Author: Brandie

  • Sweetest Sin – Chapter 6. Surprises

    Dani woke up the next morning alone in her own room. That was the way she wanted it at the moment. She had replicated dinner and eaten alone before going to bed alone the night before. She woke up not feeling 100 percent like herself. Something felt different. It was probably knowing that there were people in the Federation who were still worried about her, who cared about her. They probably thought she was languishing as a laborer while she was actually on Cardassia living it up. It wasn’t a good feeling at all. She actually felt physically sick. She willed herself to a sitting position, though, hoping that her morning run would help her shake it off.

    After getting dressed, she ventured downstairs to the kitchen and was relieved when she saw that Dukat was absent from the breakfast table. She didn’t feel like seeing him. She didn’t know if she would ever feel like seeing him again. She sat down, and Melba placed her customary breakfast before her on the table. Dani picked up her fork. The meal looked delicious, and she poked at it and ate a few bites, but she didn’t really have an appetite. She did finish off her orange juice, at least.

    Rowat sat down across from her and wasted no time beginning his meal. He noticed that she wasn’t eating and regarded her a little peculiarly. “Is something wrong with your food?” he asked.

    “No,” Dani said. “It’s fine.”

    “Why aren’t you eating then?”

    Dani sighed. “I just don’t have much of an appetite, okay?” It came out more harshly than she’d intended.

    “Whatever you say, Lieutenant,” Rowat said. “Forgive me for prying.” He looked at her, studying her appearance. Her color looked a little different, paler, maybe. He wondered if she was feeling well. He knew that she and Dukat had had a falling out yesterday. That was probably the reason she was in such a sour mood. It was possible that her mood was affecting her appearance, as well. But if she insisted that everything was fine, everything was fine.

    “Are you ready?” Dani asked.

    “Yes. We can leave whenever you wish,” Rowat said.

    Xxx

    A bead of sweat rolled down Dani’s damp forehead and into her eye. The salty fluid burned, but she had to keep going. She blinked a few times, and the minor burning sensation subsided.

    Beside her, Rowat jogged seemingly effortlessly. He was a far cry from the person he’d been the first time they had run together. Back then, he’d been exhausted, bent over panting and gasping for air after only 20 minutes of running. Now, Dani watched him run with quick, confident strides. He had progressed nicely.

    Today, the situation was reversed. Dani was the one who was having problems. Her vigor was diminished, and her usual rhythm was off. She wasn’t running at the level at which she usually ran. She was more sluggish than usual. It was evident by the way Rowat continually pulled ahead while Dani visibly lagged behind.

    Rowat chalked Dani’s lack of energy up to the events of the previous day. He suspected that her mind just wasn’t on jogging or keeping up the pace. He slowed his pace so that she could more easily keep up. She surprised him by speaking.

    “You know, Rowat,” Dani said between breaths, “I never thanked you … for yesterday.”

    “What do you mean?” Rowat breathed.

    “You saved my life,” Dani reminded him.

    They jogged for a few moments with nothing but the sound of their breathing constantly breaking the silence. Then Rowat spoke again.

    “I was just doing … my job,” he said.

    “That’s all it was to you?” Dani asked. “Just your job?”

    “Yes, Lieutenant,” Rowat said in his usual formal tone. “It is.”

    Dani looked at Rowat unbelievingly. The man had nearly gotten his head shot off while trying to save her, and he’d reacted with little more than a blink. “You were only doing your job,” Dani repeated.

    Rowat nodded. “Yes.”

    Dani shook her head. “Forgive me if I have a little trouble seeing it that way.”

    “Lieutenant, I was just – “

    “I know – your job.” Dani’s lungs felt like they were going to burst. She found she could no longer keep up a jog, even at the slower pace Rowat had set by slowing down. She slowed to a walk, an unsteady one at that.

    Rowat unintentionally pulled ahead, but stopped and turned back to Dani. He walked back to where she was. “Lieutenant, are you all right?” he asked, panting.

    Dani leaned over, resting her hands on her knees for support. After a moment, she stood upright, swaying a little as she did so. “I’m fine,” she lied. “I must be a little more tired than I initially thought.” Everything was spinning, and she felt like she was going to throw up. Her heart was beating in her ears.

    “You don’t look fine,” Rowat said, his breathing slowing to normal, as his concern over Dani grew. “Come on; we’re going back to the house.”

    “No,” Dani objected. “Let’s finish.” She took a step and felt like she’d stepped off a cliff. The only thing that kept her from going over was Rowat, who caught her.

    “Oh, no you don’t,” he said, promptly picking her up. “You’re going back to the house. If I let anything happen to you, Dukat would have my head on a platter.”

    “You’re just on a roll this week, aren’t you?” Dani joked before the world went black, and she went limp in Rowat’s arms.

    Xxx

    Twenty minutes later, Rowat entered Dukat’s house with an unconscious Dani in his arms. “Melba!” Rowat called out. A few seconds later, the maid appeared in the foyer.

    “Yes?” she said. When she saw Rowat holding Dani, her jaw dropped. “Rowat! What happened?”

    Rowat headed for the stairs, Melba trailing him. “I don’t know,” he said. “She fainted during our run.” He reached the top of the stairs and made a beeline for Dukat’s bedroom. He gently laid Dani on Dukat’s bed. “Call Legate Dukat – and a doctor.” He stretched Dani’s legs out, removing her shoes and socks. Then he placed pillows under her head in an effort to make her as comfortable as possible.

    Xxx

    Dukat arrived within minutes. He entered the bedroom in a rush and immediately gravitated toward the bed, where Dani, now conscious, still lay. He sat on the bed, studying her. The paleness of her complexion was the first thing he noticed.

    Dani looked up at him. She still wanted to be mad at him, but he looked so scared, and she just didn’t have the energy right now. She felt better than she had earlier, but she was so tired. “You’re fast,” she said.

    “I had them beam me directly here,” Dukat replied.

    Dani gave a little nod and closed her eyes. She opened them again and looked back up at Dukat. He looked positively terrified. She reached up and stroked his face. He closed his eyes, reaching up and covering her outstretched hand with his, kissing her palm.

    “Danielle,” he said, “you’re going to have to quit scaring me like this. This is the second day in a row I’ve nearly had a heart attack. I don’t know how much more of this I can take.”

    “Sorry,” Dani said. “I’ll try to stretch the life-threatening emergencies out from now on.”

    “My love,” Dukat said, stroking her face, “what happened?”

    “Nothing,” Dani dismissed. “I just got a little dizzy. I probably just didn’t eat enough at breakfast.”

    Lurok, who had treated Dani’s cuts from the confrontation with the house workers, entered with a medical scanner already in hand. He didn’t waste any time being cordial and went straight to work scanning Dani. Dukat stood and watched him intently, taking note of every expression that played across the other man’s face: first, curiosity; then, determination; then surprise, although it didn’t seem, at least to Dukat, to be of the bad variety.

    “What is it?” he asked Lurok.

    “I think you might want to talk about this is in private,” Lurok suggested.

    One glance from Dukat conveyed an unspoken order to Rowat.

    “Okay, everyone, let’s move it along,” Rowat instructed, herding the guards and servants who had entered out of the room.

    Dukat turned back to the doctor once everyone was out and the door was shut. “Doctor, what’s wrong with her?”

    “She’s pregnant,” Lurok replied promptly.

    The world stopped for Dani when she heard the words. “Pregnant?” she repeated.

    “Yes,” the doctor nodded.

    “Pregnant?” Dukat asked.

    “By one month and five days,” Lurok elaborated. Dukat sat back down on the bed, at a complete loss for words.

    Xxx

    It was night now, and the doctor had long since left. It was actually quite late in the evening. The house was quiet and dark, the household at rest for the night.

    Dani padded down the steps of the carpeted, spiraling staircase on bare feet. Upon reaching the bottom step, she noticed a weak light that gently broke into the darkness of the house emanating from somewhere. She followed it and was led to the source – Dukat’s office.

    Dani stood, watching Dukat from the doorway for a time. He sat at his desk, his back turned to the soft white light that poured from his desk lamp, the only light that was on in the room. Dani couldn’t see his face, but she could tell by the positioning of his body that he was deep in thought. He leaned back into the chair, his head bent slightly forward and his elbows resting on the arms of the chair. His finger played around his lips absently, and despite the fact that he was gazing out the window behind his desk, Dani guessed that he wasn’t even paying attention to the view.

    Dani picked a moment and decided to enter the room. She walked up behind Dukat’s chair and gently laid a hand on his shoulder. His head snapped to one side, and he swiveled in his chair and looked up at Dani, concern clouding his features.

    “You should be in bed,” he said. “You shouldn’t be on your feet.”

    “I’m fine,” Dani said softly.

    Dukat glanced down and glimpsed Dani’s bare feet. “Danielle, you’re going to catch a cold. Look at you, walking around without anything on your feet.”

    Dani smiled at his unwarranted state of worry. Dukat gave up and let a small smile creep across his lips. He reached out and took Dani’s hand.

    “You should come to bed,” Dani suggested.

    “I will in a moment. I just have … a lot on my mind,” he confided.

    Dani stepped closer to Dukat’s chair. “Wanna talk about it?”

    Dukat regarded her for a moment, as if considering telling her what he was thinking about. But he ultimately decided against it. “It’s nothing I would want you to trouble yourself with, my dear.” He returned his gaze once again to the window. How could he possibly tell her it was she who was at the core of his thoughts, his dilemmas?

    When he looked at her again, he found her eyes on him. “It’s me, isn’t it?” she correctly guessed. Dukat didn’t say anything, but she continued. “It’s me. You’re worried about how this is going to affect your career, your life here.” There wasn’t the least bit of contempt or anger in her words. Just sadness. She was speaking of the unexpected turn events had taken, and she was right.

    Dani figured that he was holding back his thoughts because he didn’t want to hurt her feelings. “It okay,” she said. “I know how you must feel.” She lowered herself onto Dukat’s knee. “You’ve been given this chance of a lifetime, a second chance, at what you’ve always wanted, and here I am.” It was she who stared out the large window, now. She looked at Dukat. “I’m well aware of what happened to you when you brought Ziyal back here to live with you. I know, from experience, what Cardassian society is like. I know the prevailing attitudes toward outsiders. But with that said, I can’t get rid of something that is a part of me, Marac. I won’t.”

    Dukat had watched the weight of the situation manifest itself on Dani’s exotic features. He knew that she understood the situation completely, but there was no way he was going to have the mother of his child exhausting herself with worry over the matter.

    “Darling, there’s no way I could ever advocate anything so drastic,” Dukat assured her. “This child is a part of me, too.” He reached up and touched her face, attempting to soothe her worries. It was evident that this had been on her mind all day, as it had been on his. “There’s no need to trouble yourself with any of this,” he told her. “All you need to do is stay healthy for our child. I’ll handle the rest.” He wrapped his arms around her, and she leaned into him. “I’ll figure something out,” he repeated quietly into her ear. What that something would be, he had no idea.

  • Sweetest Sin – Chapter 5. Mall Madness

    “While I’m away today, why don’t you go into the city?” Dukat pulled on his uniform tunic and turned to Dani, who was sitting on the bed, wrapped in the covers. “You haven’t been out much since you’ve been here,” he said, walking over and sitting on the bed in front of Dani. “I know that being here this past month has been difficult for you.”

    “It isn’t all that difficult when I’m with you,” Dani cooed. She reached up and stroked Dukat’s face.

