least to him, that Dani was having a difficult time dealing with it. “You were supposed to leave Cardassia, but Dukat was supposed to be remain alive.”

    “Well, that isn’t the way it happened, is it?” Dani reminded him. She didn’t see the use in him telling her what should have happened. It wouldn’t make any difference. “Dukat’s dead, and there’s nothing anyone can do about it.”

    She and Will walked into a waiting turbolift. He hated that she was so upset. She wasn’t outwardly angry or sad, but inside was a different story. There was something in her voice and her eyes that was painfully melancholy. “Do you want to talk to someone about this? Deanna maybe?” he asked after giving the lift its command. The car began to move.

    “I think that would be a good idea,” Dani admitted. “There’s a lot I’m trying to cope with right now. I know that I can trust her.”

    The lift doors opened after a short ride. “I’ll have her meet you in your quarters at whatever time is convenient for you.”

    Dani nodded. She and Will walked to her quarters in silence. When they reached her door, Dani input the code, which she initially thought she’d forgotten. The doors slid open and she walked in, finding that the area was as she had left it. A little smile couldn’t help but come to her lips. The place was a mess.

    A little box sat in the middle of the floor. It was the only new addition to the room, but Dani knew exactly what it was. She quickly walked over to it and opened the grated door at its front. Sherlock scurried out to Dani and began to lick her face in his customary fashion.

    Will looked on, a surprised expression on his face. “Who’s this?” he asked.

    Dani looked up at him, smiling. “This is Sherlock. He was a gift.” She picked up the little dog and walked over to Will with it. “Sherlock, meet Will Riker. Will Riker – Sherlock.”

    “Very pleased to meet you,” Will said, delivering a nice scratch to the crown of the dog’s head. He looked at Dani. “I can’t wait ’til Data hears what you named him.”

    “Actually, I didn’t name it,” Dani revealed. “I think he already had the name when Dukat got it from the trader.” Dani bent down and the dog jumped from her arms onto the floor. When she stood upright again, she saw that Will seemed to be studying her, trying to assess her appearance. “What?”

    “How do you feel?” he asked.

    “What? You mean physically?”

    “Yeah.” It didn’t seem to Will that pregnancy was having that much of an effect on Dani’s physique. If he’d calculated correctly, she was supposed to be over three months along. Maybe Cardassian growth rates were different from humans.

    Dani looked at him oddly for a moment before it became clear to her why he was so concerned about her health. “Will, I’m not going to have a baby,” she told him regretfully. “I lost it a few weeks back.”

    “Oh, Dani. I’m so sorry. What happened?”

    “I don’t know.” She walked over and sat on the couch. “The doctor has been trying to pinpoint what the problem was, but he doesn’t really know, either.”

    “I’m sorry to hear that.” Will walked over and sat beside Dani. “You would have made a great mother.”

    Dani smiled unexpectedly. “You know, you saying that reminds me of that conversation we had about kids. Back before I left? I said that kids were a long way off into my future and that I didn’t want to pass on my messed up genes anyway.” She let out a little laugh. “It’s funny – who knew that that far off future would only be a few months away?” She looked at Will, her smile fading. “What are people saying about us? What all do they know?”

    “I haven’t made any kind of elaborate announcement, if that’s what you mean,” Will said. “I think everyone pretty much assumed that the plans for the wedding were on hold once the news about Starr broke. Then, after our meeting, I sent out a mass message to let everyone know officially that the wedding was off.”

    Dani nodded. “That’s good. I hate to think about what might have happened if thousands of people showed up for a wedding that wasn’t going to happen anymore.”

    Will chuckled. “You have to admit – it would be kind of funny, wouldn’t it? Kind of like the ultimate practical joke.”

    Dani laughed, too, an image of the whole scenario popping into her head. “Yeah.”

    The door chime interrupted them. “Come in,” Dani said. The doors slid open, and Deanna Troi walked in. Dani and Will stood.

    “I just came by to see how you were settling back in,” Deanna said with a smile.

    “Okay,” Dani said. She managed to return Deanna’s smile. “It’s a little strange. I feel like I’ve been gone for years, but it’s only been a couple of months. It’s nice being back.”

    “I thought you might like to talk,” Deanna said, testing the waters.

    Will took this as a cue for him to make his exit. “I’ll leave you two alone,” he said, beginning to make his way to the door.

    Dani called to him before he could leave, though. When he turned and looked at her, she said, “I’d really appreciate it if you would stay.”

    The request caught Will by surprise, and he glanced at Deanna briefly. “Okay. I’ll stay, if you want.”

    “I do, if you don’t mind,” Dani said.

    “You know I don’t.” He walked back over to the couch.

    Dani looked to Deanna. “Won’t you sit down?” She watched as the counselor sat in a chair next to the couch. “I’m sorry about the mess,” Dani said, sitting back down on the couch, Will also reclaiming his seat beside her. “I haven’t exactly gotten around to cleaning, yet. When I left, I was sort of in a hurry … “

    “It’s quite all right,” Deanna assured her. “Sometimes, a little disorder is a good thing.”

    “Don’t I know it?” Dani said. “It seems like every time my life seems to get a little order in it, something happens to disrupt it.”

    “Why don’t you tell me about that?” Deanna suggested.

    Dani looked at Will and then back at Deanna. Before she went any further, she had to make sure she knew the rules that were going to apply here. “Everything I tell you is confidential, right?” Dani asked. “You can’t go back and tell Captain Picard or Admiral Nechayev what I said?”

    “Everything that is said here stays here,” Deanna said. “I’m here to help you; not betray your trust.”

    Dani nodded. “Then there’s something you have to know before I tell you anything about what’s happened over the last three months.”

    “Okay. Go ahead.”

    Dani sighed deeply. “First of all, I feel like the biggest fraud in the universe,” she said.

    “A fraud? Why would you feel like that?”

    “Because what Hea Starr told you wasn’t exactly the truth about what happened,” Dani began to explain. “Well, it’s the truth as he saw it, but he didn’t see what he thought he saw. I didn’t choose to remain on Cardassia because I thought it would ensure his freedom; I stayed because I wanted to be with Dukat.” Her eyes looked up at the ceiling. She couldn’t believe she was actually volunteering this information. “I couldn’t pass up another opportunity to be with him, so I basically turned my back on everything I knew. But Starr saw me do it, and he must’ve thought … the point is, everyone thinks I’m this hero, but I’m not. I’m just a selfish deserter.”