    Dukat took Dani’s hand. “I want you to enjoy yourself, have a good time. Don’t let these fools corner you into this house.”

    “I know,” Dani said. “I’ll try to go out and have some fun, but I was hoping to have some of that fun with you.”

    “I thought we had plenty of fun this morning,” Dukat said with a devilish grin. He moved in to kiss Dani, but she stopped him momentarily with a hand on his chest.

    “That wasn’t what I was talking about,” she told him.

    “You mean you don’t like it?” Dukat asked, mock skepticism playing in his voice.

    “I didn’t say that.”

    “That’s what I thought.” Dukat proceeded to peck at Dani’s neck and then her lips. “I know I’ve been busy lately, and I apologize.” The past few weeks had been a little full for him. Starfleet was still making steady attempts to negotiate for Dani’s release; Dani still didn’t know about it. It was lucky for him that she hadn’t seemed to have an interest in reading the news lately.

    But it wasn’t just the Federation Dukat was dealing with. He was also working on numerous other projects. “I promise you – I’ll take a few days off, and we’ll do whatever you wish.” He leaned forward and kissed her, which made her smile a little.

    Dukat rose and continued to get dressed. He spoke while examining his reflection in the full-length mirror that comprised the closet door. “You realize, of course, that I’ll be sending Rowat with you,” he said, commenting on Dani’s impending trip into the city.

    “Of course,” Dani said. She leaned back against the headboard. “I’m actually glad that you are.”

    “Oh?” Dukat questioned. He studied his reflection more closely, his eyes trained on his jet black hair. Was that a gray hair?

    Dani pulled her knees to her chest. “I’m not so sure people around here would take kindly to a Terran walking around freely,” she said.

    No gray hairs, yet, Dukat concluded. He smiled and looked at Dani in the mirror. “You know Cardassians well.” He wished she wouldn’t hide herself under the sheets.

    Dani smiled back at him. “Well, I am in love with one after all.”

    Dukat turned to Dani briefly on his way to the bathroom. “Get whatever you want while you’re out, my love,” he called to her. “Tell them to bill it to my account.” The light in the bathroom went out, and Dukat emerged. He walked over to the bed and sat in front of Dani once more. He took her hand into his and kissed it. “I want you to have a good time today.”

    “I’ll try,” Dani promised. She leaned forward and delivered a full, lengthy kiss on Dukat’s lips. He pulled her close, and she gently pushed him onto his back.

    “I just finished dressing,” Dukat protested mildly.

    “Getting undressed is the fun part of getting dressed,” Dani quipped. Sitting on top of him, she kissed him again.

    Dukat wanted more than anything to slip back between the sheets with Dani and make love to her all day long … but he had to get downtown. He gently pushed her away. “I should leave,” he said. “I don’t want to be late.”

    “Aren’t you one of the bosses?” Dani asked. She kissed him again, working her hands underneath his tunic, but he pushed her away again. She moaned and slouched, frustrated.

    “Darling, I can’t,” Dukat protested. “I really must go.” He would’ve kissed her again, but if he did it again, he wasn’t going to be able to get up from the bed and away from her. “I love you,” he added before getting to his feet. “I’ll see you at dinner tonight.” He stroked her disappointed face before walking to the door. He stopped short of walking out, though, and turned to look back at the Dani. Then he realized what a mistake that one action had been. The vixen had pulled the covers back from her nude body and now lay there innocently staring up at him with those big brown eyes. Now, he truly had no choice. He marched back over to the bed, climbed in, and kissed Dani. He knew he was thinking with the wrong head, but to hell with it anyway. Dani was right – he was one of the bosses. He could be late if he wanted to be.

    xxx

    A smile came to Dani’s face as memories of her morning with Dukat came to mind. She sat in a cushy leather seat, staring at the sights of the city through the tinted windows of one of Dukat’s personal ground transports. She sighed. Dukat had been like an animal that morning. So primal, powerful. It had been a far cry from the refined gentleman he presented himself to be in public. They’d tossed and rolled … the bed had been a mess when they were finished. It was almost too much for her to think about. A part of her felt like telling the transport operator to forgo the shopping trip and go to Dukat’s office. But no – it could wait until this evening.

    “Are you all right?” Rowat asked. Dani, pulled from her thoughts, looked from the window to Rowat. He eyed her curiously. “Your color has changed slightly. You’ve turned red.”

    “Oh,” Dani said. She hadn’t realized that just thinking about Dukat would have that big of an effect on her. “I’m fine. It’s … a bit warm in here.”

    Rowat nodded. He activated the comm link to the transport driver, who was separated from him and Dani by a transparent divider. “Lower the temperature a few degrees,” he instructed the driver.

    “Yes, sir,” the driver obliged. A few moments later, Dani felt a noticeable change in the temperature inside the vehicle. Rowat looked at her expectantly.

    “That’s much better,” Dani said. “Thank you.” She smiled a little and turned back to the window.

    The transport arrived in the retail district 10 minutes later. As Dani filed out of the vehicle with Rowat and two other guards, she secretly wished she had someone else to go shopping with besides three burly Cardassians. She was certain anyone would make better shopping companions that these three.

    The first shop Dani thought looked interesting, they stopped at. But before she could enter, Rowat had to ensure that the store was secure. That involved making sure no one was in the store except the store’s employees, checking all the back rooms for unlocked outside doors, and looking for any object that looked suspicious or out of place. All this, the guards had to do at each place Dani wanted to stop at.

    “It’s all clear,” one of the guards reported.

    Rowat nodded and turned to Dani, who was waiting impatiently. “All this is a little excessive, don’t you think?” she asked.

    “Just following orders,” Rowat informed her. “Legate Dukat gave explicit orders that each establishment was to be completely secure before you entered.” He gestured to the door, indicating that she should enter, which she did.

    When Dani walked in, she immediately wished she hadn’t. The racks and shelves were filled with clothing that she wouldn’t want to be caught dead wearing.

    “Oh, gods,” Dani muttered. There was no way she would ever want to wear any of the clothes in this store. They were all flamboyantly colored and designed. Before Dani could turn and leave, though, a middle-aged Cardassian woman, presumably the store manager, approached her. She wore an apparently condescending expression on her face despite the smile that also appeared there. She looked Dani up and down a few times before speaking.

    “Goodmorning,” she began. “I’d like to be the first to say that we’re all so delighted that you decided to grace our store with your presence today. We hope you’ll find everything to your liking.”

    Not damn likely, Dani almost said. But, she decided, since the woman was appearing to make an effort to be nice, so would she. Instead of her initial response, she merely replied with, “I’m sure.”

    “Please – allow me to show you our merchandise,” the woman said.

    “I don’t think that’s necessary,” Dani lightly protested. “I was just planning on browsing -“

    “I insist,” the woman pressed.

    Dani acquiesced and let the woman lead her to a nearby shelf. Folded on the shelf in neat little stacks were articles of clothing with the most hideous color combinations she’d ever seen in her life. Greens with blues. Reds with pinks. It was all awful.

    “These are some of our best designs,” the woman said holding up an absolutely criminal yellow and red number. It almost hurt Dani’s eyes just to look at it. She wondered if it glowed in the dark …

    “It is the must-have for the season,” the woman was saying. “This dress is a design that is sure to show up at all the major social events.” She turned to Dani, who quickly covered the dismay on her face with a pasted-on smile.

    “I don’t think it’s my color,” Dani said politely.

    “True,” the woman said, replacing the dress on the shelf. “Then again, I don’t quite know what would be your color. It isn’t often that we get many customers with such dark skin.”

    Coming from just about anyone else, Dani might not have taken offense at what had been said, but because it came from this woman, who seemed to have a bit of an attitude problem, Dani couldn’t accept that it was just an innocent remark. She’d held back earlier, but now it was time to bite back with a few words of her own.

    “That’s okay,” she said. “I don’t usually shop at places were employees are as ugly as the clothes.”

    The store manager appeared shocked that anyone would dare speak to her in such a manner. She regained her composure and looked down her ridged nose at Dani before moving on to another shelf, stocked with what Dani guessed were blouses. They weren’t as loud as the dresses had been, but they still weren’t anything Dani would actually wear. The manager picked up a lime green one.

    “These are a key wardrobe component for any woman of status,” she said. Then she looked at Dani, in her jeans and tee, and appeared to re-think her statement. “Then again, that probably wouldn’t apply to you.” What was that written on the girl’s shirt? ‘Take a dive’? What was that supposed to mean?

    Dani was getting pretty fed up with this woman’s sour attitude. It had been emanating from her since Dani had first set foot in the store

    Dani looked around the room a few times, then took a few steps toward the manager. “I’m glad it doesn’t apply to me,” Dani began. “Truly. I don’t want to be a woman of status if it means I have to wear these ugly clothes your store sells.” She looked down jeans and tee she was wearing. “I think I’ll stick to my own clothes, thanks.” She looked at Rowat, indicating that she was ready to go, and they walked out.

    “Well, that was thoroughly unpleasant,” Dani said, once she and Rowat were outside the building. She didn’t know where they were going. She didn’t care. She just wanted to get the hell away from that woman and her store.

    “I would tell you not to worry because it isn’t personal,” Rowat said. He turned to Dani. “But it is personal. She doesn’t hate you because you’re Terran. I’d bet my right hand that she doesn’t have a problem with Terrans when she visits other places. But you’re here, and that’s what she hates. She hates you because you’re not Cardassian, and you’re here.”

    “I’m sorry she feels that way,” Dani said.

    “It isn’t just she who feels that way,” Rowat hinted.

    “So, I’ve noticed.” Dani walked with Rowat and the other guards for a few silent moments. “Is that the way you feel?” she asked him.

    Rowat continued to look straight ahead of him. “If that were my attitude, I would not have accepted my current assignment.”

    Dani looked over at Rowat and smiled. His expression softened a bit, and he seemed to smile, too – a little. Dani looked up at the building they were approaching and stopped walking. “I want to go in here,” she told Rowat. From what she saw of the window displays, the clothes sold in this store might actually be worth having a look at.

    Rowat afforded a glance at the building before nodding to her. With a point, he directed the accompanying guards to enter the building in order to secure it. In the meantime, Rowat’s eyes darted around the area where he and Dani were standing, ever alert to anything remotely suspicious.

    Neither of them saw where the first shot came from. It had whizzed past Dani’s head and burned a hole into the wall behind her head. In an instant, amidst additional fire, Rowat had shoved Dani into the store and onto the floor, covering her body with his own. The two guards who had moved into the store to secure it were now outside attempting to disable the shooter or shooters with a counter-attack.

    Rowat had drawn a hand phaser from somewhere on his body. Dani hadn’t even known he’d had it. He looked down at her. “Are you injured?” he asked.

    “I’m fine,” Dani maintained.

    “Stay down,” Rowat instructed. He listened intently to the phaser fire that was being exchanged outside, hoping it would come to a stop soon. Those damned terrorists …

    Dani nodded. A patch of red caught her eye. Her eyes landed squarely on the side of Rowat’s neck. The skin there was singed, red and black in color. It looked very painful. “You’ve been hit,” Dani realized aloud.

    Rowat didn’t even reach up to feel for the spot Dani was talking about. He already knew where it was because it hurt like hell. But that didn’t matter right now. He had to keep Dani safe. “It’s just a graze,” Rowat claimed. “Just stay down. This should be over shortly.” He looked back at the door, holding his weapon so that he could effectively shoot anyone who tried to enter.

    xxx

    Half an hour later, Dani and Rowat sat in chairs in the store, being treated for injuries resulting from the attack. Rowat, as Dani had indicated, had received a phaser wound to the neck. Dani had only suffered a few minor bruises when she’d hit the floor.

    Dani looked over at Rowat. A medic was using a dermal regenerator on his neck. That burn had to hurt, Dani surmised. She knew that the cartilage that lined Cardassians’ necks were particularly sensitive. The blast that had grazed Rowat had clipped him right on those ridges. Burns hurt like hell anyway; a burn like the one Rowat had received was probably excruciating. However, Rowat was handling it very well. He looked remarkably calm considering what had just happened.

    Dani, on the other hand, was more rattled. She suspected it was the surprise of it all that had her so unsettled. She’d been shot at before, and she’d been in dangerous situations before. The difference this time was that she hadn’t been thinking in that mode. Getting shot at had been the last thing on her mind. She was glad it hadn’t been the last thing on Rowat’s mind.

    Something inside of Dani breathed a great sigh of relief when a distressed Dukat entered the store. Dani stood and walked to meet him.

    “Danielle – thank goodness,” Dukat breathed, relieved. “Are you all right?”

    “Yes. I’m fine,” Dani said. She turned to look at Rowat, who nodded to the medic who’d just finished treating his injury. He stood and joined Dukat and Dani.

    Dukat looked at Rowat, irate. He wanted answers, and he wanted them now. “Rowat, what the hell happened here?” he demanded.

    “Someone attacked from a nearby building,” Rowat explained. “He was killed in the exchange with our guards.”

    Dukat was angry, that much was obvious to anyone within a ten-mile radius. Dani wanted to make sure that anger wasn’t misdirected. “Rowat saved my life,” she told Dukat. “He deflected a shot that probably would have gone right through me.”

    Dukat looked at Dani, visibly calming a bit. Then he returned his gaze to Rowat. “Very good, Rowat. You’ve done your job well.” Rowat nodded, and Dukat continued. “I want all of these buildings searched for any accomplices or evidence. I want to know how this happened. I’m taking Danielle home. Contact me the minute you find something.”

    “Yes, sir. I’ll see to it,” Rowat said obediently.

    xxx

    Dukat and Dani walked into the house, glad to finally be home. Dani walked to the living room and sat down on the sofa. Leaning forward and resting her elbows on her knees, she closed her eyes for a relaxing moment. Dukat watched her from the doorway. “Are you feeling well?” he asked her.

    Dani opened her eyes and looked up at him. “Yes. I’m just a little … tired, I guess.” Dukat nodded. “Are you going back to work?” she asked him.

    Dukat shook his head. “No. No, of course not.” He walked over and sat beside her on the sofa.

    “Why do you say it like that?” Dani inquired.

    “Like what?”

    “Like I should know that you’re not going back to the office,” Dani clarified.

    “I didn’t think it would be such a big surprise, Danielle,” Dukat responded. “Someone just tried to kill you.”

    “I don’t think it’s anything to make a big deal about, Marac. It was an isolated incident.” Dani stood. “Besides, Starfleet may not want me back, but I was a Starfleet officer. I’m not some helpless, fragile creature who doesn’t know how to conduct herself in a firefight. I went through combat training just like any other officer.” She walked over to one of the windows and crossed her arms.

    Dukat stood and walked up behind her. “I didn’t mean to imply differently. I know you can take care of yourself, but I have to make sure that I do everything I can to make sure that you’re safe. That’s why I send Rowat with you, and all those guards.” He reached out and gently turned her so that she was facing him. “I love you, and I’m going to do everything that’s necessary to protect you.”

    He sighed. What Dani had said about Starfleet had hit a nerve with him. This had gone on for too long. He should tell her what was really going on because it was obviously still eating at her. She was going to be mad, for sure, because he hadn’t told her earlier, but maybe she would take into consideration that he was actually telling her and not letting her find out from the media first. If he could just explain his reasoning …

    “Danielle,” Dukat began. “There’s something … that you need to know. It’s about Starfleet. And it’s about you.” At the puzzled look that arose on Dani’s face, Dukat urged her to sit back down on the sofa again. He sat beside her. “I have a confession to make. Starfleet has been attempting to negotiate the terms of your release. They do want you back.”

    Dani couldn’t find any words. They wanted her back? She looked at Dukat, a million questions racing through her head. He continued to speak.

    “They’ve been contacting our government ever since we let Hea Starr go, and you took his place,” Dukat said.

    Dani shook her head. Took his place? “What are you talking about?” she asked. “I didn’t … there wasn’t any kind of exchange. I told you that. My staying behind had nothing to do with Starr’s release.”

    “That isn’t what Starfleet believes,” Dukat informed her. “When they debriefed Starr, he apparently told them that you offered yourself as insurance for his release. You are a hero. I apologize for not telling you sooner.”

    Dani stood and wondered in the direction of the doorway. Her back was still turned to Dukat as she said, “You apologize … you know how this has been eating away at me almost from the moment that I made the decision to stay here.” She turned to him. “How could you not tell me? I guess it’s pretty convenient for you that I haven’t been reading the newspapers. All this time, I’ve been thinking that my career was over, that my family … and you let me think it. And these ‘negotiations’ – you’re probably the one they’ve been trying to negotiate with, aren’t you?” She was silent while the implications of what she’d just said sunk in.

    “I didn’t know how you would react,” Dukat tried to explain. “I didn’t know if you would want to go back.”

    “So, you would just let me stay here, probably for the rest of my life, thinking that all the people I loved hated me?” Dani didn’t want to believe that Dukat was still capable of manipulation of that magnitude. She had wanted to believe that he really had changed. Holding on to that belief, though, was hard with something like this staring her in the face.

    Dukat stood and walked over to her. “I didn’t want you to leave. If you had known sooner, you would’ve gone back.”

    “You don’t know that because I don’t even know it.” Dani took a few steps away from him. “I can’t believe you would let me suffer like that. You’ve manipulated Starfleet, and you’ve manipulated me. Right now, I don’t-I can’t be around you right now. I need to think.” She turned away from Dukat and walked out of the room.

    Dukat swore. He should have just told her that night they’d taken that walk after dinner. He would have avoided all this drama. This was his fault, there was no doubt about that, but how was he going to fix it? She probably wasn’t going to ever trust him again, or believe anything he said. And he didn’t blame her. Now, she would probably want to leave Cardassia, and what could he do? He could, of course, keep her there against her will, but what good would that do? She would just hate him even more.

    Rage boiled up inside him over the situation and his lack of options. He picked up the nearest object, which happened to be a flower-filled vase on the table beside him, and hurled it at the wall. The colorful glass shattered into pieces at impact and fell to the floor, leaving water and a few red petals trailing down the wall.

  • Sweetest Sin – Chapter 4. Ex Factor

    Dani slipped on her sneakers and proceeded to stretch her muscles. She had been on Prime for three weeks, now, and had been sitting around the house for far too long. She’d taken to reading novels and had already worked her way through ten. She was just itching to get some kind of exercise.

    When she made it downstairs, Rowat was already there. She didn’t usually see him this early in the day. His quarters were located in the house, but he usually didn’t come down until after Dukat had left.

    “Goodmorning, Rowat,” Dani greeted cordially. “You’re down early, aren’t you?”

    “Only a little,” Rowat replied dryly. He noted Dani’s attire and took on a look of surprise. Running shoes and athletic attire? It wasn’t what she usually wore to breakfast. “Are you going somewhere?” he asked.

    “After breakfast, I’m going for a little run,” Dani told him matter-of-factly.

    “I’m sorry. I can’t allow you to do that,” was Rowat’s reply.

    “Why not?”

    “It’s too dangerous.”

    “That’s what I have you for.” Dani tried to side step him, but he blocked her path. She sighed, annoyed, and stood there, her arms crossed.

    “Good morning,” Dukat’s voice rang out. Dani turned to see Dukat walking out of his office, a PADD in his hand. He noted the dismayed looks on Dani’s and Rowat’s faces. “What seems to be the problem here?”

    “She wants to go running,” Rowat complained.

    “Well, then you’d better make sure you’re all stretched and warmed up,” Dukat said.

    Rowat looked quizzically at Dukat. “What?” he asked.

    “I wouldn’t want you to pull a muscle,” Dukat said, as if that would clarify everything.

    Apparently for Rowat, it didn’t. “I don’t understand.”

    “While you’re running. I wouldn’t want you to injure yourself,” Dukat said slowly, as if he were speaking to a child. He smiled. “She’s fast. Be sure to keep up with her.” He offered one final smile before walking off toward the kitchen.

    Rowat looked at Dani, a scowl on his gray face. “I’ll be ready to go in 15 minutes,” she gloated. She smiled sweetly, mocking him, and followed Dukat into the kitchen.

    “If Rowat doesn’t keep up with you, be sure to tell me,” Dukat said, as Melba placed a light breakfast in front of him. He plucked his neatly folded napkin from the table.

    As Dani’s own breakfast was placed before her, she asked Dukat, “You don’t have a problem with me going for a run, do you?”

    “No, of course not, my love,” Dukat said. “In fact, I’m quite pleased to see that you’re doing something you enjoy. I want to see you happy.” He smiled at her.

    “You don’t think there’s any real danger, do you?”

    “Oh, of course not. As long as Rowat stays with you, you should be fine.” He watched Dani nod, albeit with some apparent degree of uncertainty. “Don’t worry yourself with this. Go, and have fun. I only wish I could join you.”

    “Maybe soon,” Dani said optimistically. She gave him a smile of her own.

    “We’ll see,” he said. “What time do you think you’ll be ready to go tonight?” he asked, moving on to the next subject, which was the formal ball he and Dani were to attend that night.

    “Whatever time you need me to be,” Dani replied. She shifted uncomfortably in her chair. “Do you really think this is such a good idea? I mean, dinner is one thing, but this? I don’t even like formal engagements in the Federation. I know this one is going to be much more trying than any of those.”

    Dukat reached across and covered Dani’s hand with his. “I know that venturing into another room full of Cardassians is probably the last thing you want to do, especially after what happened at the restaurant,” he began. “However, I would greatly appreciate it if you were at my side tonight.”

    “You know I will be,” Dani assured him with a weak smile. All she really wanted to do was stay in and enjoy a night alone with Dukat. But if he had to go to this state function, and he wanted her with him, she would be there.

    “Wonderful,” Dukat said. He pulled his napkin from his lap, placed it on the table, and rose. “I have to get going.” He leaned down and kissed Dani. “I’ll see you this evening.”

    “Okay.”

    “I love you,” he told her.

    “Love you, too.” She kissed him again before he left.

    xxx

    Dani felt like pure energy while she was running. She hadn’t exercised vigorously in weeks, and now that she was doing it, it felt like she was taking a long, deep breath. She felt like she could go on forever.

    Rowat, on the other hand, was having a harder time. He felt like he wouldn’t make it much longer. His breathing was getting ragged, and he was falling behind Dani.

    Finally, Dani slowed to a walk. Rowat was more than relieved. He felt like his lungs were about to burst. He didn’t know how long they had been running. It seemed like hours.

    “Twenty minutes,” Dani breathed. Her breathing was heavy but nowhere near the degree of Rowat’s.

    Rowat looked at the woman in disbelief. Twenty minutes?! he thought. That was all?

    Dani continued. “I guess that’s enough for today. We can do more tomorrow.”

    “Tomorrow?” Rowat rasped.