    “Dani, it isn’t selfish to want to be with someone you love,” Deanna said.

    “I know, but duty was supposed to come first, over anything else, and I ignored that. I shouldn’t even be in Starfleet anymore. Do you know that what I did is grounds for a court-martial? People have been let go for a lot less.”

    “You can’t beat yourself up about that,” Deanna comforted. “You didn’t have any control over what Starr thought.”

    “I could correct it, though,” Dani said.

    Deanna realized what Dani was offering to do. She didn’t think it was a very wise course of action, considering that it would probably effectively end her Starfleet career. “If that’s what it takes for you to be happy with yourself, then that’s what you should do,” Deanna advised. “But you should only do it if it’s going to make you feel better about yourself. Don’t do it because you think other people will respect you for it.”

    Dani nodded. In all actuality, she had contemplated telling the truth about the nature of her purpose on Cardassia. But ultimately, she’d decided against it. What purpose would it serve now that everything was said and done?

    “I have something else I need to tell you,” Dani said. “It’s something that you probably need to know to counsel me effectively, I guess. I was pregnant … but I miscarried. The father was Dukat.”

    “Dani … ” Deanna trailed. The woman really had been through a lot.

    “No, wait. There’s one more thing I want to say before you say anything else,” Dani said. “I loved him. With every fiber of my being. But if it meant that he could be alive today, I would have never chosen to stay on Cardassia with him.” She choked up and had to stop for a moment. “Excuse me. I’m sorry,” she said, once she had regained her composure. “I’ve come to realize that the reason he is dead today is me. If I had never gone to Prime, there would have been no rescue attempt. And he’d be alive.”

    Xxx

    Jean-Luc Picard was standing at his replicator sipping on a fresh, steamy mug of Earl Gray tea when his ready room door chimed. “Come,” he beckoned. The doors slid open and his ship’s counselor sauntered in. “Counselor – what can I do for you?”

    “I’ve just had a meeting with Dani Janeway,” Deanna said.

    Picard walked from around his desk and settled into one of the chairs across the room. Deanna claimed the small sofa across from him. “How is she?” Picard inquired.

    “Not good,” Deanna admitted.

    “Oh, dear,” Picard said. He had suspected as much earlier when Janeway had first transported aboard. She’d seemed a little out of sorts for a person being reunited with her family. “What seems to be the problem?”

    “Dani is dealing with a lot of emotions at the moment,” Deanna said. She wanted to give the captain a good idea of what was going on with one of his officers, but at the same time, she didn’t want to reveal anything Dani had been adamant about keeping secret. “I can’t go into much detail, but she’s dealing with guilt, grief, loss. She’s trying to hold it together on the outside, but I’m afraid she won’t be able to keep it up much longer. If she doesn’t get some rest soon, there could be some serious emotional damage.”

    Picard leaned back in his seat and crossed his legs. He could order the counselor to tell him the cause of these feelings Janeway was having, but he knew Deanna wasn’t one to talk about her patients. He could only guess at what, or who, was at the root of these feelings, but he had more than an inkling about what was going on. “Counselor, have you ever heard of Stockholm syndrome?”

    Deanna thought for a minute. That name sounded familiar … then it came to her. “Yes, sir,” she said. “That’s a condition that hostages sometimes develop. They begin to identify with their captors. In extreme cases, the hostages no longer wish to be free and actually want to join the people who abducted them.”

    “That’s right,” Picard said. “Could that possibly be an explanation for Janeway’s condition?” He knew that wasn’t it. But it would offer ample explanation. Especially to Starfleet Command and Headquarters.

    Deanna’s eyebrows rose. It was an avenue she’d never considered … until now. “Yes, sir. I do believe that could explain why Dani has been taking Legate Dukat’s death so hard.”

    “I see … ” Picard said. “And what would be your recommendation on a course of action for Lt. Janeway?”

    “I recommend that she take a medical leave of absence. Immediately. She needs time to recover from this. It’s all been very traumatic for her. I would say she needs at least six months away from active duty, but I suspect it will take her much longer to get completely over this. There’s no guarantee that she will ever be completely over it.”

    “I hear that isn’t unusual for sufferers of Stockholm syndrome,” Picard commented.

    “Not at all, sir,” Deanna replied.

    “Well, then. Make out your report and include diagnosis and treatment suggestions,” Picard said. “I’ll send my recommendations along with yours. I’ll see to it that Lt. Janeway’s leave begins as soon after the debriefing as possible.” He stood, as did Deanna. “Dismissed.”

    Deanna nodded, wondering on the way out if this whole Stockholm business was just a coincidence or if the captain knew more than he’d let on.

    Picard walked back around to his desk. He’d hated that this had all turned out so bittersweet. They’d gotten their people back, but at what cost? The emotional well being of one of his officers? Damn that Nechayev for sending Janeway to Cardassia in the first place. She’d known what she was doing when she’d handed down that assignment. Anything to catch Janeway in the middle of something that would get her kicked out of the ‘Fleet. But Picard had something for the woman that he knew she would never have anticipated. A little-known, nearly forgotten condition that he’d happened to come across in some recent research. The funny part was that any doctor who examined Dani Janeway would probably come to the same ‘conclusion’ he and his ship’s counselor had come to, and there wouldn’t be a thing Nechayev could do about it. The miracles of medicine …

  • Sweetest Sin – Chapter 7. Reunion

    Dani’s eyes scanned the news report she had downloaded into the PADD. She sat comfortably on the sofa in the living room reading. She had learned from the mistake she had discovered nearly a month ago – always keep up with the news. She looked up when Dukat entered.

    “Hello,” she greeted with a smile.

    “Hi,” he said. He walked over and sat down beside Dani. After he kissed her, he asked, “How are you feeling?”

    “Fine,” she said. “How was your day?”

    “Enlightening. I’ve got some news for you.”

    “Me?” Dani sat up a little straighter in her seat. “What is it about?”

    “Some Starfleet representatives want to meet with you. In order to ensure your welfare.”

    “Do you know who?” Dani asked.

    “Yes. Captain Picard, Admiral Janeway, and Commander Riker.” Dukat watched all the color drain from Dani’s face. “What’s wrong? I thought you would be happy.”

    “I am,” Dani said, “but it’s just a little … weird.” What perfect timing, Dani thought acerbically. At least she wasn’t showing that much, yet, as she was only two months pregnant.

    “Now, don’t get worked up over it,” Dukat said. “If you don’t want to meet with them, I’ll come up with an excuse.”