    “Wouldn’t want to wear myself out on the first day,” Dani said, walking past the hunched over, exhausted Cardassian.

    xxx

    All heads in the room turned to them when they entered. It was a large, grand room, and it was filled with people dressed impeccably in formal dresses, suits, and uniforms. Dani Janeway would never again complain about being stuck in a room full of admirals. That was a piece of cake compared to this.

    Dani and Dukat hesitated momentarily at the entrance. He turned to her, flashing a reassuring smile as he covered her hand with his. He knew she didn’t like this, but having her here was for the best. It was high time these people got used to seeing her around, because she was here to stay. There was no way he was going to let them railroad her into a reclusive existence. They glided gracefully into the room, arm-in-arm.

    As the couple made their way across the room, they left a wake in the crowd, as a boat does in water. Dukat waved and nodded at various individuals as they walked. Where they were going, Dani had no idea. She wasn’t exactly the tallest person around, so she couldn’t see over the scores of people who lined their path and stared while they passed by. After a few more moments of walking, though, Dani could see a long, table seemingly elevated and looming at the front of the room. She looked up at Dukat, questioningly.

    “Let me guess – that’s our table,” Dani surmised.

    “You are correct,” Dukat replied. “We’re supposed to mingle with the other guests until Damar arrives. Then we can all take our seats.”

    Dani nodded. Damar had been the leader of Cardassia since the Dominion War ended, which was about eight years ago. Dani wondered what it was like for Dukat, having to serve under a man who had once been his subordinate. From what Dani had learned, Cardassia had suffered under Damar’s leadership. His intentions had been good, but a society couldn’t be run on intentions. In nearly a decade, Cardassia hadn’t yet completely recovered from the war. Terrorist cells lurked in both the colonies and the anonymity of the large cities, attacking sporadically. And the economy was a mess. The treaty with the Federation was a small step, and it could be a while before any significant gain from the alliance would be visible. Cardassia needed solutions now. In the meantime, the general attitude toward the Federation remained resentful. People on Cardassia didn’t like the idea of asking for help from the Federation and outwardly scoffed at the idea of one day becoming a member planet.

    “So, who else sits at the table?” Dani asked Dukat.

    “Damar, of course,” Dukat began. “And Reyal. I’ve told you about him.” Dani nodded, and Dukat continued. “Then there are a few other legates and guls. When we have guests of the state, they usually sit with us.” Dukat’s eyes roamed the room before focusing in on a group of men a few feet away. “There’s most of our group, now,” he said, pointing out the group. He led Dani over to the group.

    “Gentlemen, allow me to introduce my guest, Lt. Danielle Janeway,” he said. “Danielle, these are our table companions.” He pointed to each one as he introduced them. “Legate Reyal, prefect of Prime’s Eastern Hemisphere, Legate Maroll, and Guls Evek and Madred.”

    “How do you do?” Dani greeted. This was her first time meeting all of them in person, but she already knew the names Evek and Madred.

    “I’ve been reviewing your service record, Lieutenant,” Evek said. “You served under Picard.”

    “That’s right,” Dani replied. “In fact, I was onboard a few times when you visited the Enterprise.”

    “Really? The last time my ship encountered the Enterprise was years ago. You don’t look old enough to have been an officer then.”

    “I wasn’t. I was a little girl then.”

    “Well, you certainly are a woman now,” Reyal said, admiring Dani with a smile. Dukat regarded his colleague with great annoyance. Who the hell did he think he was? Then again, only a few short weeks ago, Dukat had tried to convince the man that Dani Janeway was little more than a housekeeper. Dukat had to admit, he had left himself exposed on this one.

    Dani turned to Reyal. She would’ve gotten mad, but Dukat had told her that Reyal was generally a good person. He was only serious when there wasn’t any other option. He was a few years younger than Dukat and only two or three inches shorter. He was handsome with a sort of boyish charm. Actually, Reyal reminded Dani of Will a little. “Very good,” Dani said, responding to Reyal’s statement with mock praise. “You’re very observant.”

    Reyal smoothly took Dani’s hand. “Lieutenant, allow me to formally welcome you to Cardassia and our little party,” he said. He lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it before speaking again. “And might I add that you look absolutely lovely tonight. That dress … ” Reyal’s gray eyes roamed the length of Dani’s body, clad in long, scarlet gown that clung and hugged in all the right places. “Red really is your color.” Reyal couldn’t have cared less about the color. It could have been the ugliest shade of pink; it wouldn’t matter. The view would still be the same. He looked over at Dukat, who didn’t look at all amused. What reason did he have to be upset, though? After all, he was helping convince everyone that there was nothing going on between Dukat and his ‘guest’, Reyal thought with an silent laugh.

    Reyal turned back to Dani. “I hope that we can get to know each other better and that your time here on Prime is well spent,” he told her, letting go of her hand.

    Dani wanted to break into a laugh, but she held it back. Reyal was just being nice. Maybe a little too nice, but it was a welcome change from all the hostility Dani was becoming used to encountering on this planet. “Well, Legate Reyal -“

    “Please – call me Dorien,” Reyal requested.

    “Dorien,” Dani acquiesced. “I thank you for the very warm welcome.”

    “Reyal is a very cordial person,” Dukat said, finding the perfect opportunity to finally jump in. He looked at Reyal. “Sometimes he goes a little overboard.”

    Madred spoke up. “I would also like to welcome Lt. Janeway to Cardassia,” he said.

    Dani looked up at Madred. She remembered his name vividly. How could she ever forget? The man who had personally interrogated and tortured Captain Picard during his captivity on Cardassia. He was the reason Will hadn’t wanted Dani on their mission to Cardassia.

    Madred peered down at her. “And also, send your captain my regards – when you see him again, that is,” he said. “We’re old friends.”

    “I know,” Dani said coldly.

    Madred grinned a little, satisfied that he had gotten underneath Janeway’s skin. It was regrettable that he had never actually gotten the chance to interrogate her. He imagined that the procedure probably would have been interesting.

    “Ladies and gentlemen, Legate Damar,” a male voice announced. All heads turned to the room’s entrance. Damar walked in, a beautiful young Cardassian woman on his arm. Her dress was intensely elaborate and complicated, and her hair did it all justice.

    Dani leaned in close to Dukat and whispered, “I didn’t know Damar was married.”

    “He isn’t,” Dukat whispered back. “She’s temporary.”

    “Oh,” Dani mouthed, nodding.

    It didn’t take Damar long to make his way over to the group. “Good evening gentlemen,” he greeted cheerfully. He noted Dani’s presence and added, “And lady. This must be the guest I’ve been hearing so much about.”

    “Yes,” Dukat said. “Damar, this is Lt. Danielle Janeway. Danielle, this is Legate Damar – our leader.”

    Dani could see the sarcasm behind Dukat’s eyes even though it didn’t come through in his voice.

    “A pleasure, sir,” Dani said politely.

    “Likewise,” Damar said. He turned to the rest of his companions. “Shall we take our seats?”

    Everyone began to follow Damar to the table. Dukat hung back a little with Reyal. He spoke quietly to the other man so that only the two of them could hear. “Laying it on a little thick, aren’t we?” Dukat asked Reyal.

    “I haven’t the slightest idea what you’re referring to,” Reyal said innocently. Then with mock realization, “Oh, do you mean Lt. Janeway?”

    “Yes, I mean Lt. Janeway,” Dukat said pointedly.

    “Dukat, you’re lucky to have such a beautiful woman working in your house,” Reyal said. He looked at Dani, who turned around and looked at Dukat, probably wondering why he wasn’t behind her.

    “Okay, you’ve made your point.” Dukat took his eyes off Reyal momentarily to cast a reassuring look to Dani. Then he turned back to Reyal. “But I’d appreciate it if you’d quit making passes at my guest,” he said before walking off to join Dani.

    Damar sat in the seat at the center of the table, with Reyal and Dukat on either side of him. Dani was beside Dukat. Beside Dani was Evek and then his wife. Maroll and his wife were beside Reyal. Madred was at the end. Without delay, a unit of servers began to bring out the food and kanaar for the table.

    Dukat turned to Dani. “I apologize for Reyal’s behavior,” he said. “He was trying to prove a point.”

    “Really? I could’ve sworn he was just trying to help you out,” Dani said, taking a sip from the glass of kanaar that had just been poured for her.

    “How so?”

    “By illustrating the fact that you and I aren’t a couple,” Dani explained. “No man in his right mind would just stand by while another man made blatant come-ons to his girlfriend.” She smiled behind her glass.

    “You enjoyed it, didn’t you?” Dukat questioned.

    Dani placed her glass back on the table. “Maybe I was a little flattered,” she admitted. A smile was on her face, but there was hysterical laughter in her eyes. Dukat realized that she was teasing him. He took a sip of his drink and returned her smile.

    “I’m going to the little girl’s room,” Dani told him. “The restroom,” she clarified upon seeing the questioning look on Dukat’s face.

    “Do you want me to go with you,” Dukat asked.

    “I didn’t think you were that type,” Dani quipped before standing.

    Dukat watched her walk away, a lopsided grin on his face. The woman had no shame.

    “Dukat, are you attempting to bring back the tradition of comfort women?” Maroll asked with a mischievous grin.

    “Yes, Dukat – what’s the truth behind Janeway?” Evek inquired.

    “Gentlemen, I know that I am not the only one at this table who’s ever borrowed from the prison population to take care of household labor issues,” Dukat said. He took an innocent sip from his glass of kanaar.

    Maroll, a rotund, older man with graying hair, chuckled. “Come now. Surely, you don’t expect us to believe that you have a girl like that in your house for purely professional reasons?”

    Dukat kept up the act. “Why not?”

    Evek narrowed his eyes at Dukat. “Didn’t you have some kind of romantic liaison with this woman a little while back?”

    “No, Evek – I appeared to have a romantic relationship with Janeway.” Dukat rested his elbows on the arms of his chair and clasped his hands. He prayed to whatever gods could hear him that his story was believable. “Can’t you see? The relationship was a ploy to lure Janeway here,” he lied. “Gentlemen, you have to agree that with Janeway in our custody, we have an excellent bargaining chip with the Federation. Janeway will give us the opportunity to negotiate different terms for the treaty, terms that could possibly give us the upper hand in this deal. We have something they want, and we want something they could give us.”

    “That’s a good plan,” Evek commented.

    “Yes, it is,” Maroll admitted. “But I still find it difficult to believe that your relationship with Lt. Janeway hasn’t returned to its romantic roots. A man has needs, you know.” He turned and smiled knowingly at his wife, who returned his grin.

    “It’s all purely physical, I assure you,” Dukat said.

    “Does she know that?” Damar asked, entering the conversation for the first time.

    Dukat looked at Damar. “What purpose would that serve?” he asked.

    Xxx

    Dani walked out of the restroom and immediately wanted to run back in. Madred was there, and he was looking right at her. She wondered if he had coincidentally gotten up at the same time as she, but she doubted that was what had happened. It was more likely that he had followed her and waited.

    She began to walk but he immediately moved to block her path. “So, you know who I am, do you?” Madred confronted her.

    Dani looked up at him with an unwavering stare. “I’ve heard of you, yes,” she replied.

    “I’m sure you’ve heard all sorts of stories about the nasty things I did to your captain,” Madred said.

    Dani nodded defiantly. “I have.” She wasn’t going to let Madred intimidate her.

    “Well, let me tell you something,” Madred began, “Picard got what was coming to him because he violated the law. He was a criminal – just … like … you.”

    “Would you kindly step aside?” Dani requested. “I’d like to return to the table.” She tried to side step him, but he was quick in blocking her. He grabbed her by the arm.

    “Careful, dear,” Madred said. “If it weren’t for your boyfriend out there, you’d be in the same situation your good captain was in all those years ago.”

    Dani tried unsuccessfully to squirm out of his grip, but he was stronger than he looked. He moved closer to her, and all of a sudden, she wasn’t sure what he was going to do next. She was revolted when he traced his finger along her collarbone and down her chest. With strength that was rooted in her anger, Dani snatched her arm away from Madred. A guard stepped up seemingly from no where, and Dani wondered where the hell he had been two minutes ago.

    “Would you like me to escort you back to your seat, ma’am?” he offered.

    “No,” Dani said, looking from Madred to the guard. “I’ll be fine.” She finally stepped past Madred.

    Xxx

    Dukat nodded to the server who refilled his kanaar glass. When she moved away, he took a small sip of the liquid and looked over the vast room, wondering what was keeping Dani. She should have returned by now. When his eyes reached the room’s entrance, the expression on his face fell. Dani was returning, but Madred was with her. What was he doing? Dukat hadn’t even seen the man get up from the table. The man was an efficient and effective interrogator, which was exactly why Dukat didn’t want him anywhere near Dani. Dukat’s eyes never left Dani as she made her way back to the table.

    “What happened?” he whispered to her as she took her seat.

    “Nothing,” Dani replied quietly.

    “You look troubled,” Dukat observed. “What did he say to you?”

    “Nothing. We just had a little talk. That’s all.”

    Dukat looked down at the end of the table where Madred was seated. Madred smiled sweetly at him and Dani. Dukat turned back to Dani. “Why don’t we discuss this when we get home?” he suggested.

    “There’s nothing to discuss. Can we just leave it alone?”

    Dukat was a little taken aback, but Dani obviously didn’t want to talk about, so he would let it go. He still wanted to know what Madred had said to her, though. It looked like he would have to find that out on his own. Underneath the table, behind the cover of the silk tablecloth, Dukat took Dani’s hand. He looked at her and offered a gentle smile. She did her best to smile back.

    Dani was glad that Dukat was content with letting the matter drop. She didn’t want to dwell on it anymore about it than she had to, because Madred was right. If it hadn’t been for Dukat, Dani would have ended up in front of Madred’s desk, just like Captain Picard had. And gods only knew how what would have happened to her then.

    She sighed. It was an unsettling thought. Dani looked at Dukat. Was he really all that was standing between her and a tortuous, imprisoned fate? No wonder everyone here hated her. In their eyes, she was just a no-good criminal who had gotten off.

    Xxx

    The next day was a lazy Saturday. Rowat had the day off, and Dukat and Dani had spent the day at home. They had hoped to spend a relaxing day together without having to deal with life’s little annoyances, which is why when the doorbell rang, neither of them worried about it because they were certain that Melba or one of the other house workers would take care of it and send whoever was at the door on their merry way.

    At least, that’s the way it should have happened. When Dani, on the sofa with Dukat in the living room, heard talking in the entrance foyer, she wasn’t sure things were going to go exactly as planned. Soon, Melba appeared in the living room doorway. “Sir, you have a visitor,” she said.

    “I’m not seeing anyone today, Melba,” Dukat dismissed. “You know that.” He never even looked up from the book he and Dani were sharing.

    “Won’t you make an exception for an old acquaintance?” It wasn’t Melba who had spoken. Both Dani and Dukat looked to the doorway. A middle-aged Cardassian woman slid past the maid and glided into the room as if she owned the place. Dani had no clue who the woman was, but it was evident by the look of utter shock on Dukat’s face that he knew the identity of the woman. He sat up straight, closing the book.

    “Sarai … ” he said, coming to his feet. Following suit, Dani uncurled her legs and planted them on the floor, standing.

    “It’s been a long time,” Sarai Lataan said, slowly approaching Dukat. She had a sly smile on her face.

    Dukat was less amused. “That it has,” he said. “What are you doing here, Sarai?”

    “My, how you’ve changed. You didn’t used to be so frank.”

    Not wanting to change the subject at all, Dukat persisted. “Why are you here, and what do you want?”

    “Can’t a wife come and visit her husband if she so wishes?”

    Dukat turned to Dani. “Could you give us a few moments?”

    Dani glanced at Sarai before nodding reluctantly. “Sure.” She grinned up at Dukat before she walked out of the living room, leaving Dukat and Sarai alone.

    Once Dukat was certain that Dani was out of earshot, he turned angrily back to Sarai. “How dare you march into my house in this manner!” he scolded.

    Sarai looked exaggeratedly taken aback. “Is that anyway to greet your wife?”

    “My wife?”

    “Oh, darling, I’ve missed you so much over these past few years.” Sarai proceeded to throw her arms around Dukat.

    Dukat, very confused and equally angered, promptly disentangled himself from her and took an instinctive step back. “Sarai, what is going on?” he asked her.

    Sarai laughed and regarded him as if he should already know. “Why, Marac … you always were adorable when you tried to play dumb.” She moved to close the gap between them, but he put his hand up to stop her. For the first time during her visit, Sarai’s smile left her face. “Marac?”

    “This is all just a bit too convenient for my taste,” Dukat said. “You and everyone else in my life on Prime cut me loose when I brought Ziyal back to live with me.” He saw something within her flicker momentarily at the mention of Ziyal. “Now, after I’ve been back for a while, have my position, my status, I’m … worthy again?”

    “Now, Marac … don’t be so paranoid. I simply realized that people make mistakes, and they shouldn’t be condemned forever because of them. I want us to be able to look past the … bad times and get back to the relationship, to the life that we had before. Reconciliation, Marac.”

    Dukat almost couldn’t believe that the woman had the guile to actually be saying this. But she had been married to him. Perhaps she had learned it from him.

    “While your offer certainly is lucrative and quite tempting,” Dukat said, dripping with sarcasm, “I’m afraid I’m just going to have to decline.”

    “Decline?” Sarai sounded positively surprised.

    “Yes. I’m quite happy with my situation as it is now.”

    “Happy? How could you possibly be happy? Isolating yourself from your fellow Cardassians by fraternizing with a Terran, a Starfleet officer at that. Wouldn’t you much rather enjoy the pleasures a true Cardassian woman can provide.”

    “Ah, Cardassian pleasures … it’s regrettable that they’re only available when the situation at hand is overwhelmingly good.”

    “And what is that supposed to mean?”

    “It means that you left when things became a little too warm for your liking,” Dukat hissed. “You were my wife; you were supposed to be by my side, no matter what.”

    “As were you,” Sarai countered. “But as soon as I was out of site, I was out of mind, wasn’t I? It didn’t seem to take you too long to find comfort in the arms of Bajoran filth. How many were there, Marac? Ten? Fifteen?”

    “That is none of your concern,” Dukat said. He was quickly tiring of the conversation.

    “Okay. So, now I see you’ve moved on from Bajorans. You now prefer the company of Terrans, do you?”

    “Quite frankly, yes. Especially over you.”

    The pair were silent as Sarai let Dukat’s words sink in. Her expression softened, and she looked away from him, as what he said had the chance to take full effect. “What went wrong with us, Marac?”

    “Plenty of things,” Dukat replied. “Too many to name.”

    “Maybe we can make some of those wrongs right?” she said hopefully.

    “I’m afraid it’s much too late for that, my dear,” Dukat informed her. There had been a time when he would have jumped at the opportunity to patch things up with his former wife. He had once loved her very much, but she had cut all ties with him, even reverted to using her maiden name, when Ziyal’s existence became public. He didn’t blame her for being upset about his affairs. He understood that. But to refuse to continue to recognize him as the father of the seven children they shared … that was what had turned Dukat away from her. “We’re past any possible reconciliation, Sarai,” he said. “And I don’t think that’s a bad thing.”

    Sarai looked down at the floor. “I suppose you want to see the children,” she surmised.

    Dukat rolled his eyes. Most of their children were adults, and the ones that weren’t were in their teens. “I’ve already seen the children, Sarai,” he said. “They came to visit my first week in office, and I correspond with them on a regular basis.”

    Sarai looked at Dukat, shocked. The reaction brought a smile to his face. She didn’t have anymore cards to play.

    “Sarai, I think it would be best if you didn’t come back here again,” Dukat said.

    Sarai inclined her head slightly. “I think that’s a good idea.”

    Dukat nodded. “Yes, so you should probably leave now.”

    Sarai let out a laugh and shook her head. “So frank … it was good seeing you again, Marac.”

    “The feeling isn’t mutual,” Dukat deadpanned.

    A funny little grin appeared on Sarai’s face. “Goodbye, Marac.” She turned and left the living room. Dukat’s smile grew wider. After all these years, he’d finally succeeded in getting under her skin.

  • Sweetest Sin – Chapter 3. Downtown

    Dukat walked through the central command offices with an extra bounce in his step. He was in a glorious mood after his night with Danielle. It was so wonderful to have her back in his life again. Now, if he could just convince Ziyal to come back to Prime, he’d have both of the women in his life by his side.

    “You certainly are lively this morning.” Dorien Reyal commented to Dukat. The legate and prefect of the Eastern Hemisphere of Prime grinned and joined Dukat en route to their offices.

    “That’s because I feel lively, Reyal,” Dukat told the other man, returning his grin.

    Reyal’s grin grew. “Oh, I know – it’s your new little pet,” he said, knowingly. “The Starfleet one.”

    Dukat’s smile faltered slightly. “She is not my pet. She’s a prisoner of Cardassia.”

    “Then why is she staying at your home?”

    “Reyal, you know as well as I do that there’s nothing against taking prisoners as house laborers,” Dukat reminded him innocently.

    Reyal nodded skeptically. House labor. He knew what kind of labor this ‘prisoner’ would be doing, and he doubted that it would have anything to do with housework. “Of course,” he said to Dukat. “I don’t know how it could have slipped my mind.”

    “You should really get your mind out of the gutter, Reyal,” Dukat suggested. He stopped walking, having reached the large doors of his office suite and gave his walking companion an admonishing look before entering.

    He walked through the lobby, greeting his secretary, and into his large office.

    Xxx

    Dani wasn’t exactly a mind reader, but one didn’t have to be to recognize the bitterness and contempt with which the Cardassians in Dukat’s household regarded Dani. Melba, with whom Dani had come into contact the night before at dinner, was genial enough, but she was the only one. The rest treated her as if she should be serving them. They had all been perfect at dinner and at breakfast, before Dukat had left for the office. The moment he left, though, was the moment the act disappeared.

    The guards were the worst. That same morning, Dukat had introduced Dani to Rowat, the man who was to be her personal guard. He was shorter than Dukat but taller than Dani. He was stocky and stiff, overly serious, and had absolutely no personality. But he wasn’t offensive. Not like the others. There were about six others, and they all hated her, it seemed. They looked down their scaled noses at her and insulted her, both openly and behind her back. Some of them even had the gall to blatantly leer at her lustily. The attack that she’d endured at the prison was still fresh in her mind, and while she hoped Rowat would protect her in the event of such an attack, the truth was that she didn’t really know Rowat. Maybe his protection was all an act, too. It was pretty difficult to believe, at this point, that he would jump in front of a phaser blast to protect her.

    Dani walked upstairs to her bedroom. She figured that it would probably be best to stay there until Dukat got home. She knew a word from him would fix this whole situation, but she refused to go whining to him because she couldn’t get along with his help. She’d only been there for a few days. They would get used to her, and she to them. Things would work themselves out.