    “No, I do. Believe me, I do. When?”

    “Will next week be too soon for you?” Dukat asked.

    “No,” Dani replied. “It’ll be perfect.” How could she not get worked up, nervous, anxious about this? It was easier said than done. She took a deep, calming breath. She had a whole week to prepare herself for this encounter. Would that be enough?

    Xxx

    Will Riker didn’t like the look of this place. He didn’t like it two months ago, when he was last there, and he certainly didn’t like it now. He looked at his two companions, Admiral Kathryn Janeway and Captain Jean- Luc Picard, and could tell that they didn’t like it either.

    All of them sat on one side of a rectangular table inside a visiting room at Plakar Labor Camp on Cardassia Prime. They were there to visit Dani.

    Will didn’t know why they were all meeting at the camp. He along with both the admiral and the captain knew that Dani wasn’t living at the camp. She probably hadn’t set foot inside it since that day when she’d made that fateful decision, the day when she’d chosen Dukat over him.

    The three of them, Picard, Riker, and Janeway, had been waiting in the uncomfortably warm room for almost an hour when the large double doors on the other side of the room slowly swung open toward them. Two armed guards entered, first.

    And then, there she was. The three Starfleet officers stood as Dani Janeway walked toward them with a guard who appeared to be unarmed at her side.

    When she’d crossed half the distance to the table, Dani stopped walking and looked at Rowat. He nodded and remained where he was as Dani began walking again. She sat in the chair opposite Riker, Picard, and her mother, who all reclaimed their seats once she was seated.

    Dani smiled at them, though she didn’t really know what to say. “Hi,” she said.

    Riker, Picard, and Janeway looked at each other, not certain of what to say either. Janeway spoke first. “Hello, Dani,” she began. “How are you doing?”

    “I’m fine,” Dani replied. “Really.”

    “How has Legate Dukat been treating you?” Picard asked instinctively. Despite the passage of time, his experiences as a prisoner of the Cardassians was still a clear memory. He had no illusions as to what they were capable of.

    “They’ve treated me very well here,” was Dani’s reply. She almost wanted to say she was happy but didn’t, thinking better of it.

    “I’m glad to hear that,” Will said. His eyes fell to her left hand, and he saw that she no longer wore his engagement ring.

    Dani followed Will’s gaze to her hand and realized what must be going through his head. She self-consciously clasped her hands together.

    “Where are you staying?” Will asked.

    “I can’t tell you that,” Dani said apologetically. She saw the three officers across from her look at each other, alarmed. “It isn’t as if he would ever hurt me. He would never dream of it. In fact, he takes a number of precautions to ensure my safety. It’s just … it’s really for the best if I don’t tell you.” Dani realized that they probably didn’t know how difficult it was for her to tell them that.

    “Dani,” Picard spoke up, “we just want you to know that we are doing everything in our power to negotiate for and secure your release.”

    Dani looked at the captain. Release? But … she didn’t want to leave. “I appreciate that, Captain,” she said.

    The captain continued. “We all realize the sacrifice you made for the ambassador’s welfare, but Ambassador Starr is now safe and at a secure location. The Federation and Starfleet are eternally grateful for what you’ve done, Dani. Offering yourself to the Cardassians as a trade-off … I must say, that was a stroke of brilliance.”

    “You can expect a warm reception when you return,” Kathryn said.

    Right now, Dani felt like the biggest fraud in the universe. She was in this situation for purely selfish reasons, and people were making a hero out of her for it.

    “Dani, we’re working on a way to get you out,” Picard said. “We’re exploring every possible avenue. We’re going to get you back to Federation space.”

    Dani stared at him blankly. “Thank you for your efforts,” she said. That was all she had to say on the subject. It was all she could say while remaining honest. She shifted gears and went on to something safer. She looked at her mother. “How is everyone? How’s Dad?”

    “Your father’s fine,” Kathryn said. “He’s worried about you, of course, but now that I can tell him you’re fine, I’m sure that will make him feel a little better.”

    “I’m glad,” Dani said. “Send him my love, okay?”

    “Of course,” Kathryn agreed.

    Dani nodded and slowly stood. “I guess we’re finished then?”

    Janeway, Riker, and Picard stood, all obviously surprised by the brief nature of encounter. Cardassian officials had told them they wouldn’t have very long with Dani, but Picard wondered if five minutes had even passed since Dani first entered the room. He wondered if Dani had been given special instructions to keep their meeting brief, possibly to prevent certain things from being discussed, he surmised. “Yes,” Picard said. “I suppose we are.”

    Dani walked around the table to her mother. “Chin up,” Kathryn told her daughter. “We’ll have you out of here in no time.”

    Dani managed a weak smile as she hugged her mother. The two parted, and Dani looked to Captain Picard next. She shook his hand, and then looked from her to his first officer.

    “We’ll be outside,” Kathryn told Will and Dani.

    Dani looked at her mother and started to tell her that the time alone with Will wasn’t necessary, but the admiral and the captain were already heading for the double doors. Dani turned back to Will. Maybe they did need some time alone. Completely alone. She looked back at Rowat. He nodded and left the room, taking the two guards at the door with him. Dani turned back to Will. She sat down in one of the nearby chairs.

    “How are you doing?” Will asked. “Really.”

    “I’m doing very well,” Dani replied. “Really.”

    “And Dukat?”

    “He’s good. He treats me very well.”

    “What happened to your ring?” Will asked.

    Dani looked down at her bare fingers. “I didn’t see any reason to keep wearing it,” she said honestly. “I didn’t … I thought my life in Starfleet was over.”

    “The ambassador made sure that wasn’t the case,” Will commented.

    “I know.”

    Will sat on the table. “Dani, I don’t really know what to say.”

    “You and me both.” Dani stood, turning her back to Will and taking a few steps away from him. “I don’t exactly know where this leaves us, Will.”

    “You would be better-suited than I am to address that. You’re the one holding all the cards.” Will stood and walked over to her. “What do you want to do?”

    Dani shook her head and turned to face him, finally. “I don’t think it would be very fair to you.”

    “You don’t think what would be fair to me?”

    “It wouldn’t be fair to you if we tried to continue with our relationship,” Dani said. She reached into her pocket and pulled out the piece of jewelry that had been her engagement ring. She turned around, picked up Will’s hand, and placed the ring in it.

    “I lose, then, Imzadi,” Will said looking at the ring.

    Dani couldn’t take it anymore. She couldn’t bear to hear Will call her that even one more time. She had hated it from the moment he started it. It was time to set the record straight. “I can’t do it, Will. I’m not your imzadi. But I think you know that already.”

    Will nodded. He knew. That didn’t mean he hadn’t wanted it to be true. “Deanna … ” Will trailed.

    “Will, you two have a connection,” Dani told him. “We have one, too, but it isn’t like the one you share with her. It’s different, and you know it. What are you doing with me?”

    Will knew she was right. Admitting to himself that she was right was difficult. He’d wanted to make their relationship work, but what he should’ve been concentrating on all this time was Deanna. It had taken Dani being away from him to realize that.

    “Besides, there’s something else I want to tell you,” Dani said. She walked over and sat down again. “I don’t really know how I should say it, though. It’s going to be quite a shock for you.”

    Will sat down in a seat next to Dani’s. “Just say it. Whatever it is. What do you need to tell me?”

    Dani took a deep breath. Why was she doing this? She couldn’t answer that question; she just couldn’t keep it a secret from everyone. She already felt bad about not telling her mother. Someone should know. “Will, I’m pregnant.”

    The first question that sprang into Will’s head was ‘Who’s the father?’ Dani answered the question before he could ask it.

    “It’s Dukat’s,” she said.

    Will’s heart sank. He had hoped that maybe it was his, possibly conceived before this whole mess had started. But he’d also known that the chances of that were slim to none. “How far along are you?” he asked.

    “About two months,” Dani said. “Will, please don’t tell anyone about this. I want to do it when I’m ready. That’s why I didn’t tell my mother today.”

    “You know I won’t say anything unless you want me to,” Will said. “Does Dukat know?”

    “He does.”

    “How did he take the news?” He figured the last thing Dukat needed was another half-Cardassian child. Will knew it would probably wreak havoc in the man’s professional life.

    “He’s elated,” Dani said with a smile.

    Will’s eyebrows rose at the statement. ‘Elated’ hadn’t exactly been the word that he’d expected to hear. So, that was it then. Dani and Dukat were just going to be one, big, happy family. “Is it safe to say that you don’t want to leave here, then?”

    “I can’t answer that. I don’t know. It’s like…” she sighed. “I do because I want to come home, but I don’t because this has kind of become my home. It isn’t as easy as simply saying that I want to stay or go. Does that make any sense?”

    “Surprisingly it does,” Will said. He stood. “I’m glad you’re okay.”

    Dani stood. “I’m glad you can understand my situation, and I want to thank you. For everything.”

    Will pulled her to him in an embrace. “Good luck, Dani.”

    “You, too.” They parted, and Dani watched him walk away from her and out the double doors across the room.

    Xxx

    “Danielle!” Dukat called out. “I’m home!”

    “I’m in the kitchen!” Dukat heard her call out. He walked across the living room to the kitchen entrance. Dani was standing at the counter sipping something out of a mug. The aroma was too faint for Dukat to put a finger on exactly what it was.

    “Hello,” he said, stepping into the kitchen.

    Dani watched him stroll into the room with a confident smile. She grinned when he bent down to kiss her. “How was your day?”

    “Delightful,” Dukat replied.

    Dani offered her mug to him. “You wanna try some?”

    Dukat looked at her, unsure about the substance. “What is it?”

    “Raktijino,” Dani replied.

    “Ugh!” Dukat scoffed. “Why are you drinking that awful Klingon excuse for coffee?”

    “Because it’s good. You should try it some time.” Dani took another sip of the drink.

    “No, thank you. I think I’ll stick with my tea.” He watched her drink from the mug again. “Will that concoction have any effect on our child?”

    “Well, usually the caffeine would be an issue, but this is decaf,” Dani explained. “The only effect I could foresee is eventually having someone else around here who likes raktijino.”

    “Wonderful,” Dukat deadpanned. “I have a surprise for you.”

    “What kind of surprise?”

    “A good one.” Dukat relieved Dani of her mug and placed it on the countertop. He took her hand and led her into the living room. “Wait here,” he instructed.

    “Okay … ” Dani said. She watched Dukat walk out the front door. After a few moments, the doors slid open, but it wasn’t Dukat who entered the house. Instead, a small brown and white puppy with floppy ears sprinted into the house. Dani smiled and crouched down to meet the puppy, which ran right to her and immediately proceeded to lick her face excitedly. Dani looked up at Dukat, who was standing near the front door. “What is this?” she asked him?

    “He’s for you,” Dukat said. “He’s the surprise.”

    “Oh, Marac … ” Dani looked down at the dog, stroking his shiny coat. “He’s adorable.”

    Dukat walked over and crouched beside Dani. “His name is Sherlock,” he informed her. “He’s already been house broken, and is here purely for your comfort and enjoyment.”

    Dani gazed down at her new furry companion. “Sherlock … “

    Xxx

    Three days later, Dukat regretted ever having laid eyes on Sherlock. He sat on his bed, looking down with dismay at the mangled boot in his hands. It was the third one in two days. That dog was supposed to be housebroken. When the trader had told him it was, Dukat had naturally assumed that included knowing the difference between a chew toy and a shoe. That’s what he got for doing business with a Ferengi.

    Dukat huffed with frustration. He would have to replicate a replacement shoe. He hated wearing replicated clothing. They were so inferior to handmade goods.

    Dani walked into the bedroom and stopped short when she saw the gnarled shoe in Dukat’s hand. “Another one?” she asked.

    “I don’t know what is wrong with that dog,” Dukat fumed.

    “He’s probably just getting used to his new surroundings,” Dani defended.

    Dukat stood and walked over to the recycler. He tossed the remains of the shoe into the little cubby hole and punched in some commands on the console. The shoe disappeared as its particles were broken down and reintegrated into the system’s resources.

    Dani walked slowly over to Dukat. “If he’s so much trouble, which he seems to be for you, we can always get rid of him,” she offered. “We could put him up for adoption or trade …it wouldn’t be that big of a deal. I haven’t gotten that attached to him anyway.” Dani could see how much trouble Sherlock was for Dukat and even though she had fallen helplessly in love with the dog, she would be willing to get rid of it, unfortunately, if it meant she wouldn’t have to endure anymore of Dukat’s rumblings about him. Almost from the moment the dog had entered the house, he’d been a source of irritation for Dukat.

    Dukat knew Dani’s proclamation was a lie. Over the past three days, Dani had nearly been inseparable from that dog. She’d be crushed if he told her they had to get rid of it. “No, no,” Dukat said. “I suppose I’m just being a bit of a grouch. He isn’t going anywhere. He’s your dog, now. He makes you happy, so obviously he has to stay.”