    Dani stood at the replicator in the bedroom. She had decided to take Dukat’s advice and have a look at the replicator and computer systems. What was this interesting thing that Dukat had wanted her to see?

    She activated the keypad on the unit, wondering how she was going to read the names of the various foods. This was a Cardassian system, she remembered. It would make sense that the words would be written in Kardasi. The first interesting thing that happened, though, was that she saw English words instead of Kardasi symbols. What a surprise, indeed, and a pleasant one at that. Dukat must’ve had someone reconfigure the readout. Dani wondered if all the units in the house had been configured in the same manner.

    She began to scroll through the endless items that the unit was capable of providing. She was instantly greeted with a list of Cardassian foods she had never tried or ever had the desire to try. She didn’t expect to find much of interest in there, which is why when ‘ice cream’ popped onto the screen, she was very much surprised.

    “Ice cream?” she said aloud. That wasn’t a Cardassian dessert, Dani thought.

    “Please specify a flavor,” the computer said.

    “Nevermind, computer. Cancel request,” Dani instructed. She continued to scrolled through the list. There were scores of Cardassian dishes, but there were also dishes from other cultures interspersed throughout the listings.

    How thoughtful of him, Dani thought, deactivating the keypad. She turned her attention to the computer console across the room. She walked over and activated the unit. Again, the language that appeared on the screen was English. Dani smiled openly, accessing the music files. What she found was a collection of Cardassian music … and an even larger collection of assorted music from other Alpha Quadrant races.

    “Computer, list any entries by Terran musicians,” Dani requested. A large list of music by her favorite artists appeared on the screen. “Amazing … ” she muttered, scrolling through the list. This collection was practically a complete copy of the music she kept on her computer in her quarters. Now, how had he managed that?

    Xxx

    Dukat sat at his desk and sipped a mug of red leaf tea, wondering if Dani had accessed the replicators or computer, yet. Ziyal had really been a big help to him with those music files he’d had uploaded to the system.

    He scrolled through the morning papers of the day. He was dismayed to find that Hea Starr’s release and Danielle’s subsequent “capture” was still news after nearly a week. He was dismayed but not surprised. The Cardassian press,as well as the Terran press, had been bugging him about it the entire time.

    His console beeped, indicating an incoming transmission, and Dukat rolled his eyes. “What perfect timing … ” He looked at the screen to see who was badgering him now, but the person trying to contact him wasn’t a news reporter, as he’d initially suspected. He placed his mug on his desk and leaned in a little closer to his computer monitor. Ben Sisko was trying to get in touch with him.

    Dukat accessed the transmission. “Captain Sisko – I must admit, I am surprised to be hearing from you,” Dukat greeted. “To what do I owe this – “

    Sisko interrupted him before he could finish. “Let’s skip the fake civility, Dukat,” said Sisko, agitated.

    “Why, Captain, you seem upset about something,” Dukat said. He knew exactly what was bothering the man. But there was no need to reveal that, was there?

    “Dukat, I’m not in the mood for games,” Sisko said. “You’re damned right, I’m upset. And I think you know why. You’re have a Starfleet officer in your custody.”

    “Captain, as I’ve repeatedly told your colleagues at Starfleet Command, I have no control over this matter,” Dukat insisted.

    “That’s funny,” Sisko deadpanned. “You seemed to have plenty of control when you let Starr go. It looked like you were in command when you authorized the little exchange that resulted in Lt. Janeway’s capture.”

    “Captain Sisko, need I remind you that the exchange was Danielle’s idea? It was only at her insistence that I allowed the exchange to be carried out.” Dukat leaned back in his chair, resting his elbows on the arms of the chair and steepling his fingers. “What would you have me do, Captain? Let open violators of Cardassian law simply go free?”

    “Ah, ‘Danielle’ … ” Sisko repeated. “I’m sure having her on Prime is just an added perk to the whole situation?”

    Dukat visibly bristled. “Are you implying something, Captain?”

    “Your relationship with Lt. Janeway was no big secret, Dukat. It would be so easy to trade Starr for her, wouldn’t it?”

    “The motives of this trade were purely political, I assure you,” Dukat lied.

    “Okay,” Sisko acquiesced. “If that’s so, then what’s it going to take to get her back?”

    “It isn’t so simple as negotiating, I’m afraid. Lt. Janeway and Commander Riker broke into a government facility. That’s a serious offense, Captain. The Federation is lucky that I allowed Riker to escape with Starr. I put my neck on the line by doing that.”

    “Oh, that’s right. I forgot that I was dealing with the ever-gracious Dukat,” Sisko said sarcastically. “If you’re so merciful, why don’t you let Lt. Janeway return to Federation space?”

    “I already told you – I can’t do that. I don’t have the authority.”

    “Then you can be sure that this won’t be the last transmission you’ll be receiving from me about this.”

    Dukat watched as Sisko ended the transmission. He reached for his mug of tea, troubled by Sisko’s words. The Starfleet captain was a clever man. Dukat didn’t put anything past the man anymore. He was planning something. He took a sip of his tea and grimaced. It had gone cold.

    xxx

    “Maybe we should’ve just stayed in for dinner,” Dani pondered aloud. She and Dukat were being shown to a table in one of the city’s most exclusive restaurants. He’d come home from work and suggested that they go out for dinner. It had seemed like a good idea at the time, but now Dani was having second thoughts. When she and Dukat had walked into the restaurant, all eyes had turned to them. The people didn’t stare with any kind of awe or admiration. They gawked and rolled their eyes in annoyance. Some even got up and left their tables, forgetting about the unfinished and undoubtedly expensive meals.

    “Nonsense,” Dukat said, guiding her gently by the elbow. He seemed oblivious to all the attention he and Dani were receiving from the restaurants other patrons. “You’ve been at home for days. I thought it would be nice to get you out of the house for a change.”

    Dani continued. “I’m not a very big fan of Cardassian fare.”

    “Don’t worry, love, I’ll have the cook prepare anything you like,” Dukat told her.

    “Here we are,” the host and owner announced, stopping at the table that was to be Dukat and his guest’s. He pulled out Dani’s chair and seated her.

    “Thank you,” Dukat said.

    “Let me be the first to tell you what an honor and a delight it is to have you dine with us tonight, Legate Dukat,” the host greeted.

    “Well, this is one of my favorite establishments,” Dukat said. “We appreciate your warm welcome.”

    “If you should require anything, please don’t hesitate to let me or any of my wait staff know,” the host said. He pulled a young man forward. “This is your waiter, Durell. He’ll be your server tonight. But of course, all of my staff is at your disposal.”

    “Thank you,” Dukat said.

    “Excuse me, won’t you? I have some business to attend to.” The host bowed to Dukat before walking away.

    “What can I start you out with tonight, sir?” Durell asked Dukat, handing menus to him and Dani.

    “Young man, didn’t your parents impart enough knowledge onto you to know that you should always give the lady the opportunity to order first?” Dukat asked, annoyed with the waiter’s apparent lack of manners.

    The waiter’s face blanched at his error. “My apologies, sir.”

    “Don’t apologize to me,” Dukat corrected him.

    Durell turned to Dani. “My apologies … ma’am.” He absolutely hated having to humble himself before a Terran in this manner. “What can I get to drink for you, ma’am?”

    “I’ll start with water, if that’s all right,” Dani said.

    “Of course it’s all right,” said Dukat, eyeing the waiter unfavorably.

    Durell nodded and turned to Dukat. “And for you, sir?”

    “I’ll have the same,” Dukat answered. “And bring me your best bottle of kanaar.”

    “Yes, sir. Right away, sir.” Durell left to go get their drinks.

    Dani turned to Dukat. “You didn’t have to chastise him like that,” she said, opening her menu. “I’m sure it was just an honest mistake.”

    “How else is he to correct his mistakes if no one informs him of them?” Dukat questioned. He looked through the menu, surveying the array of food options available.

    The waiter returned quickly with a tray containing glasses, a pitcher of water, and a bottle of kanaar. He set the glasses on the table, followed by the kanaar. Just as he was reaching for the pitcher of water, it tipped over, its contents spilling down the front of Dani’s silver dress. She shrieked, shocked by the icy cold water, and darted to her feet.

    Dukat, furious, stood. “You incompetent fool! Look what you’ve done!”

    Dani looked from the enraged Dukat to Durell, who looked petrified. She walked over to Dukat. “Marac, please calm down.” She turned to the Durell. “I’m sorry.”

    “No, don’t apologize to him,” Dukat sneered. He gently pushed Dani to the side as he stepped up to Durell, drawing himself to his full height and towering over the younger man in the process. “I will see to it, personally, that you never work in this city again. What kind of game do you think you’re trying to run here? Do you think I don’t know what you’re doing? You’ve got a lot to learn about respect, boy!”

    “Marac, please,” Dani pleaded. She didn’t know why he was so upset. It had looked like an honest mistake to her.

    The host rushed over to the table. “Legate Dukat, what is the problem here?”

    Dukat turned to the man. “This idiot spilled water all over my wife!”

    Wife? Dukat’s words caught Dani’s attention. She knew that he hadn’t realized what he had said. Dani looked around the restaurant. Everyone was looking at them, and the unbelieving looks that registered on their faces told Dani that they had heard what Dukat had said, as she had.

    Dukat continued his rant at the restaurant’s owner. “I don’t know what kind of establishment you’re running, but I suggest that you investigate your potential employees more thoroughly before hiring them. If I find out that this incident was the result of some warped attitude or ideal among your service staff, I will have this place shut down. Do you understand me? Now, I would like a new waiter, I would like this one fired, and I want a new dress replicated for my guest. Do I make myself clear?”

    “Yes, sir. Absolutely,” the host said. He moved off to carry out Dukat’s orders, pulling Durell with him.

    Dukat picked up a napkin. Members of the wait staff stood near, watching. “Don’t just stand there,” Dukat chided. He indicated the soggy table. “Get this mess cleaned up.” He turned to Dani to begin a futile attempt to dry her dress. “I am so sorry about this,” he told her, dabbing the front of her dress. “This is an outrage. It’s absolutely unacceptable.”

    “No, it’s okay. It’s only a little water,” Dani insisted.

    Dukat looked at her. “You’re far too kind. But I’m not going to let some imbecile pour water all over you and get away with it.”

    “Marac, it was an accident.”

    Dukat wished he could be as forgiving and trusting as Dani, but he had a difficult time believing that what had happened was as innocent as it appeared. “My dear, I’ve dined here for years, and I’ve never witnessed such an ‘accident’ before.”

    xxx

    “I really must apologize again for tonight,” Dukat said after they had walked through the front entrance of his house. He turned to her and took her hands.

    “Marac, you don’t have to keep apologizing,” Dani said. “I already told you – “

    “I know, I know, but I just wanted tonight to be special for you.”

    “It was,” said Dani. “I had a good time.”

    Dukat smiled. “I’m glad.” He bent down and kissed her.

    “I’m going to go ahead and get ready for bed,” Dani informed him.

    Rowat stepped into the room at this point. “Forgive me for interrupting, sir,” he said.

    “What is it, Rowat?” Dukat asked, looking at the other man.

    “There is a matter that requires your attention,” Rowat said.

    Dukat turned back to Dani. “I will join you upstairs shortly,” he told her. Dani smiled at him before leaving the two men alone in the foyer.

    Dukat turned to Rowat. “Yes, Rowat? What can I do for you?”

    “It’s the house staff and the other guards, sir,” Rowat began. “They do not take kindly to Lt. Janeway’s presence here.”