    Dani smiled and delivered a kiss to Dukat’s mouth. “Rowat and I will go into the city today and pick up some more shoes for you,” she told him.

    “Thank you, my dear,” Dukat said. Dani walked out of the bedroom, and he turned grudgingly to the replicator and input specifications for a new pair of shoes, size eleven.

  • Sweetest Sin – Chapter 4. Ex Factor

    Dani slipped on her sneakers and proceeded to stretch her muscles. She had been on Prime for three weeks, now, and had been sitting around the house for far too long. She’d taken to reading novels and had already worked her way through ten. She was just itching to get some kind of exercise.

    When she made it downstairs, Rowat was already there. She didn’t usually see him this early in the day. His quarters were located in the house, but he usually didn’t come down until after Dukat had left.

    “Goodmorning, Rowat,” Dani greeted cordially. “You’re down early, aren’t you?”

    “Only a little,” Rowat replied dryly. He noted Dani’s attire and took on a look of surprise. Running shoes and athletic attire? It wasn’t what she usually wore to breakfast. “Are you going somewhere?” he asked.

    “After breakfast, I’m going for a little run,” Dani told him matter-of-factly.

    “I’m sorry. I can’t allow you to do that,” was Rowat’s reply.

    “Why not?”

    “It’s too dangerous.”

    “That’s what I have you for.” Dani tried to side step him, but he blocked her path. She sighed, annoyed, and stood there, her arms crossed.

    “Good morning,” Dukat’s voice rang out. Dani turned to see Dukat walking out of his office, a PADD in his hand. He noted the dismayed looks on Dani’s and Rowat’s faces. “What seems to be the problem here?”

    “She wants to go running,” Rowat complained.

    “Well, then you’d better make sure you’re all stretched and warmed up,” Dukat said.

    Rowat looked quizzically at Dukat. “What?” he asked.

    “I wouldn’t want you to pull a muscle,” Dukat said, as if that would clarify everything.

    Apparently for Rowat, it didn’t. “I don’t understand.”

    “While you’re running. I wouldn’t want you to injure yourself,” Dukat said slowly, as if he were speaking to a child. He smiled. “She’s fast. Be sure to keep up with her.” He offered one final smile before walking off toward the kitchen.

    Rowat looked at Dani, a scowl on his gray face. “I’ll be ready to go in 15 minutes,” she gloated. She smiled sweetly, mocking him, and followed Dukat into the kitchen.

    “If Rowat doesn’t keep up with you, be sure to tell me,” Dukat said, as Melba placed a light breakfast in front of him. He plucked his neatly folded napkin from the table.

    As Dani’s own breakfast was placed before her, she asked Dukat, “You don’t have a problem with me going for a run, do you?”

    “No, of course not, my love,” Dukat said. “In fact, I’m quite pleased to see that you’re doing something you enjoy. I want to see you happy.” He smiled at her.

    “You don’t think there’s any real danger, do you?”

    “Oh, of course not. As long as Rowat stays with you, you should be fine.” He watched Dani nod, albeit with some apparent degree of uncertainty. “Don’t worry yourself with this. Go, and have fun. I only wish I could join you.”

    “Maybe soon,” Dani said optimistically. She gave him a smile of her own.

    “We’ll see,” he said. “What time do you think you’ll be ready to go tonight?” he asked, moving on to the next subject, which was the formal ball he and Dani were to attend that night.

    “Whatever time you need me to be,” Dani replied. She shifted uncomfortably in her chair. “Do you really think this is such a good idea? I mean, dinner is one thing, but this? I don’t even like formal engagements in the Federation. I know this one is going to be much more trying than any of those.”

    Dukat reached across and covered Dani’s hand with his. “I know that venturing into another room full of Cardassians is probably the last thing you want to do, especially after what happened at the restaurant,” he began. “However, I would greatly appreciate it if you were at my side tonight.”

    “You know I will be,” Dani assured him with a weak smile. All she really wanted to do was stay in and enjoy a night alone with Dukat. But if he had to go to this state function, and he wanted her with him, she would be there.

    “Wonderful,” Dukat said. He pulled his napkin from his lap, placed it on the table, and rose. “I have to get going.” He leaned down and kissed Dani. “I’ll see you this evening.”

    “Okay.”

    “I love you,” he told her.

    “Love you, too.” She kissed him again before he left.

    xxx

    Dani felt like pure energy while she was running. She hadn’t exercised vigorously in weeks, and now that she was doing it, it felt like she was taking a long, deep breath. She felt like she could go on forever.

    Rowat, on the other hand, was having a harder time. He felt like he wouldn’t make it much longer. His breathing was getting ragged, and he was falling behind Dani.

    Finally, Dani slowed to a walk. Rowat was more than relieved. He felt like his lungs were about to burst. He didn’t know how long they had been running. It seemed like hours.

    “Twenty minutes,” Dani breathed. Her breathing was heavy but nowhere near the degree of Rowat’s.

    Rowat looked at the woman in disbelief. Twenty minutes?! he thought. That was all?

    Dani continued. “I guess that’s enough for today. We can do more tomorrow.”

    “Tomorrow?” Rowat rasped.

    “Wouldn’t want to wear myself out on the first day,” Dani said, walking past the hunched over, exhausted Cardassian.

    xxx

    All heads in the room turned to them when they entered. It was a large, grand room, and it was filled with people dressed impeccably in formal dresses, suits, and uniforms. Dani Janeway would never again complain about being stuck in a room full of admirals. That was a piece of cake compared to this.

    Dani and Dukat hesitated momentarily at the entrance. He turned to her, flashing a reassuring smile as he covered her hand with his. He knew she didn’t like this, but having her here was for the best. It was high time these people got used to seeing her around, because she was here to stay. There was no way he was going to let them railroad her into a reclusive existence. They glided gracefully into the room, arm-in-arm.

    As the couple made their way across the room, they left a wake in the crowd, as a boat does in water. Dukat waved and nodded at various individuals as they walked. Where they were going, Dani had no idea. She wasn’t exactly the tallest person around, so she couldn’t see over the scores of people who lined their path and stared while they passed by. After a few more moments of walking, though, Dani could see a long, table seemingly elevated and looming at the front of the room. She looked up at Dukat, questioningly.

    “Let me guess – that’s our table,” Dani surmised.

    “You are correct,” Dukat replied. “We’re supposed to mingle with the other guests until Damar arrives. Then we can all take our seats.”

    Dani nodded. Damar had been the leader of Cardassia since the Dominion War ended, which was about eight years ago. Dani wondered what it was like for Dukat, having to serve under a man who had once been his subordinate. From what Dani had learned, Cardassia had suffered under Damar’s leadership. His intentions had been good, but a society couldn’t be run on intentions. In nearly a decade, Cardassia hadn’t yet completely recovered from the war. Terrorist cells lurked in both the colonies and the anonymity of the large cities, attacking sporadically. And the economy was a mess. The treaty with the Federation was a small step, and it could be a while before any significant gain from the alliance would be visible. Cardassia needed solutions now. In the meantime, the general attitude toward the Federation remained resentful. People on Cardassia didn’t like the idea of asking for help from the Federation and outwardly scoffed at the idea of one day becoming a member planet.

    “So, who else sits at the table?” Dani asked Dukat.

    “Damar, of course,” Dukat began. “And Reyal. I’ve told you about him.” Dani nodded, and Dukat continued. “Then there are a few other legates and guls. When we have guests of the state, they usually sit with us.” Dukat’s eyes roamed the room before focusing in on a group of men a few feet away. “There’s most of our group, now,” he said, pointing out the group. He led Dani over to the group.

    “Gentlemen, allow me to introduce my guest, Lt. Danielle Janeway,” he said. “Danielle, these are our table companions.” He pointed to each one as he introduced them. “Legate Reyal, prefect of Prime’s Eastern Hemisphere, Legate Maroll, and Guls Evek and Madred.”

    “How do you do?” Dani greeted. This was her first time meeting all of them in person, but she already knew the names Evek and Madred.

    “I’ve been reviewing your service record, Lieutenant,” Evek said. “You served under Picard.”

    “That’s right,” Dani replied. “In fact, I was onboard a few times when you visited the Enterprise.”

    “Really? The last time my ship encountered the Enterprise was years ago. You don’t look old enough to have been an officer then.”

    “I wasn’t. I was a little girl then.”

    “Well, you certainly are a woman now,” Reyal said, admiring Dani with a smile. Dukat regarded his colleague with great annoyance. Who the hell did he think he was? Then again, only a few short weeks ago, Dukat had tried to convince the man that Dani Janeway was little more than a housekeeper. Dukat had to admit, he had left himself exposed on this one.

    Dani turned to Reyal. She would’ve gotten mad, but Dukat had told her that Reyal was generally a good person. He was only serious when there wasn’t any other option. He was a few years younger than Dukat and only two or three inches shorter. He was handsome with a sort of boyish charm. Actually, Reyal reminded Dani of Will a little. “Very good,” Dani said, responding to Reyal’s statement with mock praise. “You’re very observant.”

    Reyal smoothly took Dani’s hand. “Lieutenant, allow me to formally welcome you to Cardassia and our little party,” he said. He lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it before speaking again. “And might I add that you look absolutely lovely tonight. That dress … ” Reyal’s gray eyes roamed the length of Dani’s body, clad in long, scarlet gown that clung and hugged in all the right places. “Red really is your color.” Reyal couldn’t have cared less about the color. It could have been the ugliest shade of pink; it wouldn’t matter. The view would still be the same. He looked over at Dukat, who didn’t look at all amused. What reason did he have to be upset, though? After all, he was helping convince everyone that there was nothing going on between Dukat and his ‘guest’, Reyal thought with an silent laugh.

    Reyal turned back to Dani. “I hope that we can get to know each other better and that your time here on Prime is well spent,” he told her, letting go of her hand.

    Dani wanted to break into a laugh, but she held it back. Reyal was just being nice. Maybe a little too nice, but it was a welcome change from all the hostility Dani was becoming used to encountering on this planet. “Well, Legate Reyal -“

    “Please – call me Dorien,” Reyal requested.

    “Dorien,” Dani acquiesced. “I thank you for the very warm welcome.”

    “Reyal is a very cordial person,” Dukat said, finding the perfect opportunity to finally jump in. He looked at Reyal. “Sometimes he goes a little overboard.”

    Madred spoke up. “I would also like to welcome Lt. Janeway to Cardassia,” he said.

    Dani looked up at Madred. She remembered his name vividly. How could she ever forget? The man who had personally interrogated and tortured Captain Picard during his captivity on Cardassia. He was the reason Will hadn’t wanted Dani on their mission to Cardassia.

    Madred peered down at her. “And also, send your captain my regards – when you see him again, that is,” he said. “We’re old friends.”

    “I know,” Dani said coldly.

    Madred grinned a little, satisfied that he had gotten underneath Janeway’s skin. It was regrettable that he had never actually gotten the chance to interrogate her. He imagined that the procedure probably would have been interesting.

    “Ladies and gentlemen, Legate Damar,” a male voice announced. All heads turned to the room’s entrance. Damar walked in, a beautiful young Cardassian woman on his arm. Her dress was intensely elaborate and complicated, and her hair did it all justice.

    Dani leaned in close to Dukat and whispered, “I didn’t know Damar was married.”

    “He isn’t,” Dukat whispered back. “She’s temporary.”

    “Oh,” Dani mouthed, nodding.

    It didn’t take Damar long to make his way over to the group. “Good evening gentlemen,” he greeted cheerfully. He noted Dani’s presence and added, “And lady. This must be the guest I’ve been hearing so much about.”

    “Yes,” Dukat said. “Damar, this is Lt. Danielle Janeway. Danielle, this is Legate Damar – our leader.”

    Dani could see the sarcasm behind Dukat’s eyes even though it didn’t come through in his voice.

    “A pleasure, sir,” Dani said politely.

    “Likewise,” Damar said. He turned to the rest of his companions. “Shall we take our seats?”

    Everyone began to follow Damar to the table. Dukat hung back a little with Reyal. He spoke quietly to the other man so that only the two of them could hear. “Laying it on a little thick, aren’t we?” Dukat asked Reyal.

    “I haven’t the slightest idea what you’re referring to,” Reyal said innocently. Then with mock realization, “Oh, do you mean Lt. Janeway?”

    “Yes, I mean Lt. Janeway,” Dukat said pointedly.

    “Dukat, you’re lucky to have such a beautiful woman working in your house,” Reyal said. He looked at Dani, who turned around and looked at Dukat, probably wondering why he wasn’t behind her.