    “I’m well aware of that, however I have no control over someone else’s opinions about my … guest.” Dukat walked out of the foyer, and Rowat followed.

    “I realize that, sir,” the shorter man said, “and believe me – I wouldn’t have come to you if it were merely a matter of their opinions. This goes beyond mere dislike. They aren’t doing their jobs.”

    Dukat stopped walking outside his office. He turned to Rowat quizzically and indicated that he should enter the office. Dukat followed, closing the door behind him. “They aren’t doing their jobs?” he asked. “How do you mean?”

    “The service staff won’t do anything Lt. Janeway asks,” Rowat began to explain. “Today, after you left, she had to do everything herself. I know it’s trivial, but it’s the principle of it all. They’re here to serve.”

    “Yes, they are,” Dukat agreed. “I’ll have a talk with them. Is there anything else?”

    “Yes, sir. The guards are incorrigible. They stare at her incessantly and constantly badger her. And all of them insult her, even to her face.” Rowat took a few steps toward his boss. “The house workers don’t present much of a serious situation. However, the guards do. I’m beginning to question whether they would do their duty to protect her to the best of their abilities should we come under attack.”

    Dukat’s anger flared, but his features were calm. “This is disturbing,” he admitted. “It did seem like Danielle was a little … melancholy during dinner, but I just thought it was because of what had happened tonight.”

    “Sir?” Rowat asked. What had happened tonight?

    “Nevermind.” Dukat looked at Rowat. “Thank you for bringing this to my attention, Rowat. What puzzles me is why Danielle hasn’t come to me with this information. I realize it’s only been a day since she’s actually started to have regular contact with everyone, but it would seem like she would come to me for something so serious.”

    That, Rowat didn’t have an answer for. Dukat continued. “Very well. I’ll take care of it, Rowat. Thank you.” Rowat nodded and left the office.

    Dukat felt like throwing something. He wasn’t surprised at the treatment. He knew how intolerant his people could be. He loved Cardassia and her people, but their attitudes and behavior really grated on his nerves sometimes.

    The very next morning, Dukat left for the city after finishing his breakfast, as usual. And once he was gone, the workers followed their routine as well. They wouldn’t clear the breakfast table, so Dani had to do it. One of the cooks intentionally broke a dish and told Dani to clean it up.

    “I won’t clean up your messes,” Dani said defiantly.

    “You’ll clean what we say clean, Terran,” another cook said. He pushed her, and she fell to the ground, her hands landing squarely on the broken glass. She cried out at the sharp pain in the palms of her hands. She sat back and looked down at her open palms. Two shards of glass were lodged in her left hand, and one was in her right. Narrow lines of blood trickled from the wounds.

    “That’s right,” the first cook said. “Stay down there where you belong.”

    Anger boiled up inside her. She stood and whirled around to the cook who had pushed her.

    “What are you going to do?” the cook asked with a smirk.

    Someone standing behind Dani spoke. “Awe, did the little Starfleet officer hurt herself?” he taunted.

    Dani turned around. It was one of the guards who had spoken. In fact, three of them were standing in front of her. “No, she’s all right,” another guard said, looking extremely annoyed.

    “She’s a little more than all right,” a third guard said, stepping closer to Dani than she would’ve liked. He had a smug grin on his face, and he was so close, she could feel his breath on her forehead. He continued. “Sometimes, I think that you’re actually quite attractive – for a Terran.” When he touched her hair, Dani instinctively pushed him away, ignoring the pain the movement caused in her hands.

    The guard’s smile faded. “Then I remember – you’re nothing but Dukat’s filthy whore.” He grabbed her by the hair and painfully snapped her head back. She cried out. The guard whispered into her ear. “When he’s done with you, he’ll toss you back into that hell hole where he picked you up.” He raised his hand, and Dani closed her eyes and steeled herself for a blow.

    “That’s ENOUGH!”

    All heads snapped to the direction of the kitchen entrance, where the exclamation had come from. Dukat was standing there with Rowat. They entered the room. The offending guard stood there, speechless, with a firm grasp still on Dani’s hair and his hand still in mid-air. Dukat walked up to him and grabbed the guard’s elevated wrist. The guard was taller than Dukat, but it obviously didn’t make any difference to him. “Release her, NOW,” Dukat ordered. The guard’s hand immediately fell from Dani’s hair.

    “Where are your manners?” Dukat asked the man. “Don’t you know that this isn’t how you treat a lady?” The guard was classically speechless. Dukat, with a firm grip on the man’s wrist, glared at him. At the moment, he wanted nothing more than see this buffoon’s head on a platter, and he wanted to be the one who had the pleasure of personally removing it from his neck. And the others … Dukat looked around at the two cooks and the two remaining guards. They’d had the audacity to stand there, encouraging this kind of behavior.

    Dukat turned back to the guard in front of him, tightening his grip on the man’s wrist. He spoke again. “Never set foot on my property again. If I see you anywhere near Lt. Janeway or my house again, I will kill you myself.” He dropped the guard’s hand. “And take your friends here with you. What I’ve said applies to them as well. I will not tolerate this kind of behavior in my household.”

    The guards and the cooks began to file past Dukat out of the kitchen. Dukat laid his hand on the shoulder of the cook who had started the whole scene. “Before you leave, I want you to clean up all this glass,” Dukat told him. The cook nodded and turned, walking back into the kitchen.

    Dukat walked over to Dani and picked up her injured hands, examining them. “Danielle, you should have come to me,” he said.

    “I didn’t want to come whining to you about some minor issue,” Dani said.

    “This is not minor!” Dukat said, upset. He was upset that Dani had been subjected to this kind of treatment in his own house, and he was upset that she hadn’t told him what was going on. He gently fingered glass in one of her wounds.

    Dani winced. She didn’t understand how little pieces of glass could hurt so damn much.

    “We’re going to have to get a doctor,” Dukat commented. He looked to Rowat, who, understanding the silent order, went into another room to call a physician. Looking at the glass and the blood in palms of Dani’s hands, Dukat, for the first time, questioned if Dani should be on Cardassia. What he had witnessed today had happened in his own house. How safe could she really be on Prime? He debated internally about whether or not to tell her about Starr’s version of her escape. Then again, maybe she already knew.

    “Danielle, have you read any news today?” Dukat asked. “Or watched any news vids?”

    “No, I haven’t gotten the chance, yet,” Dani replied. “Actually, I haven’t had the chance to read any news since I got here.”

    If she knew, would that change things any for her, Dukat wondered. If she knew, would she want to go back?

    The question left his mind as someone shimmered into existence beside them. It was a doctor by the name of Lurok. “Who needs attention?” he asked straightforwardly.

    “She does,” Dukat said, pointing to her hands, which she held out for the doctor to examine.

    “Those are some nasty cuts,” the doctor commented. He pulled out some instruments and began to get started on Dani’s hands. “Let’s see here …”

  • Sweetest Sin – Chapter 2. Prime

    Lt. Danielle Janeway sat staring at herself in the mirror. For the last four days, she’d done nothing but sit in the room Dukat had given her at his home and ponder what in the hell she’d done to her life. Only a few days before, she’d thrown away everything she’d ever worked for her entire life. Her career, her family, her relationship with Will.

    “Gods,” she said lowering her head to her hands. “What have I done?”

    All this for a second chance with Marac, she thought. Was it really all worth it?

    Well, it was too late to ponder over now, wasn’t it? The decision had been made and sealed in the split second it had taken her to stand at Dukat’s side. “No regrets,” she said quietly. She cast a glance in the direction of the closet.

    xxx

    Marac Dukat sat at the dinner table of his dining room – alone. He absently fingered the napkin resting in his lap, as the servers began to deliver his meal. This dining alone was becoming an unwanted habit. He’d dined alone for ages, since he’d taken this position as the prefect of the Western Hemisphere of the planet. He had hoped that having Danielle back in his life might change that. Apparently, he’d been wrong.

    Her actions puzzled him. She had chosen to stay on Prime with him, yet, she hadn’t left her room since he had taken her from the prison four days earlier. Dukat didn’t understand it. If she wanted to be here, which he assumed was the case since she’d made the conscious decision to remain, why did she not behave as if she did?

    He placed his napkin on the table. This was simply too depressing an atmosphere. He was about to tell the maid to have his meal sent to his room, but he looked up and saw that Danielle was standing in the entranceway to the dining room. She wore one of the gowns he’d had hand-made for her, and she looked extraordinary in it, just as he’d known she would.

    Dukat rose. “I’m pleased to see that you’re joining me,” he said, walking over to meet her. “You haven’t been out of your room in days. I was beginning to worry about you.”

    “There’s no need for worry,” Dani said, stepping into the room. “I just needed some time to gather my thoughts. I’m fine now.” She smiled at Dukat as he led her to her seat, across the table from his own seat. He seated her and walked around the table to his own seat. The maid promptly placed a glass and eating utensils in front of Dani. “Thank you,” Dani said with a nod to the woman. She pulled her napkin from the table and spread it across her lap. “What are we having?”

    Dukat reclaimed his seat and replaced his napkin on his lap. “Bajoran,” he said

    “Sounds good,” was Dani’s reply.

    “I see you’ve found the clothing I had brought over. You look absolutely enchanting,” Dukat complimented.

    “Thank you,” Dani said simply.

    The maid and another servant emerged from the kitchen carrying two platters of some steaming Bajoran dish that Dani couldn’t identify. The dishes were placed before Dani and Dukat.

    “Thank you, Melba. You may take your leave of us now,” Dukat told the maid. She and the other servant bowed slightly and left Dukat and his Terran guest alone.

    When Dukat returned his gaze to Dani, he found that she had already taken a bite of the dish. “We haven’t really been afforded the opportunity to get reacquainted with one another,” Dukat said, sipping his drink. “We haven’t talked much since we arrived from the prison.”

    Dani placed her glass on the table beside her plate. “I don’t want to get in your way while I’m here. I know you’re busy. I am only your prisoner, after all.”

    “I’m never too busy for you, my love,” Dukat said. “And I prefer to think of you as my guest. You did, after all, choose to stay on your own accord.”

    Dani dabbed the corners of her mouth. “You’re right, of course.”

    Dukat placed his glass on the table. He leaned forward and rested his elbows on the table, studying Dani. “May I ask you something?”

    “Of course,” Dani said. She wondered why he would feel the need to ask her if he could ask her a question. Whatever he was going to ask her, Dani concluded, must be heavy.

    “Why did you choose to stay with me?” Dukat asked. It had been something that had been eating away at him for a week now, since that day when Dani had made the fateful decision to stand at his side while they watched Commander Riker and Ambassador Starr escape, as planned. “Why didn’t you go with Riker and Starr?”

    Dani had known the question would be asked eventually, but she hadn’t expected it to be so soon. She pulled her napkin from her lap and placed it on the table as she stood. “It seems like a pleasant night,” she said, walking around to Dukat’s side of the table. “Why don’t we go for a walk?” She held her hand out to him.

    Dukat’s eyes fell to her outstretched hand before rising to her face. He was both curious and annoyed with her. Curious because of her abrupt behavior, and annoyed for the very same reason. They had just sat down for dinner not ten minutes ago, and now she wanted to leave? He refused to allow the annoyance to register on his pale features. Instead he took her hand and stood.

    “As you wish, my love,” Dukat said. He left the dining room with Dani, and they crossed the large entrance foyer to the front door.

    The air that greeted Dani when she set foot outside the large house was pleasantly warm and dry, a welcome change from the humid heat that characterized the daytime hours. The light breeze that played in the air made it all the more pleasant. Something caught Dani’s attention from the corner of her eye. She looked to her right and noticed that two men had appeared out of nowhere. Dani looked up at Dukat with questioning eyes.