    “Okay, you’ve made your point.” Dukat took his eyes off Reyal momentarily to cast a reassuring look to Dani. Then he turned back to Reyal. “But I’d appreciate it if you’d quit making passes at my guest,” he said before walking off to join Dani.

    Damar sat in the seat at the center of the table, with Reyal and Dukat on either side of him. Dani was beside Dukat. Beside Dani was Evek and then his wife. Maroll and his wife were beside Reyal. Madred was at the end. Without delay, a unit of servers began to bring out the food and kanaar for the table.

    Dukat turned to Dani. “I apologize for Reyal’s behavior,” he said. “He was trying to prove a point.”

    “Really? I could’ve sworn he was just trying to help you out,” Dani said, taking a sip from the glass of kanaar that had just been poured for her.

    “How so?”

    “By illustrating the fact that you and I aren’t a couple,” Dani explained. “No man in his right mind would just stand by while another man made blatant come-ons to his girlfriend.” She smiled behind her glass.

    “You enjoyed it, didn’t you?” Dukat questioned.

    Dani placed her glass back on the table. “Maybe I was a little flattered,” she admitted. A smile was on her face, but there was hysterical laughter in her eyes. Dukat realized that she was teasing him. He took a sip of his drink and returned her smile.

    “I’m going to the little girl’s room,” Dani told him. “The restroom,” she clarified upon seeing the questioning look on Dukat’s face.

    “Do you want me to go with you,” Dukat asked.

    “I didn’t think you were that type,” Dani quipped before standing.

    Dukat watched her walk away, a lopsided grin on his face. The woman had no shame.

    “Dukat, are you attempting to bring back the tradition of comfort women?” Maroll asked with a mischievous grin.

    “Yes, Dukat – what’s the truth behind Janeway?” Evek inquired.

    “Gentlemen, I know that I am not the only one at this table who’s ever borrowed from the prison population to take care of household labor issues,” Dukat said. He took an innocent sip from his glass of kanaar.

    Maroll, a rotund, older man with graying hair, chuckled. “Come now. Surely, you don’t expect us to believe that you have a girl like that in your house for purely professional reasons?”

    Dukat kept up the act. “Why not?”

    Evek narrowed his eyes at Dukat. “Didn’t you have some kind of romantic liaison with this woman a little while back?”

    “No, Evek – I appeared to have a romantic relationship with Janeway.” Dukat rested his elbows on the arms of his chair and clasped his hands. He prayed to whatever gods could hear him that his story was believable. “Can’t you see? The relationship was a ploy to lure Janeway here,” he lied. “Gentlemen, you have to agree that with Janeway in our custody, we have an excellent bargaining chip with the Federation. Janeway will give us the opportunity to negotiate different terms for the treaty, terms that could possibly give us the upper hand in this deal. We have something they want, and we want something they could give us.”

    “That’s a good plan,” Evek commented.

    “Yes, it is,” Maroll admitted. “But I still find it difficult to believe that your relationship with Lt. Janeway hasn’t returned to its romantic roots. A man has needs, you know.” He turned and smiled knowingly at his wife, who returned his grin.

    “It’s all purely physical, I assure you,” Dukat said.

    “Does she know that?” Damar asked, entering the conversation for the first time.

    Dukat looked at Damar. “What purpose would that serve?” he asked.

    Xxx

    Dani walked out of the restroom and immediately wanted to run back in. Madred was there, and he was looking right at her. She wondered if he had coincidentally gotten up at the same time as she, but she doubted that was what had happened. It was more likely that he had followed her and waited.

    She began to walk but he immediately moved to block her path. “So, you know who I am, do you?” Madred confronted her.

    Dani looked up at him with an unwavering stare. “I’ve heard of you, yes,” she replied.

    “I’m sure you’ve heard all sorts of stories about the nasty things I did to your captain,” Madred said.

    Dani nodded defiantly. “I have.” She wasn’t going to let Madred intimidate her.

    “Well, let me tell you something,” Madred began, “Picard got what was coming to him because he violated the law. He was a criminal – just … like … you.”

    “Would you kindly step aside?” Dani requested. “I’d like to return to the table.” She tried to side step him, but he was quick in blocking her. He grabbed her by the arm.

    “Careful, dear,” Madred said. “If it weren’t for your boyfriend out there, you’d be in the same situation your good captain was in all those years ago.”

    Dani tried unsuccessfully to squirm out of his grip, but he was stronger than he looked. He moved closer to her, and all of a sudden, she wasn’t sure what he was going to do next. She was revolted when he traced his finger along her collarbone and down her chest. With strength that was rooted in her anger, Dani snatched her arm away from Madred. A guard stepped up seemingly from no where, and Dani wondered where the hell he had been two minutes ago.

    “Would you like me to escort you back to your seat, ma’am?” he offered.

    “No,” Dani said, looking from Madred to the guard. “I’ll be fine.” She finally stepped past Madred.

    Xxx

    Dukat nodded to the server who refilled his kanaar glass. When she moved away, he took a small sip of the liquid and looked over the vast room, wondering what was keeping Dani. She should have returned by now. When his eyes reached the room’s entrance, the expression on his face fell. Dani was returning, but Madred was with her. What was he doing? Dukat hadn’t even seen the man get up from the table. The man was an efficient and effective interrogator, which was exactly why Dukat didn’t want him anywhere near Dani. Dukat’s eyes never left Dani as she made her way back to the table.

    “What happened?” he whispered to her as she took her seat.

    “Nothing,” Dani replied quietly.

    “You look troubled,” Dukat observed. “What did he say to you?”

    “Nothing. We just had a little talk. That’s all.”

    Dukat looked down at the end of the table where Madred was seated. Madred smiled sweetly at him and Dani. Dukat turned back to Dani. “Why don’t we discuss this when we get home?” he suggested.

    “There’s nothing to discuss. Can we just leave it alone?”

    Dukat was a little taken aback, but Dani obviously didn’t want to talk about, so he would let it go. He still wanted to know what Madred had said to her, though. It looked like he would have to find that out on his own. Underneath the table, behind the cover of the silk tablecloth, Dukat took Dani’s hand. He looked at her and offered a gentle smile. She did her best to smile back.

    Dani was glad that Dukat was content with letting the matter drop. She didn’t want to dwell on it anymore about it than she had to, because Madred was right. If it hadn’t been for Dukat, Dani would have ended up in front of Madred’s desk, just like Captain Picard had. And gods only knew how what would have happened to her then.

    She sighed. It was an unsettling thought. Dani looked at Dukat. Was he really all that was standing between her and a tortuous, imprisoned fate? No wonder everyone here hated her. In their eyes, she was just a no-good criminal who had gotten off.

    Xxx

    The next day was a lazy Saturday. Rowat had the day off, and Dukat and Dani had spent the day at home. They had hoped to spend a relaxing day together without having to deal with life’s little annoyances, which is why when the doorbell rang, neither of them worried about it because they were certain that Melba or one of the other house workers would take care of it and send whoever was at the door on their merry way.

    At least, that’s the way it should have happened. When Dani, on the sofa with Dukat in the living room, heard talking in the entrance foyer, she wasn’t sure things were going to go exactly as planned. Soon, Melba appeared in the living room doorway. “Sir, you have a visitor,” she said.

    “I’m not seeing anyone today, Melba,” Dukat dismissed. “You know that.” He never even looked up from the book he and Dani were sharing.

    “Won’t you make an exception for an old acquaintance?” It wasn’t Melba who had spoken. Both Dani and Dukat looked to the doorway. A middle-aged Cardassian woman slid past the maid and glided into the room as if she owned the place. Dani had no clue who the woman was, but it was evident by the look of utter shock on Dukat’s face that he knew the identity of the woman. He sat up straight, closing the book.

    “Sarai … ” he said, coming to his feet. Following suit, Dani uncurled her legs and planted them on the floor, standing.

    “It’s been a long time,” Sarai Lataan said, slowly approaching Dukat. She had a sly smile on her face.

    Dukat was less amused. “That it has,” he said. “What are you doing here, Sarai?”

    “My, how you’ve changed. You didn’t used to be so frank.”

    Not wanting to change the subject at all, Dukat persisted. “Why are you here, and what do you want?”

    “Can’t a wife come and visit her husband if she so wishes?”

    Dukat turned to Dani. “Could you give us a few moments?”

    Dani glanced at Sarai before nodding reluctantly. “Sure.” She grinned up at Dukat before she walked out of the living room, leaving Dukat and Sarai alone.

    Once Dukat was certain that Dani was out of earshot, he turned angrily back to Sarai. “How dare you march into my house in this manner!” he scolded.

    Sarai looked exaggeratedly taken aback. “Is that anyway to greet your wife?”

    “My wife?”

    “Oh, darling, I’ve missed you so much over these past few years.” Sarai proceeded to throw her arms around Dukat.

    Dukat, very confused and equally angered, promptly disentangled himself from her and took an instinctive step back. “Sarai, what is going on?” he asked her.

    Sarai laughed and regarded him as if he should already know. “Why, Marac … you always were adorable when you tried to play dumb.” She moved to close the gap between them, but he put his hand up to stop her. For the first time during her visit, Sarai’s smile left her face. “Marac?”

    “This is all just a bit too convenient for my taste,” Dukat said. “You and everyone else in my life on Prime cut me loose when I brought Ziyal back to live with me.” He saw something within her flicker momentarily at the mention of Ziyal. “Now, after I’ve been back for a while, have my position, my status, I’m … worthy again?”

    “Now, Marac … don’t be so paranoid. I simply realized that people make mistakes, and they shouldn’t be condemned forever because of them. I want us to be able to look past the … bad times and get back to the relationship, to the life that we had before. Reconciliation, Marac.”

    Dukat almost couldn’t believe that the woman had the guile to actually be saying this. But she had been married to him. Perhaps she had learned it from him.

    “While your offer certainly is lucrative and quite tempting,” Dukat said, dripping with sarcasm, “I’m afraid I’m just going to have to decline.”

    “Decline?” Sarai sounded positively surprised.

    “Yes. I’m quite happy with my situation as it is now.”

    “Happy? How could you possibly be happy? Isolating yourself from your fellow Cardassians by fraternizing with a Terran, a Starfleet officer at that. Wouldn’t you much rather enjoy the pleasures a true Cardassian woman can provide.”

    “Ah, Cardassian pleasures … it’s regrettable that they’re only available when the situation at hand is overwhelmingly good.”

    “And what is that supposed to mean?”

    “It means that you left when things became a little too warm for your liking,” Dukat hissed. “You were my wife; you were supposed to be by my side, no matter what.”

    “As were you,” Sarai countered. “But as soon as I was out of site, I was out of mind, wasn’t I? It didn’t seem to take you too long to find comfort in the arms of Bajoran filth. How many were there, Marac? Ten? Fifteen?”

    “That is none of your concern,” Dukat said. He was quickly tiring of the conversation.

    “Okay. So, now I see you’ve moved on from Bajorans. You now prefer the company of Terrans, do you?”

    “Quite frankly, yes. Especially over you.”

    The pair were silent as Sarai let Dukat’s words sink in. Her expression softened, and she looked away from him, as what he said had the chance to take full effect. “What went wrong with us, Marac?”

    “Plenty of things,” Dukat replied. “Too many to name.”

    “Maybe we can make some of those wrongs right?” she said hopefully.

    “I’m afraid it’s much too late for that, my dear,” Dukat informed her. There had been a time when he would have jumped at the opportunity to patch things up with his former wife. He had once loved her very much, but she had cut all ties with him, even reverted to using her maiden name, when Ziyal’s existence became public. He didn’t blame her for being upset about his affairs. He understood that. But to refuse to continue to recognize him as the father of the seven children they shared … that was what had turned Dukat away from her. “We’re past any possible reconciliation, Sarai,” he said. “And I don’t think that’s a bad thing.”

    Sarai looked down at the floor. “I suppose you want to see the children,” she surmised.

    Dukat rolled his eyes. Most of their children were adults, and the ones that weren’t were in their teens. “I’ve already seen the children, Sarai,” he said. “They came to visit my first week in office, and I correspond with them on a regular basis.”

    Sarai looked at Dukat, shocked. The reaction brought a smile to his face. She didn’t have anymore cards to play.

    “Sarai, I think it would be best if you didn’t come back here again,” Dukat said.

    Sarai inclined her head slightly. “I think that’s a good idea.”

    Dukat nodded. “Yes, so you should probably leave now.”

    Sarai let out a laugh and shook her head. “So frank … it was good seeing you again, Marac.”

    “The feeling isn’t mutual,” Dukat deadpanned.

    A funny little grin appeared on Sarai’s face. “Goodbye, Marac.” She turned and left the living room. Dukat’s smile grew wider. After all these years, he’d finally succeeded in getting under her skin.