    “They’re only guards,” he explained. “Cardassia is a safe place, but given my position, one can never be too cautious.”

    Dani nodded understandingly. Even in the Federation, high officials had bodyguards. Dani and Dukat turned and began to walk down the long walkway that stretched from the front of the house. They walked for minutes without saying a word to each other, without touching each other, without looking at each other, all much to Dukat’s chagrin. By the time they were halfway down the walkway, Dukat’s lingering annoyance had grown so much that it prompted him to speak up.

    “Danielle … ” he began, fighting the irritation that threatened to creep into his voice.

    “I wasn’t trying to get around the subject,” Dani said. Reminding him, she added, “Earlier – a few minutes ago, at dinner.”

    Dukat finally looked at her and instantly regretted that he’d turned his head in her direction. His feelings of annoyance immediately dissipated. He marveled at how the moonlight bounced off her and seemed to create a mysterious glow about her. He couldn’t imagine, at that moment, how he’d ever thought he’d forget how beautiful she was. He turned his attention to other things, like grass, pebbles, and his feet, as Dani began to speak again.

    “I know it could’ve seemed like I was trying to avoid the subject,” Dani said. “It isn’t that at all. I just needed a few moments to get my thoughts together on the matter.” She looked up at his striking profile. “The question you asked me is one that I’ve been asking myself since I arrived here.”

    Dukat looked down at her and caught her gaze. “Is there an answer to that question?” he asked.

    Dani stopped walking and turned to him. There was most definitely an answer. “I lost you once before, and there wasn’t anything I could do about it,” she said, remembering that awful incident when she’d thought Dukat had been executed. They had both been kidnapped and held prisoner on a Romulan ship almost two years ago. Dukat had been taken to a cell a few feet from her own, and she had heard what sounded like an execution. Dukat’s execution. Trapped in the cell, she had been unable to do anything at all.

    And now here he was, standing before her, perfectly healthy. The supposed execution had been a ruse by members of the Cardassian government to smuggle Dukat into a high-ranking post on Prime.

    Dani continued. “This time, I actually had a say in whether you were lost to me or not.” She took a step closer to him. “I wasn’t going to lose you again, if I could help it. And that’s what it all came down to.” She began to walk again, as did he. She watched him and smiled. She had missed seeing that confident swagger of his.

    “What?” Dukat asked upon seeing her smile.

    “Nothing,” Dani replied, a smile still on her face. She looked at the ground and walked.

    Dukat allowed a little smile to creep into his features. He deftly reached over and clasped Dani’s petite hand with his own. He looked at her to gauge her reaction, and was happy to see that her smile never wavered. They strolled in silence for a little while longer.

    Dani looked up at the night sky. It was so strange for her to look up at the sky from the surface of a planet. She had spent so much time on starships and space stations. And she’d never seen the night sky from the vantagepoint of Cardassia Prime. She stopped walking, once again, and stared up at the sky more intently. Some of the stars seemed to form images, like the old constellations she saw from Earth.

    Dukat followed her gaze to the sky and realized what had caught her eye. He pointed to the group of stars Dani was gazing at. “That one is called the Prophet of the North,” he said quietly into her ear. “It’s from our old Hebitian culture.” Dukat’s eyes roamed the sky. He pointed to a different spot in the sky. “That’s the Prophet of the South.”

    Dani was in awe. She had always loved constellations. It had always intrigued her how the imagination could come up with patterns for certain groups of stars. Did the stars really form objects, or did the imagination make a person think they saw an object?

    Dani turned to Dukat, who was closer than she’d expected him to be. He’d bent down slightly to speak directly into her ear. When she’d turned around, she’d been staring right into his clear, blue eyes. He stood to his full height, and her eyes never left his.

    “You never answered my question,” Dukat told her.

    “I thought I just did,” Dani said.

    Dukat shook his head. “No, not that question,” he said. “Last week, at the prison, I asked you if you still loved me.”

    Dani blinked, remembering the occurrence Dukat spoke of.

    Dukat continued. “Do you? Do you love me still?”

    “Do you think I would be here if I didn’t?” Dani asked him.

    “I wanted to know if your decision was influenced by your desire to free Starr,” Dukat said. “I don’t want you to think that I required some sort of exchange. I would have let Starr go even if you had decided to go with them.”

    “You think I’m here because of some mission? My decision had nothing to do with Hea Starr,” Dani insisted. “I’m here because of you. My life as I know it in the Federation is over. Once Starr lets them know that I basically deserted … ” She stepped closer to him. “Marac … “

    Dukat was sincerely surprised by what Dani had just said. She didn’t know what Starr had told Starfleet? Hadn’t she been reading the papers over the last few days? Should he tell her that she still had a life waiting for her in Starfleet, that they hadn’t cast her out?

    He pushed the thoughts from his head. Why did the matter have to be dealt with now, at this moment? It didn’t, he decided, as he lowered his head and moved in to kiss Dani. He hesitated for only a moment, centimeters from her face, before gently brushing his lips against hers.

    Dani’s heart jumped as she returned his kiss. She literally felt like her legs were turning to jelly, and was grateful for the tree that was positioned behind her. If it hadn’t been there to support her, she might have fallen on her ass, which wouldn’t have been too good for the moment.

    They parted. The kiss had left Dani overwhelmed and light-headed. Dukat, still very close to her, wanted to kiss her again, but she gingerly stepped out from between him and the tree before he had a chance to. He watched her walk away, back in the direction of the house. Had he done something wrong, something to upset her? Out of all things, he hadn’t expected her to just walk away like that without even saying anything. He reluctantly turned and began to follow her back to the house.

    Dani and Dukat stared at each other for a few moments. They didn’t say anything. They just stood in the foyer after their walk, regarding each other rather uncomfortably.

    “Well,” Dani said, “goodnight.”

    Dukat nodded, still not sure what had just happened. He was now more confused than he had been before dinner. Giving up for the night, he said, “Goodnight.”

    It felt, to both Dukat and Dani, that they should each go their separate ways. However, after they had said goodnight to each other, they quickly realized that the notion to split had been premature, as they both had to travel up the same staircase to get to their respective rooms. They climbed the spiraled staircase in silence.

    Once they reached the top, instead of bidding each other goodnight again, they merely stared at each other longingly for a few moments before turning and finally going their separate ways to their rooms.

    The doors swished closed behind Dukat after he entered his room. It was more of a suite really, a large room with an ample sitting area, walk-in closet, and deluxe bathroom.

    “Computer – lights,” he said pointedly. Now, what had he done? Everything had been going so well. And then he’d kissed her. She hadn’t resisted and had actually seemed quite enthusiastic about it. He didn’t at all understand her response to the whole ordeal. She’d walked away from him without a word until ‘goodnight’ in the foyer just now. He didn’t understand the woman.

    Xxx

    Dani sat at the dresser in her room, staring at her reflection in the mirror. Why was she doing this to him, sending all these mixed signals? She was screwing with her own head, too. It was just plain confusing, and it wasn’t fair, to herself or to Dukat.

    Dani sighed. She knew how she felt. She knew why she was here. The problem was fear. Fear of stepping into something like this again. But her fear was probably torturing him, she realized, which was the last thing she wanted to do. She just didn’t know how to act around him anymore, she realized, standing and changing into a long, blue nightgown made of satin. It was so elegant. She didn’t usually sleep in such fancy nightwear. She’d always found that a t-shirt and pair of shorts got the job done just fine. But Dukat had seen to it that an entirely new wardrobe, including sleepwear, was waiting for her before she’d arrived. She would still have to replicate some of her favorite items, like jeans and t-shirts, but Dukat’s had been a nice gesture. All he wanted to do, it seemed, was make her happy. Dani returned her gaze to the mirror, studying herself in the blue gown.

    Xxx

    When Dani approached Dukat’s bedroom, she didn’t expect it to be unlocked, but it was. The doors promptly slid open when she stepped up to them. She looked in. The room was dark, but she could see that Dukat was already in bed.

    The sound of the doors swishing open and the pale light that entered the room got Dukat’s attention. It didn’t take him long to recognize the silhouetted figure in the doorway. He watched her as she entered the room. The doors slid shut behind her, and she walked to the bed. He sat upright, wondering what she was going to do. He hoped she hadn’t suddenly had a change of heart and was now planning onstabbing him or something along those lines. He pushed the thought aside as she sat down in front of him, perched on the side of the large bed.

    “Danielle … ” Dukat murmured quizzically.

    Dani traced her finger along the angles of Dukat’s face, starting with the ridges around his eye and moving down his cheek to the ridges that lined his jaw and neck.

    Dukat breathed deeply. He only hoped she wasn’t teasing him. It felt so good to feel her soft, warm hands on him again. It had been so long. Too long. He turned and kissed the sensitive inside of her wrist. In response, she leaned in close and locked her lips firmly with his.

    So, she wasn’t teasing him. Hopefully, she wasn’t there to kill him, either.

    Xxx

    Dani slowly opened her eyes to the pale, early morning light that floated into the room. It took her a few moments to remember where she was, whom she was with … what had happened the night before. She looked over at Dukat. He was still asleep, snoring lightly. Dani sat up, trying not to disturb him. He only sighed and shifted in his sleep.

    Dani looked at the window. It had been so long since she’d last seen a sunrise. She gently rose from the bed and walked toward the balcony, picking up her nightgown on the way. She opened the balcony’s glass door and stepped outside clothed.

    The temperature was mild and breezy. It was early in the day, so the humidity hadn’t set in, yet. Dukat’s house was somewhat removed from the metropolitan area and stood on elevated land. Dani looked out at a magnificent view of Cardassia Prime’s capital city, with its myriad of tall, sweeping buildings. She could see forever.

    The gently creeping light of Prime’s sun caught Dani’s attention and caused her to look to the right, the side from which it was rising. She saw the slow sunrise beginning to occur, and she realized it one of the things she had missed most about being planetside. The early morning hours, particularly sunrise, was a peaceful time of the day. It was just before the day started, before people began the hustle and bustle of their daily routines.

    Dani watched the golden sunlight slowly envelop the city. It was so beautiful. She closed her eyes as another breeze caressed her. When she opened her eyes, she was being caressed by something other than the wind.

    “It’s amazing, isn’t it?” Dukat whispered into her ear. He wrapped his arms around her.

    “Yes,” Dani replied. She sighed and kissed Dukat’s arm. Looking back out at the city, she said, “I had almost forgotten how much I enjoy watching the sun come up.” She turned around and looked up at him, wrapping her arms around him as she did so. He leaned down and kissed her.

    “I’m very pleased that you’re here with me, Danielle,” Dukat said once he and Dani had parted.

    “Me, too,” she told him. She kissed him again.

    Dukat cradled her face with his hand. “Oh, how I wish that I could stay here with you all day,” he said. “But, I’m afraid I am needed downtown.”

    “You’re needed here, too,” Dani quipped with a grin.

    “I’ll be home as soon as I can,” Dukat said. “You have my word.” He took her hand and led her back into the bedroom. She watched him walk into the bathroom. “Do you have any plans for the day?” she heard him call.

    Dani sat down on the bed. “I don’t know,” she called back.

    “Well, if you get the chance, I would suggest that you take a look at the computer and replicator systems.” Dukat stuck his head out the door. “You might find it interesting.”

    Dani raised an eyebrow curiously at Dukat’s odd suggestion.